Called' It as 'Mine`JournaL'

Mobile-Net >>> Goes Autis..!!! =p

2008-08-21T00:49:00.009+07:00

My day was started with rehearsal for Ronald V Gaghana-moslem show at Dharmawangsa hotel.
Anyway, I was pretty shocked there because, from all 11th models, there were only 3 female models whom are Truly Indonesian!! The rest of course came from another country. Wow. Dominated by The Bule's" on our own country; I thought I was the only one who kept in silence' Read: unbelievable face, complaining-alone by myself, of course*
But then one by one, not only my mates, even the choreographer and the booker' from the agency was complaining as well! Whahahaaa....
Well, I still don't know what's the exact' reason by doing these all. I mean lucky for some of us , Indonesian models whom still get the job (yah, walaupun memang kalo rejeki pasti nggak akan kemana' sih..)
But what about the others who don't??
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Hmmpph', okay. Enough bout' The Bule's" thing. I still carried the sour-mood up until we're finished. My bad, though.
So after the show was finito', I felt like I need to chill' or just sit-down a while, somewhere. And there goes my fave' place : Starbucks! he he... I went there with my gilrfriends (include my manager-the work's done anyway-), Jesyca and Yui. Hmm... Having my Greentea Frappucino, and guess what, my idea was came up for having a chit-chat together. But when the conversation was turned into Blackberry & Mobile net thing'; we're stopped. Yeesss, like, reaallllly, really stopped our conversation and then having our own mobile-thing!!! Oh.My.God!
It was suddenly all turned out to be The Autis' world of Mobile-Net.
Me & Jesyca were using BB, and Yui, she got her own mobile-thing. Gosh'...
We brought these 'Chat & Messenger' things up until we moved to Pisa Cafe; believe me, we're still doing it. huahahaaa.... ^o^
It was like we have our own-world & space! when I realized this; I took some picture of us; well Jesyca did it to me as well; eewwwwh". lol.

**Autis no.1, no.2 & no.3**

Nah, can you imagine that we were really did these thing til' the battery's drop-dead low???! Yesss for the three of us. Hak hak... This was 23.15 pm, almost 4 hours!! hahahaa.... Beware all, Mobile-net can really waste your time! Seriously!
Right after we stopped, the chat was over as well. How funny it is, knowing that we were kinda' wasted our energy on our mobile-phone & almost no-talk between us. We all just laughed out loud there; paid our bill, and went home! Hihihi..... What a day to waste'. . .
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Gosh'...

2008-08-19T20:12:00.004+07:00

Nothing special today, just had a fitting for show, and tried to fix & get my ID, License n' cards back. Well, unfortunately I still can't get my ID back today, cos' Kelurahan said the machine that used to make ID cards, is out of order a.k.a not working. They said they're gonna fix it today, thats why I have to go back there on the next day. *gross*
It means: No ID card. I still can't get my license back yet. I still can't get my ATM card back yet. I still can't let my Wallet' go-yet.
Too many things there.. Yesterday I asked apologize to my friend because I lost one of his precious thing inside my wallet. Althou' he said its alright & he can get another one-back for me, but still the feeling isn't cool enough yet. If I can be honest, i don't want the new one, I want the same old one! =(
hik..

So this is the reason why I feel so grumpy' today. I still didn't get anything from today. Not even my ID card (the most important). hhhhh... hate this.

...In Memoriam : My Wallet...

2008-08-18T17:40:00.003+07:00

Rest in peace: my red-wallet. (or, at least it was looked like this'..) =(

I lost my wallet. Yesterday night, at Mulia hotel, yep. My Red-wallet's gone now. Hik..
I still can't believe it why he/she stole it. I put my bag in the backstage, I knew there were lot of people there including models. But when it came to the blocking for closing-time, all models went on stage; and yes, that was the right time to steal!
At first, i didn't realize that it was stolen. because all my mobile-phone, ipod, they're all fine.

When I was about to buy some cake, I noticed that it's gone already. I searched through all rooms (for makeup) & backstage. Called my mom, checked on my car, and it was Zero.
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I hate this. It's not about the cash, but all the things" inside. They're mean so much for me.. :'(
Almost all things are from those who are special. I cried only because of that..

Pagi ini kita ke kantor polisi untuk urusan semuanya. Nggak habis pikir aja.., kenapa ada orang yang sejahat itu. Pernah nggak mereka mikir kalau barang yang diambil itu berarti banget buat sang pemilik???
Hhh'... ya sudah lah... i have to let it go. Although I know it's going to be difficult, cuma bisa berdoa aja mudah2an seorang" yang mencuri dompetku itu segera sadar, biar nggak lama jadi pencuri-nya'..
T_T

First day of a'...20 yo-girL-

2008-08-09T04:53:00.009+07:00

Whoaaaa... So It's my first day being 20 years old girl! Haha...Cute.
My friends asked How is it being 20??
--Well, I just laughed out loud-- Honestly I don't know what to say, I'm just happy thats all.!^^ Hmm...but being 20, somehow I feel a bit different on how do I face the problems, or seeing things from my point of view. A Lil' bit calm-down I guessed. ha ha.
Well, more mature is the thing" here.
And by the world of 20' I know there are more.....problems ahead me. It makes me remember what my friend has said to me; "Things won't get any easier, but they will get better"
For sure it is, I agree. =)
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Anyway!, I only had a fitting for an annual show today, then I'm free! Yess...Yesss... We're planning to go for a movie after all. Eric set-up almost everything, he even bought me & Yui our food first, cos' actually we're late for a couple of minutes, because the fitting was late (they're having their lunch first; uh-huh) and the traffic at Bundaran HI.
I had fun today, yippiiie...!!
Then we shopped, I bought stuffs for fashion-thing', and Jessie-she got her new Sunglass (nggak mau kalah yaa!) too!
*we took our photo together there*******
Hihihi.. now Jessie looks like a sexy-teacher' there! ^-^
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Nah, then the idea just came out. Cause we're all had a free...time; we're thinking about taking my pic with my new Greenie-Retro' somewhere! oh my God.
as usual, me & blothel-Ric are always like this. All about the ideas. haha.. So we stopped at Adorama menteng, then went to the upstairs; Eric took some of the pictures there!
Ooooh yeaaa...I had fun! hahaha... I can't tell how much I love my new Green-Neon' right now ^^ It's just keep us alive with its Neon-color !!!

Take a look at some of the pictures,, :)

=====================================*Viva for my first-day of the big Two-O's...!!* lol--

B'day Bash--errr...nope? werking! haha..-

2008-08-09T00:08:00.008+07:00

Phewhh'... Wait. first of all, let me pray to the Lord (well, i mean just say thank you sich* haha)
Thanking Him for giving me such a beautiful life here. ^^

Yeap. On my birthday-nite' last day I only slept like 1,5 hours, despite Eric's call! Me myself too-just didn't feel like wanna go for bed- *ahaha..emang dasar niatnya mau menikmati hari lahir, narcis deh"*
So........! Been thru my day by working, I still had a fashion show yesterday. Anyway I got nothing to do, though. I didn't feel like going out for a party or to super-celebrating it.
Eric has told me days before that we're going to go somewhere to celebrate it, well i didn't have any idea so guessed what, we're end-up at Shangrila hotel, my place for the Show', ate our dinner & went home! ahaha...
I got a bunch of Flower bouquet from my lovely Mom, Yui, Jesyca, and of course Eric, he gave me a white rose with this 'Green-Retro' Sunglass" hanged there!!! Weww--- KewL Blothel!!---
Can't help myself not to wear that-straight away- even thou' I know it's late in the nite! ha ha....
*picture.picture.picture!* =p
And Oh! Windy, the designer, came-up and brought me a box of Mini-Cupcakes with tiny little candles above ^^! I just knew I'd love 'em =) so sweet of him did that to me.
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My day was so simple, but I know it meant vewy' much to me, cos' I was there with my people, shared happiness and love as well. Here I come 20...!!
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Here are some pics' of us yesterday...*

Hihihi...

Look at my Retro green glasses!!

Back to meet those' kinda person-- aha..ha--

2008-07-29T02:19:00.005+07:00

So., last night. While I was preparing myself to do a rehearsal for show (which is today-).
And believe me, I already knew this will happened. Huh.
Anyway, we're working in a world full of fame. So that's why we have to deal with the people, and the work-hazard. Yeap, I met one of my working hazard today. Rumpiiii..!!!
Haha.. yes.. yess.. these rumpi' people, they'll never stop trying to ask for things. Unfortunately those things are actually not their business
for sure. But like my friend said tome, its a working hazard. Especially for those who work in this fame-world full of entertainment. We're like; sharing our privacy here. (yang rasanya bener2 bikin marrrraaaahh..!! arrgh) =p
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Yah.., nothing I do but smile or just speak one-or-two sentences anyway. I'm always on my "Do not disturb me!" mood everytime I faced the time' ^-^hihi..sorry.
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Okay. Let get prepared for today's Fashion Show!!! Whoopaa'! ^^

Chillin' time. .

2008-07-27T20:31:00.004+07:00

--Joanna Wang's music playing--
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Hmm.... got the new CD today. I'm in love with the girl's voice. Joanna Wang. I didn't realize that she has the same age like me! haha.
I got her song from a friend. A very special friend of mine. He sent me Joanna's song, Lost In Paradise. God I'm love with it ^^. He called it a Lazy jazzy voice, and yes I agree. She got something in her voice, which I called an attitude'.
So now I keep on listening to the CD everywhere. hihi... seriously getting addicted. =p
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Huwaahh.. Been struggling myself in this very hectic-world these day. I feel so tired now, 3 hours fell to sleep after Jogja yesterday.
Too many stories happened, I just don't know how to start to write all. phewh'.. But despite all those good or grumpy things; Thank God, work has been fun, steady, and cool.
It's get on high-season anymore..and so we are ready to get ourself busy again! yippiiee...
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Report.,,--Discrimination Part II--,,.

2008-06-02T15:40:00.004+07:00

Yeaaappp.. I've got lots of news to report. haha.
It's been a month since my last rep- about the discrimination part I ^^,
I never expect it's gonna happened again (and againnn *errrggh*)
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uuughh... kasihan sekali yah... Negara kita ini.., harii giniiii masih ada..gitu yang namanya 'sensi" sama kaum' sendiri =O!! I'm getting used to it now.. he..

Okie. No need to tell who or when or what occasion was that; I was there, anyway. And! My friend just told me her story (really, just a couple minutes ago =p)..
So she went to one audition' for show this morning, well it's quite far enough from "south"^^and when she stepped in; the only thing she got was "the lOOk" that said "siapa elu... we don't need the local/even mix face, today we're only care for those Bule` face, girl..sorry"
God damn... For sure it is a Discrimination!
gila yaa... disini yang denger aja bete---apalagi yang ngejalanin??!

Pfff".... Be cool yah dear friend.. I know the feeling very well kok.. =)
It happened to everybody as well.., not only for 'modeling' world but that's also happened to other kinda' job here.
My friend said this is Indonesia.. We can only watch 'em. Mental bangsa terjajah..kasihan yah..^^ padahal SDM kita sendiri banyaaak sekaliiii... and we are far more..talented than them' =)
Too bad.
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Diskriminasi.Diskriminasi.errgh.

2008-04-26T15:28:00.004+07:00

Okay. Been very damn-long weeks..err..months (maybe) since I wrote the last post here. Oh My Lord. H.E.C.T.I.C months. . .!!!! arrrggghh---- Lot of things happened anyway.., in fact they're a bit too much to remembered now; *sighed* exhausting. ha ha...=)

I just thought about some people..who put their position just like on the top" of everyone. I'm talking about our kinda people here, who lives in our own country. We're living here among all the 'latah' people. Well, like few days ago; I thought it was only me, being a little bit too-sensitive about the show., but then I found that the other local models were feeling the same way too. ^^ There's a Big-different- more like a 'Gap' between us, all crews, including the models as well. We're all came from different hometown & country.
We know the word "Racist", right ?? . . .Yeah, it was more like that. And if I can be honest, I hate them all. What's the problem with us whom waiting for make-up to start, but when we knew (yes we knew it very well) that those international make-up artists were able to do the makeup-thing', they didn't even look at us whom Indonesian yaaa!! Ha! They're just worked it for the other international models. *gross*
I can see their expression' when looking at us. Okay, it might be easy to ignore that.
But can you imagine why were they doing those kind of treat' to us???
>>> Because the 'center-one' (yang artinya sang petinggi, main artist-nya) whom started all of those 'racialist' thing. . .>>> Too bad yah... He should be the one who bring 'peace for all of us. Hmm for me it was enough to gave such respect" on him... =)
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We live in Indonesia, we work here, we got the tittle in here too; no matter how bad our country is, still can we show some respect on ourself? Kok malah men-dewa-kan negara lain... yang jelas2 ngga ada taste" art-nya sama sekali dalam menjalankan fashion show. . . ???
Diskriminasi. Yeapz...
Once again; Too bad.. I am feeling bad for these kinda' people.

Etos kerja...Etos kerjaaa...e.t.o.s---k.e.r.j.a ...!!! errr

2008-04-17T23:46:00.003+07:00

Bravo young people..!.. 'yang selalu bilang bahwa etos kerja anak muda itu efektif, bagus berencana kritis, bla..bla...bla...' Bravooo... *HA.
Can I tell 'em about something? Well.., Do they understand about what is a Time-Management??
uh... I dunno whether they've ever learned it at school or their parents or anything. But, the point is; I Don't See That IN These Youngster's world.
Yuph.., let me tell you a story. There is this "production/group/community/whateva" booked me for a job; out of province-.
So the schedule was already confirmed since the last Monday, 4 days ago. The day' will be in the middle of some-hectic' schedule (for this week). We already told 'em to give us the full-reports according to the job, everything; tickets for flights,,, accommodation,,,and stuffs. pokoknya kalo ke luar kota persiapan pasti lebih hectic lah ya.
Kenapa yaaa...nggak booking tiket dari 4 hari lalu begitu kita sudah confirm??
It doesn't mean they have power to ruin my own schedules; and switch 'em like they want; Helloooo...I'm working here...eee... Beside they're already know my confirmed-schedule. Arrange' dooong........ =/
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makannya kalo mau kerja ya kerja yg bener dong... sebagai anak muda kan harusnya tunjukin kalo bener2 idealis atau fokus bekerjaaa... mana mana manaaa..?? =p

My-today's Fun-Meeting!!

2008-04-07T23:50:00.002+07:00

Hmm.. Back from my-meetings' day today.
Feeling content now..,, dunno what happened. But maybe I should say it is like a refreshing-progress =)... I met my friends on BDI (Buddha Dharma Indonesia) this afternoon and we talked bout many things. *phewwh'..* Cool. They've built an Open-School at 'Kawasan Megamendung, Bogor. I watched the video..and it was such a happy-feelings that I've got.
It made me think about all.. Why can't we do things like that?
Despite all medias or people who said or talked about 'global-warning' only. but these friends of mine (I'm not talking about religion ya), they have started things first.!!
and to be honest it inspired me a lot (and should be the same for others). Such a minor" community that we got here.
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Anyway, I stopped for a while at their place. I even saw them praying as well.
So I thought, how come in here we don't have any groups or community like them? No-need to shout out loud 'bout this; we only need to take care all of these Youth potential people; because they are special; they got skill, they work as well but they're only can hope for everything to live better.

Weewhhh I still have my homework for working out the paper here. ^-^...

Slip of a sickness".

2008-04-07T00:08:00.003+07:00

*gosh...'* what a gossiper. this is the start of our poor'tainment-world. Ha..
I know it's a part of the life, risk for us to take by being involved in such an entertainment world. But hey hellows there...I'm always thinking whether those group of 'running & chasing' people" should be called as journalists..?!! ---oops. nope. sorry to say, they don't belong to the job. They can't even explain to us what it is; a journalist??

Can you explain to me is there any special training for all infotainment-journalists?? or maybe the only thing' that they could ever do is just run and chase and waiting to catch--then asking some dumb' question..? ha ha.. then I should say Poor-you guys.
cause y'all don't even know how to help our people to get better, for some point of living.
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If you ask me whether this is such a personal-experiences of mine; well yes it is. Not only me, anyway; but I've been heard all of those 'grumpy' confessions, talking about them (the paparazzi/any kinda thingy').

just a slice' of empathy...

2008-03-29T10:28:00.005+07:00

*hmm… Have been gone for some-moments.., found some more things...

When you have to put yourself in one or some situation by yourself; like, you do the things which actually-you’ve been used to do it with other people, but now you have to do it alone. No-companion, just on your own; it must be felt a bit awkward. Need some time to get used to it, and it’s not that simple as turning your head on the other-side. You need that’ patience, supports, and hope. =)

Well I saw her. She’s been trying hard to handle that. *she’s my friend, one of the closest-one’…* by the look on her eyes, me, and us –some of the best-mates- could see the sadness in her. Some of her stories for being such a ‘grown up’ person have been passed by now. She has to get used to this situation. She’s on her own now, working out things by herself to achieve.

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The truth about 'judging' =)

2008-03-16T11:40:00.003+07:00

I have one friend of mine, he's a makeup artist & he used to doing my make-up 'thing once a week, for my regular "side-job".
When I first met him I almost ensured myself that he might be just the same...like others. I mean for the 'identity' and one more thing, for his mind or his point of living the world. I thought he was the same like other makeup artists that I know. //wait-don't get me wrong; I'm not gonna talk bout other people's business yah; this is for another topic" ^^//
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I was having myself on a bad-mood that time. Not to mention it was my first day doing the side work., well yess I felt such an awkward' feelings for being there; cos I was really hope that I didn't have to do this, before I change my point of view by took it for my own savings-haha*
That was the time when I knew I was totally wrong. I was being a snobbish one, who thought like I must be the poorest one-in the world. Nobody knows what/how was it feel.
>>> He, is really a He". =p . Yup! He's a man, straight one. I couldn't believe that I almost claimed him for a gay' one; but nope. He really is a man. ha ha! How shameful...

But then again while we're waiting for me to start, me & mom was having chit-chat with him. (well mostly I just heard both of them share things, though =p)
And!
He told us that apparently there's some reason why was he taking job as a makeup artist. His mother, she is sick and need somebody to take care of her. Check up, then Re-check up again; with sort of condition they have; He decided to resign from his main job.
(OhMyGod) He works on an Oil-department at Singapore. He's a Diploma! and he was in his 'so-Fine' position. It's his dream which he always wanted to achieve.
He dedicated himself to take care of his mother; thats why he quited. It was a decision-wise; he said. Guess what;
basically he doesn't know how to do make-up at all; and never in his mind that he'd take the job as his current profession till now.
He has no choice. His closest friend & this is near his house as well; all gave him the same advice.. Make up artist is only for more of his income...to save.
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It was for him too for the first time there. It's a Pressure behind him. *and I swear I knew how it felt*
He told me no-longer after that he realized that this is the life he has to take. Reflected back he knows his mom would needed him too.
By then, he was able to work his job as a makeup artist.
In fact, his previous office has told him for whenever he wants to come back; he's already work. =)
Besides, I just know too..that he's an active-volunteer at UNDP. The way he speak his mind; such a smart persona. Yet he even got another diploma for Medical-development for Animal.!.
Wow... >> I even asked question about taking care of my pet << and he was very kind on giving me lots of advices about Volunteering.
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*gosh.... How shameful I am. This is really true. Don't ever judge any books by it's cover.
It's Totally a Snobbish' thought.
I guess we all can learn from this; I'm sure there'll be another stories there..thousand stories behind somebody's great-life.
and I will keep myself on learning, for sure!! ^-^

2008-03-14T17:02:00.003+07:00

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//Track on : " Gabriel by Lamb
" Heaven by Lamb
" Sunrise by Yeasayer //

-hm...gotta pull 'em out of the head I guess..=)-
Looking back 5 years from now, remembering how did I make my decision to reach my dream.
*by the way I'm now in the mid' between all my senior-on modeling- I call 'em all The Mrs'.he he.*
Some of them were asking me back then. again 5 years ago. The question was about what will be my target to achieve; for the future day. I said I wanna be a professional model! ^^
Such a big decision it was; for a 14 years old girl. And was really different than today. Modeling world wasn't as big like nowadays before. People would called it as a hobby; not a profession.
While me when I was in my agency; one of the booker asked the same question. He shocked. haha... 'ha..? keluar dari sekolah formal??..terus mau jadi apa kamu nanti?!'
--I hate him so much that time. =p --
I was only answered "mau jadi model" & then left. God..., how come there's a person like him in this world; and I thought; "hell yeah, he got his diploma right..? well it only led him to be a booker; my-booker!" *hihi... excuse my language*
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It was just one of another grumpy' things. I can tell I often hear those kinda' stories too... But mostly they ended the decision by following the parents'; or just let it flow... some of them confessed, on becoming Nothing.
*phewwh...* How hard it is...to survived; or to speak-their minds out.
Sometime situation could be one of the biggest difficulties as well.
But I guess, there will always be a change in every dream that we wished.. How strong and patient' we are; is the main point. There's always risk in every choice, right?
And to make that choice, we need to be brave-enough, to speak them out.
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Flu....Flu...Flu.......

2008-03-12T01:03:00.003+07:00

Gosh---I'm so...sick. Really sick. This Flu got worse. Although I've had 'em since 2 days ago. But it was--FAST!! *betebetebeteee*
I thought I'll never gonna say Hi' again to my 'weakness' since kiddo. =(
but then it appeared yesterday...huhuuuu...'. Tiredness, busy-things to do and think about; that's exactly what made me got this. Uuurrgghh*moody-face*
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And what was that which made my voice-gone away so fast?? --ha ha... My job today! =O guess what, I've this launch D&G show @ Grand Indonesia today. And, it wasn't just like the regular-show. It was a Trunk-Mingling Show. pheeww... Mingle..Mingle..and mingle. We all stood there having ourself chat' with all guests, fashionistas, and some Boss....for.... 2 Hours!! ohMyGod---it was horrible---I'd prefer to go on the catwalk doing 10 outfits than having myself on lobbying. hikhik..

While my voice is already a 'crappy'voice; it became worse and worse because of this kinda show. hiyaaaaa'..... Poor-me. I lost my voice-and it's 85 % total gone!
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Crap" ugly things in my morning timeee.. da da daa.'

2008-03-10T10:11:00.004+07:00

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*heegghh..* crap. Kinda bad-start" on a day.
I was awake with my internet still on..and then..!! I read this' message on my posted-wall--it was asking bout my relationship with my Bf. Ouucchhh.. Common... I've been asked for the similar' question like that lately; "although I know that this is the risk', but I'm trying to get my peace of mind hereeee...
//we're still together yesss dahleeenk"... =p But it's usual to have such problem like that. I mean, those crappy' infotainments are just the same--they like to have some gossip (mostly the bad' one) and..unfortunately, on the management-side, most of 'em are also like to use this kinda situation" to promote their New artist/talents!!//
*well; I've shut myself-up for this. ^^*
I just don't get it. We're minding our own business., just because one-another having the same business of our own, people just loved to make fun of that. *pffft!*
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If maybe they're (all kinda' public figure) really have something or in the middle of somewhere'; why can't people just let it?! It's okay to report that on the news/entertainment-channel; but it will be very nice if they just report it for once' a headline. Not interrupting their whole-activities and bugging and spying and interrogating all friends&relatives!!!
*Holy--Geez' I'm staring to get boiled"..=p*

pheww... Okie dokie..., I'm getting myself off now. Gotta go gotta gooo....on working =)
There are more important things to do...than to minding the crappy-things out" ^o^
Just like The Beattles 'song--- Let it be...Let it be..Let it be" (hihihi...) =)

Mood's Rep--!! =)

2008-03-08T21:00:00.004+07:00

Spend my day on managing all things in mind. Sleep. (finally I have some time to rest"..)

//Track play : 'Ruth Marie' by Mark Kozelek
'Aku' by SORE
'Closing' by Philip Glass//

Hmm.. Love the song so damn...much!! =)
A bit too drama maybe; but I dunno, I just feel this kind of support' when I listen to these song. Talking bout music, I've been live with them all since I was kiddo. For me, they're like -representing your mood. Yet sometimes they can help me think for what have happened through days.

Okay. Enough for this. >>> Ouuwhh but this 'Ruth Marie' song's very...ironic!! minimalist-sad song. hik*... =( makes me wanna cry and share out my empathy"...huahuaa =p heeggh. >>>
I'll be working this dawn--I mean yes; dawn in the morning! at 04.00 am.ha ha.

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Oh! this is one of my picture yesterday nite. ^^ Me with Laura Subaki" (Basuki =p) came to teteh Nia's birthday & party bash' at Ciputat --it was somewhere.....far from everywhere! hi hi..
and we are the youngest hereeee... =D he he he...
and we were home; plus Tipsy!! ^o^
so this is a real "BarBuk" for both of us to remembered!!

waiting..waiting...and..waiitttiiinggg...d'oh.. T_T

2008-03-06T15:07:00.003+07:00

Hiyaass' here from Surabaya =p hi hi...'
I'm stuck here waiting for my makeup to start. Well.., I guess the soul of wedding' is still around! ^^ Bridal show. yah.., can't do anything.. it's part of our job (as a model), this is like; we can see the difference clearly. It is obvious!! ha ha.. at Jakarta the system that we have on every event (including Fashion show) have been running. at least fine laah.. =) But for the other cities, he he... =p yah...beginilah yaa.... berusaha maklum aja dhe.... Rehearsal ballroom ngga ada sound system-nya, AC belum boleh dinyalain--super Hot' here!!--, and for the complete session; blocking ekspresi gaya jalan, tetap harus Hyper... ^o^ hahahaa..*
//If this was happening to me years before, I would've been in a very bad-mood, pissed off, or crying after the show, and I called my mom-bothering her with all those grumpy' things of mine. *obvious banget anak-anak nya,, =p*//
But it won't be like that anymore. as mom has told me; we have to learn by the experiences we have had. Learn to grow-up and act more mature.
--hmm.. I might haven't act the right thing yet or being mature enough; but at least I became more appreciate' with the people involved.--

--a slip of thoughts'--

2008-02-26T20:02:00.004+07:00

There are times when I feel like a bit 'too-much' on working. There will always be some things we don't like in every job that we love. Like all the wise-men said; 'This is Life.., sometimes up, sometimes down..'

I've seen people having difficulties like this. Some handle it easily, some got themselves a bit too far.. It's a rough world we got here. Sometimes I find myself on hearing their confession. About truth, what lies behind their smiling-faces. I did nothing but silence and smile; reminding myself that sometimes I've been in the same position as well =)
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Unique things happen here. haha..

My Story Of me and My Bestfriend =)...

2008-02-24T02:35:00.005+07:00

She's my friend. My close friend. I've seen her today. Something, felt a bit 'weird' on her. I don't know what it is..
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She's a young lady, some fresh teenage youngsters just like others (young-adult). All I know is, she lives in this Glamorous & Fame-world as well. Like mine. She's among those crowd. Works hard. nope; very..hard, for her Family. -but I know she does that for herself too-
For her passion; pride; her own glory'... Each time we met, I can say that she's trying to hide her real' feelings to everybody; even her bestfriend and her boyfriend. Shame..?..Nope. She has learned, although she's still learning it until now.
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She was on her shift' to work. at one place, a place that I would like to called People's Fame. She worked on a night shift; after midnight; I mean. I can see that she's kinda tired but she has to do the job. well-the job's only for 3-5 minutes tough'. *** I remembered, she used to hate the job. She doesn't even has any heart for it. But luckily she has a very supportive family. That's why at one night she was trying to accept her destiny; and believed that it was the best that she can do for this year..
Today she was tired; I guess. She's a bit confused' on doing the job. Basically she's ok. But I know that she was feeling bothered by that. Her own mistake.
She's made a Big Commitment. For some people, she's a bubbly-easy going' person; it's odd to see her as a person who actually loved being on a silence, thoughtfully.
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I just Hope she's going to be....tougher..
I'm feelin' proud of her as well. ^^

I Do'// a Real-wed?? or a Fake-one??? huh? huh??

2008-02-18T20:22:00.003+07:00

I'm so pleased today.!! ^^ Got more plus thing' on what I always called-Professional-
Okay. There was a Lil' bit of Down-mood for it, but after all it's still fine.
*breath..*=== I started to work by 7 am today. Me & mom drove to Sultan Hotel, to Executive Club. I had a shooting & photo shoot for Wedding's commercial. It wasn't for a TV-commercial; but it will appear on Cinema (its like commercial' before you start watching the movie-=p), and in their Showroom, brochure, kinda that. Actually it is a Wedding-Ring. Hmm..yummy^^
At first I wasn't expecting much for today; cause the plan was we'll take the procession at the garden; an outdoor shoot! and it was raining. *eekkk* Oh Nooo.... I thought it would be a long...day today. Believe me-it was raining hard in the morning-
Luckily we asked for a 'Pawang-Hujan' to handle the rain, at least for a moment..well we couldn't expect much from him cause the rain was very heavy right?'=). So- Mister "Pawang" told us that he's gonna handle the weather but only until it reach 3 o'clock pm. Whoaa... it means we have to get hurry. We decided to skipped our Lunch-time in order to catch the time. *Sigh*

It really worked! The weather was changed suddenly into a daylight. So fast I guess. Cool.
But unfortunately, Mr.'Pawang' did it a little bit too-well. ha. The weather was turned into a really HOT weather! Oh My God we were suffering in our Bridal gown & suit ^^! and the sad thing for me is; My skin got burned by that. I really didn't expect that it'd be damn-hot. Not only me, though.. Richard-the Groom, and the other extras; we were getting Red on our skin ha ha haaa.... Funny. All I could do was wishing for the shoot to be done!! =p
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Above all, it was really fun. I'm happy doing my job. I'm grateful cause I did it professionally., and serious. And the best thing for me today is when I didn't care about my tan/reddish' skin by the Sunny super hot daylight" =p; but only focused on my duty' there^^, as a model* a bride I mean-hihi- we are teamwork here. If we do our job well, then we'll finished right on time.., and we did it! he he...
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*I can't wait to see it, must be very funny-and also odd' for me cause it was like a real-wedding day!! hi hi hi.. Plus! I've got the picture of me & the groom for the pre-wed', and the Certificate of Marriage as well!!!!! ^o^ wuhahahaaa...hohooo... I wonder what's it gonna be..* ^^

talking bout some things I don't like...err'

2008-02-17T00:13:00.002+07:00

After 4 days on working; finally I.am.getting.exhausted. *hhhaaaahh..* >>> well let me explain bout' the exhausted thing's meant. It's just because these days there were things that we-me-I really have to fix. Some of them are part of my job;of course..=) and there are other things that also very important for the very next day--so we called it our step by step 'project' for the year.
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I remembered last couple of days ago (while we had shows to do), I was having a conversation with my friends at the backstage. We talked bout all things happened in our job-modeling-. Ha... Thank God it's not only me who sometimes got the 'bad-mood' on my own job; so..I'm not alone ha ha. When (some other times) we have to deal with those kinda weirdo' makeup or -whatkindofhairstyleisthis-; usually all we could do was being silence; or..looking at each other's makeup/hairdo; then after finishing makeup we're gonna start to laughed it. There's nothing we could do, well sometimes if it's not to messed (the makeup) some of us will fix/add it. =p naughty-yes..but it was just for our confidence!^o^ except--for the hairdo. Especially on Bridal-show; whooaaa.....there's nothing we can do about it. If it's a messed, then let it be messed-up like that. Otherwise we're just wasting our time trying to have it fixed. hi hi...

Well it's true what my parents said to me; there are things we don't like in every kind of job that we love. It will always be like that. But if we keep being good, stay in our way, then everything will be fine in the end. =)

2008-02-13T00:06:00.000+07:00

>>>Now Playing : "All Bjork's album"--addicted once again--

God. It was awesomeee.. ^o^ I watched her concert. Bjork!! Oowh--- I've been waiting for such a long time for her to come!! Ha ha.. I'm playing her songs over and over again since then =D hi hi...
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For Indonesia--Jakarta; It was good. Great lighting!! I just stared at her as I watched the lights playing round-and round! aaaawwww..-So good!! Although she was sing for about 10 songs only.. Quite-Fast..but still not enough for the most of us (including me^^)
Oh-But I'm so happy cause she sang 'Pagan Poetry' & 'Joga' there!!! he he he...
I was hoping she would sing us her 'Isobel'.., but it didn't exist' till the end of the show. =(
But; after all! I'm satisfied of her concert today!! *well for myself-I don't really like being at any concert,though..=p Cause yesss it is too crowded.* But for Bjork I knew she was different, unique and weirdo kinda people-so... I was hoping there won't be too many people coming.. >> he he.. Wrong. Right after the show was about to start; I realized that lots n lots n lots of people are coming through!!! =O hahahaaa....
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~~COOL =)

Back again--after stayed alive for 24 hours yesterday!! hoaaa..

2008-02-11T13:53:00.000+07:00

--Hmm...-- Write this' in the mid-of my shoot day =) >>> Phew... Yesterday I was totally having my day off! after 24 hours Total-awake and worked. Huah! ^^ ha ha.. We finished our Photo-folio' session at Eric's factory. It became a studio there ^o^ -->Yippiiee....

It was from 9 am to the next 9 am on the next day! We finito the shoot at almost 3 am; then I have to run to one of our TV-station at 3.30 >>> and started on air at 5. Finished; I was reached home at 6; well I didn't feel sleepy at all so I reached my car then Goooo to church. (owh--hey-I'm trying to be a nice girl here!! he he =p)
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Hi hi... I did feel sleepy during the mass. I was hurting myself back then to stayed-alive! ^^ heuuuu.....*
The only thing that I remembered is; I was fell asleep after reached home at about 9.30 am. Huaaammmhh...... It was yummy---before my bat's brother called me at 1 pm- he asked bout' his book. =)
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So.... Now I'm enjoying myself looking at the pictures that we've shoot last day. And waiting for the photo-shoot to start!! Bubye ^v^--

Kiong-Hee..... Rat's Year Arissseee... :)

2008-02-08T01:33:00.000+07:00

"Happy Chinese New Year Dear All...!!! -Gong Xi fat Choi!- ^o^"
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~Kiong hee..Kiong hee; Angpao Na Lai.??~ yeap that's what I always been saying to everybody today; well pretty-much hoping that I'll get it'- bwahahaahaa... Mimiii..
I spent most of the day on chatting with mom today. I met my grandma' for wished her a 'kiong-hee', and as usual she made us Misoa & Babi Kecap' ^^- Yummy... A hope for a Live Long and Prosperity ..=)
>> Then we're carry on our chat again. As today's one of our 40 days-on fasting- for Paskah, so I choose to control my emotion more. Hope for the best to be wise & stable..hi hi.
We talked about all those job things.., all the meetings that we've had.., also all those payment' thing. *which quite made me remembering back about my stress & anemia things; ha.* We discussed about reality here, there, everywhere.., even we did have a small argue' back there. =)
Since there's only two of us here-brother has moved to the new house; this Lil' house turned a bit silence.. he.. Used to hear my brother's silly-jokes everyday ^^
Anyways.., today is a social-reality life. I have friends (and my close friends) chatted with me about life. Interesting; cause they teach me on how to face the rough-life with a strong heart. I'm facing 'them too here.
Just to remind myself that I'm not alone, me & my family are not alone on facing this chaotic' rough-life.. he... =)

Hwuaaah.. Terrible Headache! ='(

2008-02-03T15:59:00.000+07:00

Really..really hectic. Hoossh..' Apparently there won't be any speech-for Eric's Exhibition. We thought it'd be too..formal (like government-people always do) =p.

So we changed the speech' into comment-only. And- more job for me is; regarding to Eric's plan on publishing his book of exhibition & photography, I have to write some 'Forewords' about how or why or hope for my bat's blothel =p Heeeh??--DeadLine pula!!! I only got 2 days left. Gosh..catch for some inspiration now..
>> Beside that; there's still more things on deadline. We did technical-meeting yesterday after-show; talked about my concept for photo shooting; targets, point of view, and stuffs.. Ughh I had this terrible headache and it even got worse by the dawn; *of course it is, I'm not sleeping at all heuuu..*

I'm a bit nervous. yep. nervous of many things here in mind. Let's see... heading up for the next-project, anything for the good reason of the future., he...it created some 'weirdo' feelings on me. ^^ Hope for the best; prepare for the worst. That's what my teacher had ever told me. ^^
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*owh--almost forgot. Mbak Amy sent me these photos (the other one I've posted on the side bar^^) this morning. Didn't realized that it has been out on the magz already. hi hi...*
.Captured by 'Marsio'.

counting on days...year of earth-rat =p

2008-02-02T09:58:00.000+07:00

.My friend shared some stories with me. She said that this up-coming year (she's Chinese, so she celebrates Chinese New Year.) will be a hard year. Yesterday we were talking bout' lots n lots of things. *while we're waiting for the dinner-show of Arantxa Adi's private birthday party to be started--what more could we do except having those conversation??--haha.*
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We started dinner-very late. It was almost 10 pm last night. Well we can understand that; it's been raining so hard yesterday..floods everywhere; and of course- super damn-traffic on the road. And it was Friday! =x
ehm.. to be honest; I kinda felt a bit anxious; um..weird. =p >>>Of course I am; we were just sit on the table and chat' and lobbying and waiting for the next food to come. (ergh-I hate table manners--^^). Luckily we're together-all the models. I mean I'd prefer on doing the fashion show on the stage; than waiting in front of the Dine-table together. ^v^ heuu... too shy for it ^^'.
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Finito; drove myself home; and cleaning up makeup. Remembering what my friend has said to me- I agreed with her; this year is different. This year is harder., more complicated., more additional program to do., and tougher.
I guess we're all gonna face 'em this year. Some said if we keep being good, follow the path, hoping and praying and wishing for the best -despite working hard for sure- Everything will be fine =)
*hwaah.. I've been hoping for that too- hummpph..' susahnya keep being good;;hi hi..=p*

gotta go!! Gotta go!!! In the mid-of makeup for gathering show now. (their doing my 'eyelashes; putting the fake' one to go.. Ouch! sticky!! hi hi hi.. catch-ya-laytah" ^o^

a week of - h.e.c.t.i.c.zzz'...

2008-01-29T23:57:00.000+07:00

WHoopsss. Been such a long...days since my last post. he he.. (good news for me-I've got 2 comments from unknown whom I called as 'my new friend' -in my last post-^-^).
Well..well...; Kinda hectic week. It keeps my mood to turn up and down almost every single day, that made me lazy to write some of the journal here too =p..
Fashion shows; photo shoots; meetings; shooting; rehearsing; and stuffs. I'm not gonna tell which one has made most of my-time like in hell. haha.. If it wasn't because of some people; I might have' been act like some-snobbish' girl; or even stubborn. =p
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-Today just finished shoot for Big Movies on Global TV studio. I'm always there every month. Luckily today we're only had 7 outfits to go. It's for February edition tough.. and the prompter' was also less-words to announced (or maybe it was just my-feeling yah?!), so it was fine.. =)-
Okie dokie; this morning I'll have to go on rehearsal at EX Plaza. 7.30 in the morning then we can go home (or maybe not), they told me the show will be start at 5 pm--I guess it's gonna be 6 pm lah yaa... ^^
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Phew. gotta workin' out my email and things" now. will be back. Matta-ne!! ^v^

Ha!! It's early in the Morning---It is Dawn already!!!

2008-01-20T04:33:00.000+07:00

Uh-huh. Might wanna know what am I doing here writing this in the very special beginning of the day?? =p it's dawn! he he... well; I was asleep; but then I woke up -just a sudden awakening- my eyes just opened, thats all. And I can't sleep no more till' now. *heuuu..
I'm pretty sure it's like my 'insomnia' wanna says Hi to me again. ha ha..
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I was just thinking, about what would I do for the next days. Gosh-- it is something that I have to do, for keeping alive in this world full of solid' things. Probably I don't like this; but still we have to choose right?; well.....*I'm not gonna write up exactly what-it-is-but; lemme do the Illustration, or example =p*
If we're an artisan"; the one who dedicated our life in the name of 'idealism' and 'art', we might be understand this kinda' feeling..
my friend's eve told me, "Idealism is costly". and that is the truth. Agreed. We want to stay still on our 'idealism; but we might forget that we're still live in the social world, which is we have to put our flexibility in it. We still had to work on a teamwork (even the team that we sumtime' don't like at all) for Surviving Life.--Okay..okay..Money; for real--
I'm just wondering what happened with the people who had that idealism, but they don't have anything to hold on to?
it means they had to work commercially; socially-act,to get some cash' for staying alive.
That-what I called a flexibility. and that-also sucks for me. Have to choose to deal with flexibility... I don't hate the situation, I'm grateful for what I had reach; but honestly, I don't like the people. The "commercial-lovers' (bukan iklan yeee artinyaa ^^). something to be commercial.booming. like that-I don't really like 'em. Cause, those people never wanna know about -what is artificial-side'- no room for it. just a deadline...deadline...and dead-commercial-line" =)
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d'oh..* I've talk too much I guess hi hi.. but I really need to shout-out my mind, tough.
yah...namanya juga hidup >>> It really is-all about choices in life...
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Opening Fun-Tastic" Le Salon---ouch! an accidential story! errr....

2008-01-19T02:36:00.000+07:00

Ha ha ha.. What a fun'tastic- show this late night. =)
after some 'trouble-mumble' with the Thai client; and now I had the problem with myself!! huaaa... My pants-were down // but only a bit// phew...God! So- 1st outfit; 'saved by the stocking'. then the 2nd outfit; because I still wear my stocking so it became quite' slippery, so the Two-Pieces outfits of me,with that half Legging; were almost ran down. *shoot.*
AAARRRRGGGHH--I couldn't say anything moreee.. ^^, heuuu... well luckily I still can Act' a bit laa..hi hi. Just pulled and give some attitude there; then it's done. But still for me, it was yesss; a fashion crimple" in my book. he he...*blushed* after all.., it was only a minor thing- from the fashion stage. So... yeah.. *speechless.ha*
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But! Behind that! oooohh--Our friends were coming..!! They're, male models like kokoh' Richard was there and Waqid said that he's making a record for us to see!!! hua ha haaa... ^o^ Must be so...funny; especially for those 3 Male-Models who were also in the "Marie Antoinette" show! =p
Most of all were Laughed and Teasing and Screaming like "Oooohh... Wooo.. Aaaahh..Awwww!!" on Boys. Because! They were on Panties and Leggings!!!! =D
hahahahahaa--*still laugh* We're praised for their Braveness. =) hi hii..
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Well, Right after that; I met all the fashionista' people for couple of minutes (some of them were drunk already' haha) and...straight home!

God; I am very sure that I'm not gonna sleep tonight; cos I've been through the Sleepiest-Moment' of me this afternoon & night; so..yup. I'm going to browse all news that I've missed; and write my notebook, probably download some musics ^^, ups--and Think about New concept for Composit!! =)

What a" Hectic Day!!!!

2008-01-16T19:00:00.000+07:00

God! It's a very Hectic day I had!!!! =O

after-show and then I had to do the fitting, (but apparently the fitt-was turned like an audition-! what-what-what??)

So there's this client from HK and Thailand; and it's for the opening of a Saloon here at Lamoda Plaza Indonesia-mall. But!!! They're so...grumpy",and we models just thought what happened with the professionaly-teamwork' that we always used in fashion?, it was supposed to be a Fitting only! =0,

and the outfits. The Outfits!!! God!!!! We were almost wearing the skin' outfits. It's too-nude! Tiny Skimpy like swimsuit-*like Vin said hihi*

Luckyly they agree when I asked them how is it gonna be if I wear some stockings or anything to cover our skin; cos it really is Too-Skin!! Common'.. it's a Mall lhooo... ^o^

so after that I still need to do all the job again at home; including write the Blogs =p hihi...

I have to look ater the books for reading; hahaha... no.., I need to update the agenda, meeting, handphone if anyone calls.

Huaahmmmmm... I'm so very berry sleepy now... okie dokie,....gotta go...

Drop-daysss... on Me!! T_T

2008-01-14T15:21:00.000+07:00

>>> God- I'm dizzy. Dizzy-dizzy-dizzy...!!! I mean; I had a real' dizzy-headache today. As usual, anemia says Hi to me againnn... =(
Hufff; already spent my day on fitting today, and now I'm home-setting up my health and mood for tomorrow's work. Busy-Bee" time again tomorrow--Yippie!!! *just Lil' bit worried of how my anemia's gonna accompany me or not haha.*
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Well well well; so now I guess I'm gonna finished my reading for the Fairies 101' book that Eric's been lend it for me! =) Ric; it is drop dead cool-yummy-it relly makes me wanna see all those Fairies for real tau ngga!! Hi hi hi..*

Oh; mas Dean has just msg' me on facebook and he asked me if I can write few lines for their new "Rubrik" on SOAP magazine. It is called 'Reader Letters'. I'm writing it soon then ^-^
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Okie Dokey! gotta go---gotta go...Rest, eat, browse, read, write, rest, read, drink milk.., (terusssss.....)he he he.
Catch me- laytah" =)

some News-Netherlands-some calls; Some Bad news...some 'confusing news; bla...bla...blaaa... aaggh F**k all!!!!

2008-01-12T22:47:00.000+07:00

Errrrrrr. Bugger. Why is every "ribeth" things came-up tome after sleep time???!! shut. hate this. =(.. Except for the happy-happy news I've got ya.

>>> Well, first came was Jon called me. He spoke bout some topics which led him to said that I am really is his best friend --as his step-daughter ^^, apparently he'll be ready to disturbing me around for his tiredness of 'the work situation. ha *horeeee...i'm blushed! ^^*
>>> Then when I opened my laptop (again); I received an off-line message from Father Theo; his been in Netherlands, Holland now. since 3 actually. Haeiii! I'm so...happy to have the message; he gave me his number there; then after a couples of minutes; He then Appeared online!! =O
Ha Ha... We chat a lot; he said it is very berry Cold there, and it was still; afternoon! hihi ^^
Bless You Frater Theo!!! *jangan lupa oleh2nya yaa...buat 3 taon ke depannn huaha*
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and! after that; still I received a phone call, and actually to be honest it did make me pissed. Cos the questions was always being repeated-and repeated again n againnnn. nyebelin.I could almost cry of it. huh*
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And again! don't forget I still need to figure out the lyrics for children's songs tomorrow; and cursing my -Naughty jazzy-voice which appeared today; one day before singing day at church. AArrrrrghhh!!! T_T
so I think tonight I'll be preparing myself to being a Bat-Girl' again to browse and decided what songs for me ;and the children.

-Phew---Good Luck for me Then;-

a Tummy-ache T_T hik hik... it hurts yaaa....huaaa..

2008-01-12T14:28:00.000+07:00

Ache!! My Tummy's ache because of the 'period' timeee... huuhuuu...=((
Luckily I've no job today so I'm gonna use this to resting-timeee.... Ugh-and my Voice is getting Jazzy too!!! aaarrrrgghhh!! p.o.o.r . m.e!!! ='(
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Ouch; I still cannot find more songs for tomorrow nich! Browse..browse..browse... Child Christmas Songs.. tomorrow's a sing-a-song day with kiddie-kiddie" ^-^..hi hi.. so cute I'm sure; but still I have to find songs for 'em!! d'oh*
Shut. and I'm not able to sing any song kayaknya*; because of this Jazzy-Voice I;ve got. hik hiks...nggak enaaakkkkk... bete bete bete. T_T
>>> So. Today's a reading-book day for me. I really had this 'temptation' on books I haven't read lately. (wuach-got quite many of 'em!)
hmm... Hope this afternoon Eric can be able to pick-me up and go to Gourmet Garage" for eat! ha ha ha... Bit before; he promised me to tell how's the result of my Photo which has been prepared on a 240 x 180 !! aaawww- can't imagine how is it gonna be..?! hi hi =)

MoLning-TaLkshow and some memmo" about the Lost in Translation at Senayan City with my-Brother'Bat!!! HUAHAA..

2008-01-11T13:46:00.000+07:00

Huaaaahhhhh..... I'm done for my-Half Job" today >>>>apparently in 1 hour later I still have to go for another place to do the show! ^-^
Ha Ha Ha!! Lativi's talkshow was so silly; but it's fun enough tough; cause it still has a message to spread- heheheh... Well, the quest' is about Imlek tough-hmm...and also bout Discrimination around SARA " thing'--according to Mimiii-who..got this Tionghoa Japanese Javanese' blood here...=] hoho. so it was quite fine kok * ^^
Ric! well well; your lil' bat sista was fell to sleep at 3.15 am in-the-morning nich!!!!! =( huuu... sorry; its was because there's this Hectic things I've got to finished and Fixed! hahaha... *I'll let you know later when U call me okie?!*
Well, I remembered Our last picture I got here ^^ Ouuuuccchhh!! I looovvveeee 'em so...Much! *hugs*
Looking at them just make me cheer-up again tau ga! So what we did last night; when We got that "Lost in Translation" in a couple of hours (or..minutes yach??) at Senayan City; Walking round and' round till I almost got my-Headache haha..; I guess the picture made a Cure' for it =) yumm'... =D

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Oke! Pheww---- Now I have to be ready again for La Piazza in 45 minutes ^^' Gotta go-Gotta go...!!

a Dealing with the-It people which has successfully Made Me "AAAAARRGGHH"!! =p

2008-01-11T02:12:00.000+07:00

*I'm eating chopstik' when I write this; huahaa..* >>> Hwuaaahhh!!!! It's been quite a long...time. It's tough. It's hurt.yet sometimes we need it and need to deal with it; still- =| But Hell-I couldn't stand myself to get this' feel outta my head!! ^^
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Dealing with people. at work-case I mean. Taft; yesss.. There will be this' days when we have to put ourselves in a Bit' Lower--position, in case of the situation yah. Really not only me; but mom, friends, even all I guess; will be facing this kinda' time someday.. =) The Bad feelings of all..feelings of being a small'; trashy' kind of human; will sometimes do appear. Me- still had to learn from them; to be more...flexible to others, being a bit' put my Idealism' on a lower position. *Believe me -It always is; sucks.ha*
But I learned as well; as to be remember sometimes; if we put a little bit of 'Kindness' there in your heart,body,& mind; it will be just the way it is...run smooth... Although might be will put a tiny 'Scratch in your deepest heart. ha haaa.... What A Life we have had... Reality bites all.. ^-^
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So! Back to my activities; I really really have to go to sleep; since I realized that this is already 02.55 am in the morning!!!!! and I have to wake up at 7.15 to preparing myself on makeup and hair; (for a talkshow) after that I'm gonna go to La Piazza Kelapa Gading for a show! ^-^
>>>>> Okie... Music Box's going on board....of sleeping-island' zzz...zzzz...* hi =)

Photo-Ghosting" Posteeerrrrrrzzzzz!!!!!!! and....some other duties to do suddenly; Haaaaaa------

2008-01-09T00:03:00.000+07:00

Fiuuhhh* Today's photo shoot' was well-done ^o^. We really have to woke up in the morning; and started at 7 to gooooo....to Bekasi Kemang Pratama! huahh. f.a.r. =p
I had this 'scared-creepy-expression's there; it's part of the show-ha ha-; but we had fun; It's like a Reunion between us, although there's only a quarter" of us (all of the crew). We did the Chit-Chatting' like before-the Bizarre One! heheheh.. Hope everything will be very OK then =))
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So Ritttaaaafterr that; we finished around 6 pm-ish I guess. forgot =p. I felt so....hungry! Luckily they dropped me home; and on our way we had Bakso-Bulet Kejuuu!! hmmm cheese!! Yummy!!! I had too-spicy for the soup! hi hi...
>>>> and--now I'm just finito doing my other duties as I've been told earlier; Check' my email; Read the Rundown for a show; Check on News; Re-scheduling; Send Photo-folios to client; and last... I'm helping my Friend to do her "Deadline Final-Exam" to copy all...my photos, from the very beginning I was born until now. *she has to work-on the exam; 'Short-Autobiography'...^^*
Well, TiMiii!! Wait for me yaa..just preparing all my photos(sss); n ouch you make me get my dizzy because of those Photos tau gaaa... ha ha... *Kidding Baby!!*
We'll meet on Thursday-cos tomorrow I'll had my Busybee' time for 3 places-which is Hoorrreeeee......It started on working againnnn...^^'
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Okie dokie!! Gotta go Gotta go gotta Goooooo to Rest now for tomorrow!!!
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Getting through on a photo-shoot & chatzzz & meeting &...Really had to decided ny deal"!! ugghh...

2008-01-07T23:12:00.000+07:00

A day of full...posing" day! ha ha.. I'm just having my-chance' to open my laptop and all.. Pffiiuuuhhhh... Got a meeting with a group of TV program; and we talked about what's the content n commitment n all that 'I-know-what-it-is-about-dealing-with-the-reality'. *God-i don't like to confess.*
Finally slowly I had to release (a bit' sich..) my-very idealistic" point of view. so I really have to deal with other people from another main job of mine.. Okay..Okay... Enough bout the deal-story time. Anyway; before I did the meeting, I had this photoshoot with Senopati Media group. *aaawww--thanks for the dress & accessories & shoes that I've got!!! huwaaa... They really gave it to me! ^o^*
They also interviewed me. I had a fun-time there! Cause they made me comfortable with all stuffs; people;and othersss. Well I had a tiny Lil' flicka' here-for I've been answering the Questions. Looks like I'm getting more...knowing about what am I talking or want to answer about'. It feels good to be more mature and speaking of reality" hi hi..silly.. =p Thanks All! ^-^
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Oh!! Tomorrow's photo shoot for KARMA! yippiii..I can't wait to meet them; all crew. Well not all-like the shooting day but at least people who had a very 'major' act there; will be on the set! ^^ hummph---I'm sooo....excited for tomorrow; and I'm sure I'll be playing with my Insomnia again because of it. Too-excited. Ha.
Elvin called me after I was done everything..,and we talked about the Promo' for Karma on magazines. =) well I do hope everything will be okie.. =)
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Pheww* Life is all about choices"..(???) what?? -need to deal...need to deal with that" =I

2008-01-05T09:43:00.000+07:00

Phewh-...Yess.. I really have to deal with my-own life Quotes "Life's all about Choices" for this year. Why? cos everything in this world full of people; nothing's run smooth as we always wanted to..No. Like me, I have to realize that. Well I think I can handle it easily; but in fact; wow it is, 'difficult ya!! he..

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>>>This morning, my mom just come into my room and brought me something. Guess what; it is a Contract-Sheet" between me and John Casablancas Center Modeling School!! ^o^
I read 'em, and I realize that I was being a student there since 8 February 2002; and Class was start on 25 February 2002; so it's mean it's been Almost 6-years I've been Modeling since then!!! haaaa.... And looking back from those days; days when I have to go from Bekasi-Timur to Baritto' then go back again to Bekasi accompanied by my mommy; Owh- It really is..made me proud of what I've got till' today =)
>>> Then! even after I've already moved here; It's not like we're stop to working hard now. Nope., even we have to work harder! hi hi hi... well, as it is; 'No Pain-No Gain darling..=)'
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So. Regarding from this "Flashback' report; I realize that This Year, 2008; we, my-family still had a lot of works (sss) to-do! ha. yepzzz..Still we need to working out every-little things, to keep us alive in the World. between all human as well. ^=^**a butterfly I've been taken a picture of it. so lovably, what God has been create all!! ^^**

A Year of All..Feelings in 2007 ^-^

2008-01-01T22:25:00.000+07:00

On New Year's Eve I was thinking. I was think about all that have had happened through all...those year. =)
There are so..many people who's been helping; who's gotta be an Angel for me, help me thru' life, an achieved it. There I will be saying thank you (sss) for 'em. And for all these years I've got; I dare say It's been a Grace-a Miracle! Thank God for what I have reached till' the end of year 2007. And now it's a New day-arise; I, me, mom, brother, all my friends, families, all friends at work (from fashion to movie to advertorial-act), all...everybody- We Are Getting Ready to Face' Changes... Change of Ourself, to get what We want for Life; in 2008.
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All the Happiness; Sadness; Hard works behind; and even the Stressful in year '07; I take it as a Miracle-Gifts from God. It's a pace' of life that I have to take, and walked-through almost everyday. =) I really am so..Lucky to have all.. people who still supporting me; in Bad times ,and Good times.
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So now; Let's take a Tour on 2008!!! With a Brand-New Spirit of Lifeeeee!!!!!
~May God Bless Us All..!! ^o^~

A new day, a New hope, a New.......Mentally' for Jobs??! =p ^^hieee....*

2008-01-01T08:22:00.000+07:00

*Hffaaaa.... happy New Year! May all get The Best Year eva' in 2008! =D
well... as I've been said before; yesterday >>last day of year 2007 >> I met my best girlfriend at PIM; unfortunately it was the best place (sometimes we went to Kemang also) that Placed"--in between Tebet *my house* and Depok *Natasha's house* Hua hahahahaaa...
So! we met there for Lunch; and... having the' Chit-Chat as before; it is exactly like that every time we meet-up! hi hi hi... Miss her SO MUCH; *yeap..yeaph... it's been like.. how long Itii?? u-huh-half of the year since we haven't meet???!! Whaaattttt?? That Long!!! ha ha ha!.. God-No Wonder we miss our "Curhatz" time sooo much! ^o^*
==But yesterday it was only 3 hours meeting; cause I have to go to Church for the 'End of The Year' s mass :)
then me and Nattie' made this promises; *it happens to be our new year's resolution as well!=p*
>>From Now On; startin' from this January, we have to meet each-other in everrryyy month! Once in a month is enough! Max-2 months laa... hihihi <<
Cool! wishes are Granted. =)
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RIIIGGGHHHTTT!!! And Look at thiss!! This! Was-This Morning! ha ha ha... My brother's going to go to Church; but then he's suddenly Kissed Me-New Year when I was Just about to Awake!!! ^o^ huahahaha... *muach muach kakaaakkk*
He's nice if he isn't on a Serious Position =) *weeekkhh; see--and I was being so reflect' Grabbing my Camera; Then "Click!!" Cheerrsss Kak!! =p
Owkiee...so..now I'm gonna carry-on Cleaning out my House >>> as a Very Good Start of the New Day!! HA HA HA ~~

A Day Before New Year 2008!!! Waaa... Happy-NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-31T11:27:00.000+07:00

As I could remember; wew- Whole activities in this 2007 that I've had. =)
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From Fashion shows; In and Outside the Town there 're also Fashion shows at another country as well ^^; and.. there were Vacation too!!!! Love it!!!
Sooo.... I just wanna Thank God for what I have had and reached in this year =) --and I think we all should be Thankful' as well ^^..
Hip-Hip Hooorrrrraaaaaayyyyyy!!!!!!
BE HAPPY-BE MERRY--->>HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 ALL!!!!!!

Ouwh-Ouwhhh...!!^^ Got This As well on KOMPAS This Morning!!! =) I'm HAppy today..La..Laaa..Laaaa... hi hi ^^'

2007-12-30T08:40:00.000+07:00

hmm...This was an article from Kompas -newspaper- =) I'm not being a 'narcisssm' but I can tell that I'm a Bit' Blushing to read that... ^^ I take it as a private compliment-for me =)' hi hi....

=======Well, what a life; Sometimes Up---Sometimes Down... ^-^

Pencapaian Dominique

Tanyakan kepada Dominique Agisca Diyose pencapaian apa yang menurut dia paling penting sepanjang tahun 2007, maka dia akan mengatakan berhasil membeli rumah dari hasil kerja kerasnya sebagai model.

"Aku sudah bisa beli rumah sendiri, pakai namaku," kata Dominique tentang rumahnya di Bambu Apus, Jakarta.

Untuk Domi, begitu panggilannya, rumah itu menjadi bukti kerja kerasnya selama enam tahun sebagai model sejak usianya baru 13 tahun. Saat itu wajahnya menjadi sampul majalah Her World.

"Foto-fotoku dikirim ke Singapura. Mungkin karena mereka senang melihat kompositku, aku dijadikan sampul Her World," kata Dominique yang belajar menjadi model di John Casablancas di Jakarta.

Bersyukur

Domi kemudian juga masuk ke dunia layar lebar melalui film Berbagi Suami arahan Nia Dinata tahun 2004.

Pada usia 17 tahun, dia memerani pacar gelap pemilik warung bebek. Dia mengaku, ketika pertama kali membaca skenario, ia sempat merasa serem.

Tahun 2007 Domi hadir lagi di dunia layar lebar dalam film berlatar belakang budaya Tionghoa, Karma, arahan Allan Lunardi yang baru diputar tahun 2008. Kali ini, menjadi ibu hamil.

Menjadi model adalah karier utamanya dan itu dia jalani dengan konsekuen. Tiga pekan lalu, misalnya, dia tetap terbang ke Surabaya untuk pergelaran pembukaan butik Louis Vuitton meskipun sedang demam karena flu.

"Mungkin aku kurang istirahat. Di fashion, model harus tetap jalan karena booking sudah dari jauh hari. Kalau enggak tepat janji, salah-salah bisa kena black list," kata Domi yang berdarah campuran Jepang-China-Semarang.

Dia mensyukuri apa yang dia capai selama tahun 2007. Kehadiran mal-mal baru dan membanjirnya barang bermerek internasional ke Indonesia artinya Domi tidak kekurangan kerja sepanjang tahun. Dia juga menjadi ikon iklan Garnier dari L’Oreal.

Natal lalu dia lewatkan bersama ayah, ibu, dan kakaknya di pertapaan Rawaseneng di Temanggung, Jawa Tengah. Aktivitasnya di gereja memunculkan bakatnya yang lain: menyanyi. Tanggal 13 Januari nanti rencananya dia akan menyanyi solo pada perayaan Natal di gerejanya di Tebet, Jakarta.

Tekadnya tahun 2008, menunggu filmnya diputar, lebih baik lagi mengatur jadwal kerja, dan melanjutkan pendidikannya, mungkin dalam pengembangan sumber daya manusia. (NMP)

Ahaaa!!! Just Found This' NEW Application on Facebook!! Wew-Nice.. We could almost be a Liar because of tis' Pic-! ^-^HiHi..=p

2007-12-30T08:28:00.001+07:00

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Yesss---I'm still in my-Long Holiday for dayssss... =D

2007-12-29T11:43:00.000+07:00

Hee... These was when we had to suffered from Dead-Lamp at Rawaseneng!!! *Well; apparently there are two sources of electricity here. Our room's use the electricity from PLN. And Unfortunately!! We have to accepted the rules from 'em; which is--every time there's a `Rain falling down; there's a Dead Lamp.` *huwaaaaaaa.....*
I'm trying to used my Laptop there ^^ hi hi..I am so...eager to have myself on Network"-- but even when I've had used Broadband for the signal; still it was Slooowww Move! After all-I spent my 2 hours onlining..without Nothing!! =O GRRRR*!! hahaha...
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Nah; On the next day after; I was Veeeerrrryyy Happy to go on Traveling around! ^^
There's a Cemetery up-there!and they were all...the Trappist-Graveyards =)
Trappist are prayer for us, they're include all 'Romo & Frater' as well =D; ooowwhhh... So cool they are ^^, and the cemetery was so..well-clean =)
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After all; I learned to live as a human' there, as it is, and one more thing that I could get is;
*To get peace and Joy; doesn't have to do all...by Glamorous Act- but We still can get That, by Silence. Pray. =)*
Believe Me. I have through that and Got that Already for those 3 days =)......

Again--The Latest News frm Victims after the Landslides' incident... damn-sad

2007-12-28T14:50:00.001+07:00

Gee..No wonder the Relatives were 'super-crying'... ='(
-What a Disaster' this was... People supposed to be Joyful on a Holly-Jolly'day; Hik..hik hik... (

clipped from news.yahoo.com

LEDOKSARI, Indonesia - Rescuers pulled corpses from the mud in villages devastated by landslides and floods in western Indonesia, as wailing relatives watched in horror Thursday. At least 87 were killed or feared dead and tens of thousands forced from their homes, an official said.

Days of torrential rain sent mud crashing down into villages in hilly districts of Java island, and 24 hours later authorities were still struggling to get backhoes and diggers past blocked roads.

Most of the victims were killed in the village of Ledoksari in Karanganyar district.

A crying relative threw herself to the ground while another held her head and screamed as mud-caked bodies were put into black bags and taken away for burial, footage on Metro TV showed.

Villagers, police and soldiers uncovered 12 of the corpses in the village on Thursday, several of them children, said Heru Aji Pratomo, the head of the local disaster coordinating agency.

3 Days in Rawaseneng-- I'm HOOOOMMMEEEE Noooowww... aaaa!!!!!!!

2007-12-27T18:40:00.000+07:00

Huahahahaa...*Look at that!!! It was the first (on the right) and the Last day (Left), which is Today! When Me; and my famz had the X-Mas days on Rawaseneng, Semarang. ^^.
Ha haha...*
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Right..Right. So...! My Holi-Jolliday' was Meaningful!! ^^ I can say that; cos' really it was; We learned to live down-to-earth; live super duper 'Simple. It's a Trappist-Village up there! =) so; imagine-there were RARELY- no Electricity'; on daylight it was almost--always in a Dead Position!!! Ha ha..
I did little bit' had this' Bad-Mood on the first day^^But!! My-Brother said to me that we were there for Praying, to have the Contemplate-days; so I shouldn't be on a Bad Mood! =)
And there you goooo...!! It can be seen on my picz! ^o^
See; there were NO---Bad Expression in it!! ha ha ha...
Oh!!! And Even we did see Piglets there!!!! AAAAAAAAWWWW They were Too-Cute!!!
Here are some pictures of 'em; OOh Dear Piggy-Piggy" !!! =))
Oooohhoohhooo...!!! Huwa ha haa... Who's Nose is Bigger than Others????!!! Huh?! ha ha ha
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Sooo... Yepz... This never can be over, tough. I still had lot of More....Stories to tell!! Those Piglets.. ouuch... so cute they are.. They' had their own date;when they're have been ready to sell. ouwhhh-Poor them..=(
Frater Theo; *the Social Officer* said to me that these Piggy- would've be selling-to the Restaurant' Buyers =( *hikhik* (although still I like to eat 'em hi hi)

Busy Day T.O.D.A.Y!!! Last Day! Last Day!! Last Day!!!!! ha ha ha ha ha!!!

2007-12-22T10:57:00.000+07:00

Right...Right... Wuach!!! So... Busy day!!! ^^
Yipp-Yiiipppph-Yiippppiiiiiy!!
This is my last 'working-day!!! =)!
I'll be starting off tomorrow...plus-start Packing!!! ha ha .
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Just Read- my batz'brother's Blog; and he's got apicture with Rolls Royce car as well!!!! *whaaattttt?!?*
ha ha... Okay..Okay... I'm gonna have to go again now; preparing myself for a Show-Day at Grand Indonesia! and.... My friends are coming-up too today; he he... my pet' Doggieeee =p and the Silly' Gaby! They're my funny friends (and I still had Devina also, but I guess she couldn't make it yaa) Since High School @ Gonzaga!!! Hua ha haaaa.... what a super-duper-silly-fruendtzz ^^'

>>>>>>>Wach--Okie I'm really have to go to take my shower again..and... go go go...for makeup-and hairdo before the show this Afternoon! >>>and then I'll go with my friends!! Oh-bytheway Today's a Mommy's Day!!!!
*Selamat hari ibuuuuu ^-^*
I'm gonna lookin' for a mother's gift today...pssssttt----^^

One of the last-2 days of Jobs...Jobs...Jobsssss '=' !!!

2007-12-21T09:49:00.000+07:00

*Look at This!!! Found this on a "gossip-site' ha ha; whateva'; Point-is; this was taken while I was doing The 'Grand Opening of GUESS boutique at Grand Indonesia'... and it's about...errr...hmm??!! such a Long-long time a goooo... '-'!!! -September or...October maybe..^^' *
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Aaaawwww!!! Yiipppiiieee.. =D--->>>> It's the days..before my-last jobs--to-do^^
Yes..yess..yesss. as usual it is; once you've had an Off-day; then it flip on a Hectic-day! So much like today, tough... =)
Today>>>> I had to goin' round and round on 3 places '=' >>> First; this 11.30 am; heading up to 'Priyo Okktaviano's boutique-to take the clothes that he's been prepared for me (horraayyy); then I'll go straight to Bintaro! *arrgghh far far away-* to meet Teddy Soeriaatmadja at 14.00pm, meeting n' meeting n' meeting! hua ha.
And... on 19.00 pm I have to do Fitting for She"by Chloe//show; at Grand Indonesia Sudirman!!!! W.O.W and it's Friday! so...imagine the traffic =('
Right...right...and so on.. after the Fitting-time; Then we'll go straight to do the Rehearsal for The Fashion Show!! aaaaa!!! It's in the Mall; surely it'll be starting at 21.30 pm-22.00 pm cause we've to wait for the Mall to be Closed first. Hwaaahhh.... I'm pretty sure that I'm going to be finish all till' Late-night today. Late. Late. Lateeeeee. *Mu ha ha haaaa....*
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Okie Dokie! Goin' to take my-shower now!! ^^ hi hi..

A Few-part of Planning For a New Year's Eve Resolution---^^

2007-12-19T20:29:00.000+07:00

Ouwh--I'm feeling too-lazy too workin' out my body today! ha ha.. but only for physically things kok...^^
I paid 'em for Reading almost all articles on the Line. Yep.! Online!! I read Wikipedia...; I even found myself on reading stories from Jane Austen;Emma; online. =) he he... Cool... Now I really am, gonna do all-things like; online??!!? .W.O.W.
Oh--and This Picture!! >>>
This; I found it againnn on my-last track *reminds me of Eric yaaa... huaaa*
We really had so...much fun there.. You can see the "Gambir Expo" write there. hi hi hi... When I'm reading it; that's just make me feeling like I'm taking back here again to Jakarta!!! Indonesia tough!!! hahahahaaa......
So..! Ain't nothing I do more...today; except those; that I kept on reading Emma" and browsing more news, and Updating my- Facebook' profile, and now my eyes is getting tired" heuuu...* well I guess I'm gonna go for some "Songs-Downloading againnnn" before I try to go to sleep. >>>because...It is a 'Tahlil'an' s day; night before tomorrow's Idul Adha" day... That's why I know that Maybe--this nite' I'm not gonna get my sleepy-tight" rest.. hi hi... Didn't mean to said Bad-things lho yach!! But really is, because my-house is very very...near the Mosque here! so that's why I almost can here anything from here at my room... There you go.. Okie dokie!
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Download 's in Progress now >>>>>^-^>>>>> SEE Me (=p) A.S.A.P!!

*ehm..Dubb-Voice for Karma" tooodooodoodooo....^-^

2007-12-18T23:11:00.000+07:00

Wew--he he.. Well...well...I wanna see me' while suffered from my-very Hot & Red' sickies' on the work day; last day at Grand Indonesia! *here it is!!! Uwaaa.... look at that!! Renaaa... Renata-sweety..^^ she's been pampering' me for a couple times before the show was start!!* a ha ha..
Too-Cute! >>>>
I looked like a poor' lil' girl; and my face! ooh..my face was looked Faint enough-aight'??! hua ha haaa... and it was Me!who took the picture-Rena was just like my-boss out there. hi hi...
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Hmm... Yupz. Today's just had a Dubbing-Voice only" =) Owh! hoorraaayyy.. Been a long time since I haven't met Allan & Elvin! ha haa.. They're still the same -so..funny! All-kun' is still Ridiculous as usual =p. Ooouch..miss them badly!; so we were meet-up plus having lunch together- before heading up for Dubb-studio. Hmm... Mine was quite long-cos' I just realize that it's difficult to put up our emotion" into voice, and we've to synchronize it with the picture as well! =(( So after couple of hours; I finally Finito'! he he he... well done-laaa'... ^^
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And now I'm in my room =). Open up my 'notebook', checking-in my email, browse for more news that I've been missed, and downloading songs AS USUAL! hi hi hi..... ^^'
Ohya; Eric sent me an email-from Santa Barbara, USA!!!! huaaa... hu hu.. Bat-boiiizzzeee'! Miss you much u know!?! Don't you know that Mimi's here was s.i.c.k?? huh. Well well..... Eric said that he bought me some "Little gift for X-mas!!!" =D hmmm... Thank youuuu... he said he found some Mickey's head of Pirates of Caribbean Pin; and Head.* hi hi hi^^... too-funny!
can't wait too see it bro'--uuuwwwhh mom and me miss you loch!!! Common; you gotta come back here first before carry-on ur study' there!!!=( hik hik...
Okie dokie!!
Mimi's getting sleepy today; *yawnnn...* huahhmmm.. heheheheee.... finally; after such a long long time I almost couldn't feel what 'sleepy' is!? hu hu... dooo doo damm dummm...
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'Sick-Sick..sickie' O' Dayssss.....!!!!!' ugh--so...sick of it!!

2007-12-17T12:03:00.000+07:00

Ugh Really! I'm so..so..soooo...very very Sick' of my-Sickness!!!* =(!
>>> gila ajaaaa yaaaa.... I've been suffered from my sickie' o' days by this "Damn- Fever" I got!!!! Hiks.... T_T *crying..again..* >>>
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Yuck! ugh; So right it's been a week- since I had the Bone- severe' s sickness. ouch; damn fever, plus add with pain through all...bones! huhuuu.... (sakit sakit sakittt!!!!)
~ The thing' that made more complicated and longer to recover was; I still had to work my Job..job..Job!!! ugh hu hu huuu... more more more...hectic!! huaaaa.

So the condition was; every afternoon, I turned RED! =p
Yes yes yes.....>>> Red and High fever Hot! eww.
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well..well.. I'm gonna get my-rest again now.
Catch-Up later. yaaw. *yawn*

huammmmh'... Mi..Mii..Miii-s..Sleepy'.. uuuu... =(

2007-12-09T12:30:00.001+07:00

---eeeekkkk--->>Eric's goin'to go for US todayyyaabout--1,5 hours more!! bhueee... =((
Well; me and my famz are wishing you all TGood Luck and Have a Very Berry nicey' Trip yaaaaaa!!! ^o^!!
Go Get your Rest-Immediately on the Plane okay!!!?? hi hi hi...
Huaahhhhmmmmmhh... I'm ...goinnnn to..zzzz...zzz.. (-.-)

Hiks..Hiks... "this-was the last news from ma' batz-brotherrrr T_T huaaaa...=((

2007-12-09T12:05:00.001+07:00

clipped from eric-chang.blogspot.com

Ah! Gis! sowrie yahhh I wasn't able to talk to you a lot and bla bla bla.. u know lah.. Tadi i was just sooo sooo busy and stress?!?! hahah. Hhhh.. just finished and u know it aight? hahah.. sambil nulis blog sambil chatting sama kikku-chan. heheh. Don't worry lil'sis.. I pruomisee to you that I will be back for sure! and it won't be 5 years! but 4 years! just kid' two weeks! I will so so missing you too kok... "Gisca-bear!" hehehehehe.tiba2 teringat gisca-bear =)) Anyways, thanks so much for visiting me tonite! C u after the holiday. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you my beloved sis!

*Mas Alex! luophly-Gis! domi-DHi! Om Indra! and everyone! I pruomiseee I will be back with good news (i hope) and somethin' special for you all! Take care yah! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! ; btw, I'll be updating my blog regularly like normal. Just read'em! gisca... it's daily'news yah! well, I'll try to update on it everytime I had a time! hehe. ok cu all! folks@!

show @ 'The Ritz-Pacific Place Mall'---

2007-12-07T14:38:00.000+07:00

---A ha!!! It is the time for Charity-show!!! hi hi... I'm at the Ritz today (a fully day) until midnight; hah. Yea.. pretty long....enough on waiting. upz--- For your Information; Today we do the charity for Aids-show ^^ which!..there's Indra Leonardi's Gallery on his photos; SOULMATE. weww-- It is mean....>>> Hi hi... maybe- MayBeee- I'm going to meet my Brother batzzz there!! *I hope so; cos today's the 2 last day before he's gone to USA. duh-

---So! I went on text-him and said is he gonna be attending the show tonite' or nope. OOO... and he! (finally!!!) called me to said the unfortunately' word = NO. =( huaaa.... hik hik..... Too bad he's not coming here tonight; I thought he could see his 'Lil' Cute-Sisstaa' doing the Show...!!!!! T=T hieeee....
*crying...zzz..*
But maybe (Maybe- againnn) tomorrow we could do some meet & greet after my show; and 1 last job of mine. *I have to go reading who's gonna get the Award for FFJ (Festival film Jakarta). Fiuuuhhh... well, at least I took the job so that I could meet some other Movie-maker.., or do the 'chit-chatting' up with other actors/actresses. It's been a long time since the last time I let myself updated' on movie-world. ^-^* Yeah.. It's not really my passion on fashion work, tough..=)
{after all; I go back to my-first place; Fashion-show for Runway!! ^-^}
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Okei!! so now I'm going to go for my-friends up there! (who are same waiting-as well); and.... trying to get some rest if I could laaaa.... ^v^

>>Gosh- True; we're paid for waiting...=( <<

2007-12-07T00:34:00.000+07:00

Ugh.. ya it's really true.., well- sometimes it's true denk" (hihi).. Models are 'paid to be waiting. *in a bad-bad-way* huhuuu... and that was what I had for today, tough..='(
Luckily I had One job- before IPMI show. I skipped the rehearsal; basically it was finally a committee-wise"; I've already had a schedule for photo-just before they booked me; because the show was goin tobe at night; so I couldn't do rehearsal in the morning. But Panca (the choreographer) avoided possibilities-with my absent; it'll affected other to follow... *hwaa* and he actually wants all models to do rehearse' together. So I couldn't do the show then. Apparently; they were called me back and told me that one I'm gonna do the Show only for One-Designer; it still ok,tough; (well in other words; they put me in the Special-Appearance' list; together with my-mom's Modeling teacher-Ria Juwita) ha ha... It's Fun actually; and I kinda feel such an Honored, they've putted me there.
>>>>>But!!! here comes the problem! I only had One designer for show and it was started at 8.30pm!!! *pfff...* huhuuuu... It means I have to waited for real-HOURS-!!! HectiC!!!
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But well; this is life then...(I keep telling myself this) Sometimes we're Up; sometimes we're down. Just take it for granted; looked from the Positive-side.
^^still; if I could, I would prefer walk-on the catwalk as many as I can; rather than I have to waited for so....Long. =( (it sucks"*ups-sorry*)

==Hi hi..It makes me remember bout' what a friend' has said to me; "Waiting is an Act-of Anger, Mimi..^^" hihihi.. yeah--in my case' for this nite; I do Agree that.. ^-^ ehm..==

Heading-up on a 'Hectic Days..(sss) >>and it started from today!! aaawww!!*

2007-12-04T22:01:00.000+07:00

*errr...huff...huaahhhhmm... -_-''*
huechh.. HeCtic. Hec-tic. H-E-C-T-I-C---day..zzzz...!! Yep yep yep; I've been spending my day today' with a Hectic-jobs. hu hu ha ha.. I 'm happy, tough. ^^
For I knew that for the next 'three-'days I'm gonna have to go...for the fashion shows...around....and it's twice or three-times a days...ss..sss.... Hectic!
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But the only-Problem is; My Car >> has not delivered' yet!! 'o' !! Aaarrrgggh!! and that's really making me (and my entirely famz" mami + kakak too) feel 'Uring-Uringan'!! huaaaa.... pusiiingg...
Today I had two places which was quite-bizarre. Cipete-Fatmawati then go straight to Kebon Jeruk-jl.raya Kembangan!! Oh My GOD!!!! Far far away.... *o*

And it's mean I have to be very- patience waiting for the car; while for the time being; I asked helped from Bebiii--to help me lend' his-driver (with his car lah..^^) drop-me to work. But...! Here we go again..., I'm having this 'ashamed' situation a bit; although he is my boyfriend. =(::: hik. however, it is still not my own car; or my driver, tough... I feel Bad-when I have to ask bebiiiii to drive me works.
Uggghh--- ya wes lah... mau gimana lagi kan... I learn from this. Everybody learn from their problems; right?? =)..
Now let's just "Hope For The Best...; Prepared For The Worst"
*it's a quote-from my Chinese Teacher lhooo...^^*

Ohoho.. I've been tracking so...many Sources-photos of...Me!!! wink'

2007-12-04T04:05:00.000+07:00

*Ok. Whoooaa... ^^ I found them added' on Flickr-for a few hours ago. (ha ha.. Been in trouble cause I had this' curiosity to browse). Yup! I must confess I liked the pictures. So they were at the Fashion Tendance '08 APPMI which had been held on 28-29 November last days.*
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Eheheee.... Not bad eh??!' =p *bweee* Anyways...., Thank you...sss for the cute' pictures of me-ya Mr/Ms photographer ^^

Yep. >>> Well... This is just one of the exhausting- fashion show APPMI. Me.. wore the 'Kebaya' dress.., which belonged to Anne Avantie =)
and Uh-Oh!!!! For your Information; That--was the day when I got myself to be shoot-by vitamin c. With doctor I mean. The Bizzare thing; I had it exactly in-between running' show queue line!! huahahaaa.... amazing tough... and the other day was about the same.. but no- shooting stuff' that day. only really taking-care of myself more than 100%. Because.....I still had to go for fashion show more' and next---ya. I went to Padang started at 4am in the very-morning. huaahhhmmm... What-a-Life... =))

Ouwh...Really these are...my-Tiring' days before Christmas! yippiii..!!

2007-12-02T02:18:00.000+07:00

Ok. It wasn't a photograph for this day actually. *it was, took when I was at Semarang for Anne Avantie show. he he. but; whatever., the point is-- "Goin' to work on traveling"--.
Ha! Guess what; I'm at Padang now!!! huahahaa...
Show for APPMI; it's an association from some of local designers in Indonesia. he he.. sometimes they're like' odd-a bit..; sometimes they're nice (well it's a part of service for us-models from Jakarta). ^^ hmmmhh... and I've had it today, but! *yeah..,still there is a 'but' word* I can assure myself; that- This is the Longest Fashion show Tendance' I've ever had! hua ha haaa.. Two models from Jkt; me and karenina.=)
all system-for fashion show was cut-off! A dead-lamp I guess. Probably some 'crackin' energy' ^-^.
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Ha ha. I thought Jakarta is the most-late' city for fashion shows (to-start). But oh My God---looks like there's another more.. =p here at Padang; the show was Really...Lateeeeee".. heuuu.. We're just finished around 11 pm' something-!!! Gosh.. my..my... Luckily tomorrow's coming in a few hours more'..; so...I'll be flying back Home...!=)
^v^

----What..a...."wavy (up n down-ekkk) Life......^-^----

2007-11-27T22:55:00.000+07:00

...Fiiuuhh... Yeah; 'what a' real....Life it is!!! ^.^ ha ha. For how long it's been since then* (the day I left my daily-journalzzz"..Aha! it was 30 minutes before the Fashion show start!-I was in hurry that' time-)... Yuph! Been 3 days;then..=)

>>> Phew; it's been entirely "whole..tiring' days! hik.. They got me in some busy-busy-days..., Workin' out with my minds-up; and the greatest of 'em all....-My Mobile-ing time...!! AAAAA......
It is true what the-Oldies'' people said about Living the life-up. hi hi.. ups* I mean; 'The more we grew-up, The more problems we had' ^^ yeap. True. Weww... Let's see some of them' on my-version' ha. >>>

These are just some of them' loch yaa! 'I'm not gonna write 'em all,tough. he he..*MaLuuu*.
Starting from my-Car! huhuuu T_T...so sad.. My car-it's been 5 years since he" accompanied us from back then till' the working progress. Hmm... and..yes he's now gettin' old (bwahahaa..), car-service' said to us that; It is an automatic-set up' for all.. European cars. Especially for ^matic' drive^,Peugeot. Hik.. unfortunately he couldn't made everything work-anymore;..so... yeah..It has to be replaced' (Noooo....=('')
Quiet-difficult for me tough; cos' it's been with us since my very first 'Modeling-period'. But what more could we do?? So! It's been tiring-days without my-car, while the Jobs' are awaited still. Huaaaa.... DiLLeMa'.... hik hik hik... hi hi.. Thank God it's pretty cool' now.. Still No-New car but; yeah; helps are around us.. (that's why I keep on saying Thank God he he..)
Ah! and then; there's more. -One only^-^-
It's some' process of me--preparing myself to be a real"independent human now. Mom's having more...social activities and manage-act' now; Plus! She's getting Older! huahahaaa... So these are the days where mom and my brother' and me' for sure- get our self on Learning process. Upgrade-all babies' mood- it's what mom said. ^-^ and yes--I am learning. hi hi..

Uph! That's all-for tonight's News; =D I gotta get my-sleep'; tomorrow's at 06.00 am!!! wah- Terrific. rehearse from that' very morning??! huaaahhhmmm.... *feel sleepy for sure..*
Okie.. Batz-Girl's sending off now...!!! see ya! ^.^

"Declared-on the Gossip; and entering a...'Cheesy' theatrical show... T_T hufff...

2007-11-24T18:03:00.000+07:00

Eww..! I'm about to starting the show! what?? Cheesy show it is. *sorry..* well..
It's actually one of the show with a twist-of a theatrical show today. (pssst; i'm at Four Season hotel now!)
---Kinda' Launch-show. Ironically; we all..(models) have to wait for 12 hours work for the show! God. and basically we've done nothing!!! errggh.. I hate when I have to face-one-time like' this. pheww... luckily there 're lots of models here. So i could share some thoughts and laugh' with them. ha ha. We're just gonna laugh out loud about' it. Common..., we have to do some 'silly drama' dance!!

So Very..Very... Loooonnnnngg.... My Fruendtz..!!!! T_T

2007-11-20T01:36:00.000+07:00

"Uh-Huh".. Yeap. This...was... while I was doing a fashion show for Anne Avantie' at Semarang! ^yesterday kakak' Arik sent one of this photos thru' email..^^' hihii... Thanks a lot kak..!!
(well, despite the truth-that most of my Bridal//Kebaya show; are always being Couple with him! ha ha... *stage-hubby'!!! =p*)

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Oke.. Okieee!!! done for that. Owh my... God. It's been too-long' since I was writing this Daily News-here. Pheewww...." I guess I should say that since then; my-very Important Job' has becoming so...damn-busy! ha.. Well... I am now-getting confused, tough. ^-^'.. Dunno' how to explain all., but, anyways..; and After all--> since Bali' and stuffs catch-up, I've been learn so...much things. "well, too-much I guess.he he.. It's complicated. It's tough. It's Pain & hurt much-as well. But it's also Lovely...=)

Hmm... How am I goin to-start ya?!?.. eh hehehe..
But One-Thing that made my self proud', about my mommy.., my self^^, Yui-Chan as my manager as well- was " The connection; Relationship-between us all. and believe me; after those 3 weeks (I guess-), I feel like I'm getting more mature; and slowly got myself in a Cool-attitude /plus!/point of view to Think; and made a Decision."
>>> besides; these busy-bee' days were suddenly took me & put me on a different responsibility-tough. I am Preparing all my schedule-and stuffs by Myself!! he he he... Yiipppiii---I'm happy cos' although sometimes I made some mistakes; which mostly because of my-Emo' =p; but everything goes well again.. and fixed-up! ^o^
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> I Learned bout' how Experiences-are the best Power" if you want to looked-Professional.
> How to Manage things' by myself- but still, being compromised with others.
> Learned to Focused-on my Priority' during work-time'. Don't get involved" too-much., cos' everybody got their own 'duty'.
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See? That's exactly why now I kinda' feel some changes in me' ^^
well..I'm at Semarang (show Ave Bridal) and I have to go back to Jakarta in 5 hours-to-go... hi hi... wish Mimi luck today!!

:work..work.. Hwaaa... Time- for another Busy-Bee" days..!!! =D:
Oh-Ya!! Mii's got Sick loch... heuuuu.. hik. but I hope it won't get worse.... *I do- shooo-ing'* all time =(
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THT problem.. Been a long time too; since a long-days ago the 'disease' came and greet me--^-^

WoW! -KeewwwL'...I Just Wake Up without ALARM! Automatically-awake - ^-^'

2007-11-09T08:13:00.000+07:00

*phew..! >> I really like this cover album-sheet' =). Looked vewy- Cool, aight?!* <<
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>>>Eh- I just received the Latest- news from my Mom from Bali. She said it's Beautiful there!!! wuaaahh... ^The Church -was she meant-^ --mm..and its near to the Beach! =)) .. so she'll gonna update me more news from Bali; well; she has to put-off the phone cause she needs to get-shower! ha ha ha..MOM!! >>>

And... yesss. (regarding to my-title ^^) I just woke up with-NO-alarm! hwoooh... *padahal' I planned to get-up at 9 am or some'..; but I forgot to set my-alarm before*.. hihi.. lets say it's my Lucky day; "means I'm not gonna be late for my Fitting-schedule at 11 am, tough-" ^-^'
------> Okie! First thing I did rite-after wake up was; 'Sms-ing' mbak Ass---he he.. I asked her to help-bring me 1 bottle (yep-one-b-o-t-t-l-e) of Mineral water'! and of course : Milk. but this time, my 'glass of milk isn't that usual-Big size of glass' anymore..=( hik.. what can I do..? I'm still suffering from my-bad bad disease will be- sich..* (still i'm not gonna write that down ^^'). Hm.. I've drank my-1-glass of water now. It's Time to get my Shower too! well at least I still can do things up-by myself aight'! ha ha...

Heavy day (+night!) last and Today's-Night--- =((

2007-11-09T00:40:00.000+07:00

====Phfffuuuhhh..!! oouuu... =( what could I say more ya...?? it's been such a long-heavy day" since yesterday. *ouch-but NO-Only Me--Eric's too! wach he's been suffering on 'fever'! hoaa... he told me so-*
} well mine 's just a bit complicated actually... It' had me worried" and then (yep!) got me my-Anemia. huuhh... hik hik... been such-a headache since the very' morning I woke-up. T_T. Oh---->> Moms go to Bali this' afternoon; (she's there now =D). and.....it means I'm working-out the rest- myself' hehehe... but it's Zero, tough.^^' Me and Yui-chan will catchup" after all.. =p ---But again; I still have to fix things up, and preparing for a couple-songs to-sing there at bali (oh noooo...?!?). >> It is from Civita, the reason we go there is to 'spead the neeewwwss' to youth-people there (focused on Catholics & Christians first). There I'm going to meet all 'Pope' too ^=^.. hmm.. but after all; mommy's gonna *update me first to discuss what to' bring and stuffs as well... Me & Yui will go on Saturday Night, at 18.50 pm. Ha!

===| Oh!! and also; after I go back to Jakarta; I'm gonna go to kak' Ila's Wedding @ Kinara-Rest' on Kemang. (I've promise her I'm gonna be there at her Wed' Anniversary-rite after I reached Jakarta,hihihi..)
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>Oh My God!! I really have to sleep!!! catching-up" tomorrow!!! Hosh...<

Uh...shud't* (??...what can I say? hufff'... Eric's Funny-story.., massage.., couples of 'Worrying//bad'a'bit'-news..; what else???)-

2007-11-07T00:08:00.000+07:00

>>>"Sarah Mclachlan'>>>'all Songs"
>>>"Eva Cassidy'>>> Somewhere Over The Rainbow"
>>>"Nouvelle Vague'>>> Dancing With Myself "
Currently: "Blue -sarah mclachlan- (A Tribute to Joni Mitchell)"

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hmm.. Eva Cassidy.. I always love "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" -whoever the singer' is; I will always paid my attention to it. The song is so...inspiring. Very touchy.., and ever since I heard Eva sang this 'song', mmm.... as if we could feel there's a Hope in its' lyrics. Rhyme.*.. >>>well at least she's accompanying me (I replaying the song' again and againnn) while I had my rest-day..today. Ha! Yepp--Rest; Ahahaa.. actually since last night (Ups-yesterday nite'-already); I had this 'Unwell' kind of feeling on my body. It feels not so delicious' *hwiieee..*
! In short; I was 'Gone right after I reached on my bed last nite' ^^. I just fell asleep (surprisingly- i still had my tiny lil' energy to typed my messages to my friends & had one' short phonecall'!! ~/hm...lets see...They were..^Eric, Sunny, Vin..,& Bebbii^! )
===I remember nothing after that'..^^. Then I woke up at 8.45 in the morning, which was a bit' odd for me cos' usually when I had my sleeping-time earlier; I'd always wake up early too-the next morning. !uh-huh. Exactly that's mean I feel unwell for the day! =p===
I spent my day having my-conversation with Yuiii^^ whoaa I lend her my Dorama-Japan"s dvds; I knew she'd like to watch pop-romantic stories" hi hi hi...^-^! -we had our Re-schedule date as well; & yeah as usual, there' re new-jobs.., postponed 'job, reschedule earlier..and stuffs..bla..blaa..blaaa..* We waited for momz to came home n' then after she's joining us, we chatted more (well of course more concerned' in jobs). ---I guess we're finished at about' 3 pm -upwards- then I sent my self-off,soon after Yui was ready to go home^^. And I had my eyes laid-on-my book. he... *soon I realized that I haven't had my Lunch!! oh my... naughty-me..=p
>But I finally had my 'Kaldu Iga Sapi' kok..^^ Ouuwwh so-yummy!!< =========================================================== >>> Now-Playing:"River" by -Sarah Mclachlan; Joni Mithell & James Taylor>>>

And....... at 9 pm I just had my- massage- time! =) I don't really like massage too much unless I really have to.. still it related to my job, tough.. ^.^.
I was chatting-up" with my batz'brother before it. He sent me the New-"KiKKuuuu-sound" which already had an upgrade =D! it became short bit' hey' it really gets more..Cute!! ^^^^ aaaaawwwwweee!! huahahaaa... Love it! Oh! Eric told me 'one story bout' something-related to my 'kikkuu' voice- at his school. when he & his friends were doing a rehearsal for 'Republik Bagong'. Top-secret aaiight' Ric??!! huahahaaa..
it was sooo....Funny! I couldn't help myself not to laugh-but- o ow..hi hi hi... (looks like I had a' demand; isn't it Ric?! hee..)
>>well, no-longer than that I was in my massaging-time. and I have 'this tiny bad-news. (I choose to keep it as my mystery..*) well maybe it's not that' bad; but, 'kinda' worrying-me. *take-a deep breath*..

Next I received a message frm Eric; and he told me He was on massage-also!! ha ha.. YouuuSillyyyouuu!!^=^. we didn't do our IM-ing anymore-cos' his CODIPRON' med- has had him successfully-fallen Asleep!! Yiipppiiiiieee!!! FiNaLeee'.... something got my Luphly brooo' down & sleep earlier!!! hi hi hi.. I'm so vewy vewy Happy loh..I meant it! ^-^!!

=====hwelll... Finally; I re-connect-ed my network, re-read my sources...and, fixing some of details I gotta know... and they' do leave me in such a thinker' mood againnn!! aarrrggghhh.!
but I gotta rest-now.; promised' tomorrow I'll get my solutions update^. Okie-dokie..- Mimi's sending off now- see...me! (!?Me??..ha ha..)=====

---Matta-nee^-^!

Wew--^ Tons of Sources's on mind-driver has just CoMeeeee-----^!!!

2007-11-05T11:46:00.000+07:00

>>>" Pink Martini's Album >> all!"
>>>" Ella Fitzgerald's songs"
>>>" Pilot's!! ELO-1970s- >> Oh oh It's Magic-"

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^-^ Fully---Minds' drive... (and I'm carrying them -on Till' this morning! -wekh-)

2007-11-04T10:09:00.000+07:00

==Hwellll^^' I guess my tittle has tell everything.. he.. Yup..! I'm heading-up with so..much things inside my head since yesterday--! aha ha.. Good Mind's processing..^.^==

>> playing >>>" KT Tunstall's new album-all-"
>>>" Bobby McFerrin -Bang!-Zoom-"

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Uh-huh.. I'm still listening to-them' rite now., I like KT; tough--she's cool, plus; she made a Note-on her own character'-- and..... Bobby McFerrin! hi hi.. Finally I found him on my download-search list yesterday ^^, cause each time I get myself to browse, I gotta know' which- genres are-they-on' =) [well, he's an acapella-jazz musicians]. He used mouth or acoustic-guitar or anykinda''things to used as a player. ha ha.. which is good on his result! ^-^

And.... There's still one other tune which 'Vewiie..vewwwy interestink'!!' Nobody could reach the'song' unless they wonna' pay me first! huahahaaaa... *EviL-!*

>>>" Lil' Bat' sisss..hummin!* -Kikkkuuuu-chan OST-"

oh Noooooo...... It's Mine! huhuhihihahaa.. Eric did that' to his Lil' sista'! errr.. But I was satisfied enough^^' cos Mommie at First/ didn't even realized that it really is My-Voice out-there..!!! ha ha ha... =)) I keep-on yelling the *kikkuuu- kikkkkkuuuu...hihiii.. kikkuu-- 'KiKKuuuu!!'
[lah... emang dasar..cah' gemblung..-^^]
------HaH.. at last..,I keep on searching and reading 'Music's History' on my WiKiiii-net.! Plus; I read on my Vogue-Aussie bout' some feature articles which said the Great-Great-Bizarre- top of my mind's topic as well; *Controversial of the real' Haute`Couture // Glamour- back then & now since the 'Father of Haute`Couture dress; Christian Dior'* >>and>> *The A List- How are these 'Riches'sss' celebrity [read: Kiddo'] handle their life with the 'understanding' to value on Money. Evolution of the last Aristocrats became the Aristokids; [read: we love Paris Hilton's -rules..!]

ha.. gotcha'.. The article was saying all the very honest-thing* about that' United state's Celebrities there... ^-^ . Oooh laa laaaa.. It was so Good to read it! =p

OhMiGod >> Look at this; Another Disaster Comes-Up. Agaiiinnn???!!

2007-11-03T16:47:00.001+07:00

~~what the-Hell had happened to this world; actually.!?! huaahh- each day; the disaster keep on coming through; and even get worseee!!!!~~

---see these all gone-back to us; after all. We started it all; rite??---

clipped from en.wikipedia.org

Hurricane Noel was the deadliest Atlantic hurricane of the 2007 Atlantic hurricane season. The fourteenth named storm and fifth hurricane of the season, Noel developed on October 27 from the interaction between a tropical wave and an upper-level low in the north-central Caribbean Sea. It strengthened to winds of 60 mph (95 km/h) before making landfall on western Haiti and the north coast of eastern Cuba. It turned northward, and on November 1 it attained hurricane status. The hurricane accelerated northeastward after crossing the Bahamas, and on November 2 it became an extratropical cyclone. The storm has caused at least 129 deaths along its path, primarily in Hispaniola, due to flooding and mudslides.

My -Job's Virusss were Come-outta' Day--- T_T--- huuu..eerrrr..

2007-11-02T20:51:00.005+07:00

Hufff--Regarding on my Last-day's Journal; the part when I said 'I did my job-well-, and part' on saying-Happy day"on work" ^-^--
they--too--are one part"of my reason why I didn't write mine-journale Yesterday!* =) ha !
===well; it seems like everyone around me -yesterday- have had a BeYooutiFuL" day and even Night..! ^^ kemarin yang pas acara Konsernya Beyonce' ituuu lhooo.. Wew; I read my bat'zBro" Daily-News" last nite; and I can surely tell-myself that He Sounds Vewie-vewwiee' Happy...!! ^.^ (yaaaeeeiiyy---hepi hepppiiii for you too Kikku-chan; seru plus kewLennn fotonya!!). Uh-huh. That was them. But not for me, tough'. ^Weeeellllll..., Just like I was saying before; Life's not as-easy or simple or settle-as we could Imagine. =) ha haa. Apparently yesterday I had the 'Second-day' Photoshoot-day with DEWI Magazine*. I mean I did the session for Dewi Magz twice; both of them are for Fashion-Pages (article); but one for The-Wedding' session, with mbak Sari as stylist; & the Other one's for Couture' session with Elvara as the other stylist. It is usual for fashion&lifestyle magazines to have 'more than one' stylist..(Ya iyaaaLaaah Mimiii--kan halaman fashion gak cuma satoe doank"!! errr..) ^^!===

~~~Okie. 'pissed-off' things coming; anything could happen; and... my turn was it'. >>> started from the very' morning lho*...^^ hihihi. ehm.., This 'stylist' is famously known to all models as a person' who like to pretend herself-Exclusive fash-editor. I don't want to mention her background or//any kinda' sources; & besides I don't wanna know either sich..=) *except her name cos' I've written it =p*. Yep. The days before, she booked me for photo shoot in 'sudden". Luckily; I still have time. Nah; I've to standby at 08.30 am. Then we waited for her to come. We're expecting for Make-up Team-Hair stylist, but none of them were there. *rencana fotonya kita ber-lima*. wow..Great..., I thought it was my-mistake' for being too-diligence'. Padahal jelas^ banget dia telp sampai 2 kali konfirmasi. God!! rrrrggh..; ^0^ >>> Ini dia nich yang sometimes make me feel *sick of my own country. This is all just a common' mentally-disease of lots of us.<<< -> Make up artists' team arrived at 10.10-ish'- which was almost 2 hours Late.
-> at least there're makeup'art. Then the stylist arrived for about 30 minutes later. (bringing the concept of our Make-up)
-> Then she just told us about the Location; which! was really surprised-us.and. it is far.
-> She started to feel worry, cos time has shown 12.20 already. *and....! for the Memo's Sake; her reason was: DON'T BE LATE FINISHING THE SESS-, CAUSE' SHE HAS TO GO TO BEYONCE'S CONCERT AT 7 PM!!! --well..at least we'll finish earlier^^, thx Beyonce`!he^^--
-> Tempatnya di Lebak Bulus; Jauhnyaaa... Traffic pula; and the Place was Damn-Hot! Hhuffff... sabarrrr....sabarrr....
-> The worst of all is: "Unprofessional and very ineffective". We (models) still have to wait for the crew' to setting-up the props'. Plus! Againnn..we have to wait for a ^Gun-Smoke^ machine. Ha Ha Ha... What a perfect Day--=p--

*Fashion'Black'Notes. Tell me; how the hell-are we going to manage' our Expression? `Besides; among all models, Mine was the winner for the day. Fully glitter, fake-Long&Creepy-nail, details w/ swarovski stick-on my eyebrow bone until my eyelid. oh my.. the glitters keep-on fall into my eyes =(`
The only thing-I remember did was, stay silence. haahh.. My nails were keeping me off-my-mobile. No longer than dat", a heavy-Rains came-up. ^yakh! bagusss..semakin lembab peLiket-lah kau' Nak..^
*whew.. Thank God it didn't affecting my expression at all. I dunno why but I can only save my Energy for the photo-session that day. Otherwise I'm sure I was fulfill-with my tears by then..*
***I still had one meeting after the photo-sess'; and after the First session' of meeting, I was very sure that I'm not going to pass' the Next-Topics". And It was Happened ! ha ha ha... ^-^..!!! ***

KiiiKKuuuuu--!! Hieeey.. I did my job-well..I did my notes+scratchy'write-well... I did my ownnewspages-well....and.. I did my Mood--well...today!!!

2007-10-31T20:19:00.000+07:00

^-^!! yup yup yup yup yup!!!! hihihiiii.. I called' my day today as "well"; mm.. why not Good day'? /or Happiii'-day??---> eheee... Simply it's because I haven't passed' this Whole-day for 24 hours Laaah... =p ha ha... It's still 08.35 pm ; and I still have many things to work-for (including get-myself Online to chat' with Lauraaa) hihii.. she's one of my mate' model ^^

O..la laa... Momz woke me up this morning (I thought I was so late or what' but then.....)-just to telling' me that I appeared on DEWI Magazine* today! huhahaaa.. funny. I didn't realized that it was being Published-since today ^^
whoooaa Me and Karenina were on the Pose! hi hii..

(eeeh..it's not that' DEWI cover loh ya., its mine-file'!)

>>> Truly the Cover was GOOD! i'm not trying to be a 'narcist' lhooo.. But it was really cool; I dare say. It was bright white--clean, with our Medium-pose" back then I remembered. =p <<< ~Tricky" ^^, if people see the ' Angelic-faces' Line-up there; or people would mostly say -that's Beautiful! //owh, or even Pretty... ; Thanks Guys! But If I Tell Ya'll-- about what was Exactly happened there-- "0"-- aaaaaaaaggghh... Lots of energy+ hard-work there'! huahahaaa... ~~???~~
Ridiculous! uh-huh.. Yeaph-- hihihiii I keep on laughing' niiich..=D.. Well actually that was,
==>> We were doin' the Very Weirdo' Pose ever!!! >> Karenina and Me; we've to stick' together like a Lover, Nina has to laid her head to my back; while Me have to tried to put mine"- above her head;gitu.. And the silly' thing is => Cos' I'm a bit taller than Nina; so I have to Lower my-knee as short as I could reached!!! ^=^! OhMiGod-- Me and Nina was just keepin' the giggles' out together-- hihihiii... LuTuuuu...
>the gross' and Yucky' thing is that, Our position, as if we're doing a steady-get-set" to *poop*! EEEEWWWW!! hahahahaaa<

^ And... today I had a Photosession againnn in Femina-Building studio; DEWI magz- in "Fashion-Pages" with Sari. (different stylish today) We did a 'Wedding-photoshoot' for special wedding edition. Hmm.. Yummy. and I did it with Laura and Sigi! wuaah.. seruu. Sigi has done first; and the rest-was just Me and Lau'Lauuu to go =). We're on the same age; and..not much differences we could almost found, that's why in Modeling; she's one of my mates for sure..together with Renata' too ^^, Ouuuuuwwh! We're also make plan to meet up on Saturday =). [well..that's the only day we have' so far] he he...

Okie then!! Gonna run for the next thing-up-now! catch this' later...

PHoto'Flash--Beauty Page" aaannd...I'mmm all...bee'Coming--a Shanghai Baby!!! =D

2007-10-30T19:41:00.001+07:00

Yep..Yeph..!! I really am...aaa Shanghai-Noon" baby girl!! huahahaa... -weird; eh..??!-
(How coMe? How coMe??!) >>> Well; Bee'Cauuussseee... I had a photoshoot for Rias Magazine' this- morning.^-^! It was for a Beauty-Pages. <<< =((..huu.. hiks... Pity'.., cos' I forgot to bring my Camera-there..hik.. Too-bad No-Proof for it...... T_T..

Yuppphh!!! Just had my shower- done now!. and..Owh!!--Almost forgot. Last nite; i had my 'Lambung-system' screwed anymore.hhh.. It was all in Sudden' and just like usual; I just stopped-all my things (suddenly as well), then I forced my eyes to remain-closed..I stopped & sleep like a 'Statue-Pose' hegh.. --*It's always been like that- there's nothing I can do If the Ache' start to surprise-me..,sooo..the best I culd' do is just find a place//or room to sleep; while I left-all things-remain still. huff..;Pretty scary eh..??..

Huaaaffff!!!!... well th'Point is A-m-i-e-n Cos' I woke up freshly-on my bed! 'although my laptop-my books-my music-even my snacks" are still Laying-everywhereee... hi hi hi... =p. Then I had my shower and ready to go to Sugi Salon!
~~But the Bizzare'missing thing' is; I didn't kno that this Photo Session was already booked-n' re-booked n' re-booked again and again and againnn.. Ouwh...=(.. so sowriie mas Sony-- I really couldn't find a day before..heuuu.. So I just knew that this was a DeadLine-Act" photo sess!!!! huahahaha...~~

It's Browsing and Source-innn' and Exchanging and Reading and ReSource n' again n' again' againnn..=)

2007-10-29T17:39:00.000+07:00

A-Ha!-- wooh.. today my sense-of Sick'iess weather works well.. =). After suffered from my- cold-sweat plus 'Sore-fully bloath' stomach ache- Last night; I woke up with things in my head. plus-One of those things that keeps *tinkle-ing* in my head is 'some musical-Piano tune by classic pianists.^-^. hihi.. but it's good.. Would be Lovely-to listen for_
>>So! hari ini bener benerrrrr all about Searchinnn searchinnng for Classical-things*<< (at least they'd help me ignoring' my dizzy' headict" today ~) Eric called me;I'm sure he was inthemiddle of Lunchie' school time ^.^. He gave me Homework- d'oh.. You give me a hard headict--haha. Its hard for me to choose some of the photos; while although ~if it refers to me, Surely I'm gonna put all my Photos (only) there at Gallery!! huahahhaaa...~ Nope. Just kidding denk-Ric..=p; I'll let you kno' soon as possible" hihi.

Hosh.! Okie! ^=^ going to runnin' mine-business agaiinnn now..; catch-up *Minezz'Journalllaagaiinn* A.S.A.P
Matta-Nee!! ^-^

Disbelief : from what I've Seen Today ^o^

2007-10-28T19:06:00.000+07:00

Huhuuu...dududuu.. Mimi's Homeee'Lready now =)!

>> My God-- oh-I have to tuning' mySong which related to this'! hihiii.. <<

"Something's Missing--John Mayer" ^=^

----Ohohohoo॥ Yepp। First time when I arrived at CIVITA -camp-; I thought it (the view) was like okay, what would it be Like?? >>> and yess; Me and Momz drived thru'.. all those 'Earthy"becekk" Roads. It was lots of turns. Well; we went there startin' from 08.45 am-- through...some kinda' traffic. pff.. biasa.. Jakarta. Civita's location is in Cipayung; Which is " Far-Far'awaaayyy.. from my Auntie's house. T_T. huaaa...----

Well! We arrived to a Gate there's some "CIVITA" name-on it. and... After a few minutes momz chat' with mas Eddy. Then he asked us to see all-view. OhMyGod; I didn't even know// I'm sure The Others in Jakarta are haven't been here. Beeyootiifuull... Gila!! Luas keseluruhannya 3-hektar!! hahahaa.. Before; this camp was quite active--but only for 'Retret".Whooaa.. No worries, this was a real nature & safety place, there's this Big Trees; Almost like *Kebun Raya Bogor*>>MINI.. hihihihii
(I had some 'tiny bit' of 'em..*; and waaahh Eric! We've got something to explore more down-there ^-^)..
>>> umm.. after we've finished Misa' at one of their Chapel =); it was super duper simple I can tell.. but really is private and more solid; especially the target is for us-The Youth camp.
So! Me and Mom had some chattin' with some new friends.. First- we're all still sounded fresh, I shared my-part; Mom shared hers; and slowly finally the others get something like an Idea maybeee =p.

Nach..,after a while with all the shared-things; argue'; laughed a bit (lha wong orangnya td cm dikitt bgt jd cuma dikittt). And I really need to go...home. ^-^ Cause that would be my-own time to free..as a bird..*d'oh..; Gisca kenapaa siiy..*
Pas udh hampir slesai; tp masih ngobrol2 juga; Then..I started to felt like a bit' flying-- hmm....then I realized that I wasn't flying; but Me'who's got Sleepy-slank ! hwuahahahahhh.. Ternyata all I can do was just responded; " hmm.. Oh..Uh-huh.. ya-yaa. benerr bgt..Good then! " *Pheeww--then mami asked for permitted' cos we reallly have to go.. for HoMe -! hihi*

===Wah; ttg dewan committe; gitu. Indeed Pak Eddy will call Yuii and mom n' me immediately. Cos we actually have to meet-up and talk about the More" higher-than-the-higher" >> I meant More' Internal. More classified.., and More systematics + focus; Cos' These; should have more.. potential.===
-Couldn't agree more; Because= Cardinal and Gus Dur will supporting us komputer..and of course they're already Signed-for license; hati2..

Long Time NO-Seeeee..... 4 days Missing-MiMiii---- ^v^

2007-10-28T05:16:00.000+07:00

^-^ Uoooowwhh!!! It's been a looong Time since my Last- *annoying* journal from Medan to Jakarta with Dilemma' ha ha ha.. _Love the-called =p_
>>> Well; looks like I don't do any 'sleep today.., wakh-- and it's 05. 23 AM already. Ha- and.. I have to be ready to go for Misa at Church, but not here--not at Cathedral either. I will go to CIVITA YOUTH CAMP- he.. It's a camp for the youth generations; Catholic Youth generation.(MudiKa). Unfortunately This "Mudika-Camp" didn't works well.. Because; all kindaa' changes from many-sides. The Mission and Visions itself became Rare- so This Year of 2007--It was being Postponed temporary. >>>> Nah! About 4 days ago; Pak Eddy, the Coordinator call us; and explained about the-Program.. Firstly they wanted to asked help from mas Katon. But mas Katon can't make it; mmm..So the manager gave an advice to call me; and after they searched all; they wanted me to be part-of the Program. =p <<<< I love to go help them =). Not because for Fame but its a great opportunity for all Youth Generation especially starting from all teenagers 13 years old-upwards.. Plus- it's going to have a License from Keuskupan Agung Jakarta and NU-Abdurrachman Wahid; ex-president. Wuahh.. They've sent the Fax and explaination.. and My spirit' just felt like tinkle-ing around wanting to say yes yess yesss..! ha ha... ==Uh-Oh! ^0^ almost forgot IT'S HARI SUMPAH PEMUDA DAY!!!! hahaha..===
>>>> Naa.. We're praying first; then I'm going to have a Team-Camp & Commiteee Meeting for all things; advices; and stuffs.., It a great changes for my self. I Thank GOD for that... I hope the Meeting won't be too damn-long or lelet".Thathaaa....
>>> Things Happendddddssss for a Reason Aiigght??! =D... I hope I could do something for 'them' especially for MuDiKa............. <<<<

Add some"Youth-spirit^to the''NatioN' !!

!!! >> Just Read This"on my YAHOO-NEWS Alert" Listrik...Listriiikkk... pffff..!!

2007-10-28T01:06:00.001+07:00

clipped from www.bloomberg.com

Oct. 27 (Bloomberg) -- PT Perusahaan Listrik Negara,
Indonesia's state utility, sent proposals to 30 banks seeking 5.7
trillion rupiah ($625 million) to fund its power plant projects.

The funding, which may include bank loans or bond sales,
will be used for the company's project constructions next year,
said Alhilal Hamdi, Listrik Negara's president commissioner.

Listrik Negara plans to add 10,000 megawatts of coal-fired
capacity by 2009 to cut dependence on oil. In June the utility
sold $1 billion and 3 trillion rupiah of bonds, after raising $1
billion in October selling bonds overseas.

The company owns and operates about 85 percent of the
electricity-generating capacity in Indonesia and the country's
entire power distribution network, according to Standard & Poor's.
Listrik reported a 1.9 trillion rupiah loss in 2006.

Indonesia's Listrik Negara Seeks $625 Million Funding for 2008

Kinda" sLow-mo' jobzz today..but indeed its a BusyBee-can be" ^-^!!!

2007-10-25T00:40:00.000+07:00

Whatta'day... I was just finishing my-prep'(to rest and sleep tapi-nya..) hoahmmm.... I'm getting sleepy now.. hahah. Just checked Ric's journal..same publish' >>this photo was taken at an Exhibition 22 trade bla..blaa.. gitu dhe... mm..LOveLy! well; ric, do I look like really a Geisha? awas kamu yaa...kalo bo'onggg hihihiii =p
-------yuph; regarding from Eric's journal about yesterday..hhh..Meanwhile-- when Ric said dat' he really was Tepar*>> but me->> I didn't.=0 Oh yess it was. I didn't sleep till morning arised" at 4 AM-something.. Well; I 'm sure it was beecose after the Very Sudden'photoProject from yesterday. hihiii.. MyinnSoMniac says Hi to my OverTired mind" =)) <<<

Nuh-- Now today. Gwahh... This morning I was awake with one/or two sms- fresh on my Mobile. ( I was still asleep that time-) and one of it; is from Eric.which he told me that he's in a' Health Center-on-school, with Oxygen Tube there!!!! X.X I almost--"You almost got me in a' Terrible-mood'for day Ric!! I'm worriedsss tauuu.
>>One; I went Phone-ing Ericcccc till he notice. I mad but mostly I was afraid and Worried with my vewwii Notti'(naughty)BatzBrother Eric. He called me soon after no-answer's tone.; uh huh; all I did was just *marah-marahin diaaaa* Lagian sich..terlalu diforsir kan; belom ngedit.; belom kita fotSkiii" lagi. My luphly' broo.. kamu itu makannya...have to get some sleep Some rest Some food dooooonnngggg.... Well at least you make your own ^gone//asleep//hibernate^ time lah. [ I just blurted-out telling him to eat some soup;not only from PAPI's cooked; but you have to eat the Original Kaldu daging' as well..]

>>hmm... after dat' ,then I just opened some data & news & re-settin' my gadget-scheduler' for a sec- Mandiii...=p; and as usual; the Team>Yuii,Me,&Mom < drove straighttt to Plaza Indonesia for fitting. One meeting-got canceled. daniel**culd't make it ontime he's still at another event. =|.. whatever.
We're just had Lunch at PepperLunch restaurant (i remember Mommy said someday she's goin to eat there..) well, I still haven't had my Hungry'moods; so at last I just ate BreadTalk. >>> bebbii needed some helps; ribet ribett sdikitt disana ngurusin yg namanya cari data' di network. Bhhhh... he's been acting a bit' spoiled today..(^-^ while it should be meee actually-cos i'm the one who got myPeriod huahaa..) >>>
=====We shared some chat there; me--Bebbi and Me--Eric; plus I asked this foto and opened some source again. Apparently--, time changed' veewwwy Quick I didn't realize it was 17.25 already!! woahhh--- I have to do 'Re-take' for Katon, song from yesterday=0

>>>>>So! We went to his studio again at Bangka kemang. Hihihiiii--- mas Katon was Late!! but I went to practised and try to singin'n singi and singing.
Hummmppphh!!!! all done by now!! ^=^ Thank God. We met some *trouble caused by the mess-up Voltage but we still had another ideaaa... and so-be-it! Fortunately my- sore" throat and THT didn't affect-ing my Voice that much.. malah get better- because Yuris (Katon's manager) was Teasing-me around and didn't turn the AC on.
Weheheeehhh---- hah.. i'm goin to sleep now.
> oh! i promised-Elvin to show him our photo' yesterday. =D -still had one dat' ready-
> Tomorrow I have to check all news about the mess-up weather in Indonesia; Job-Related sich... they said they wanna do in "IsLands" anymore. brrrr..there were a sudden bit' of shiver when I heard bout 'island'theme. =p...

>Ric.. get some rest anymore yah.. ternyata It is time for 'Pick'a-Disease'-Time!!! ^o^ another friends of me, are havin' some fever as well.. uughh.. kasian.. I hope yours won't get worse like 'em; so please please please do some rest and Eat right; Okie dokie???! =) see yaaa...!

===I'm DeadLy - Exploded===...hmm...

2007-10-22T20:49:00.000+07:00

I'm exploded this morning. i did-really-over"Outta Load'of my mind. I'mOverrrLooaaadddd. =((

why?? >> it was may because of too-tired of yesterdayzz..at Medan. We're having this "screwed-EO" Gosh..nope.Gross.! There were several people who just wanna be look-a like' a Hard worker or the Professional organize.'

Belum lagi added- with 'the Hotel incident'; which telling us dat' the payment is on Personal- Account'. Ha.! what ' the Hell was that???!

After some" argues' and stuffs; we're up to bed. But! againnn I said, it was truly' wrong from the start.---> Room?? oh.My.GOD... They didn't even have *keset-buat air di kamar mandi!!!!* and did not even have a Remote TV.! Geeezz.... (and plus bonus point; Plug-in for charger n' stuffs only works on the Bathroom.)

-----------Okie.. enough of that. as long as they did all-administrations' well it still be ok. Cos' "the Chaotic" was not interrupt-ing our show yesterday. =) I'm just tryin' to be professional for my job.------------ Goin' home- time. we're standby and waited for the aircraft to fly. At waiting gate. Unfortunately; nature decided to take a bit' role".. Rain --fell down & we've to wait. No- space for us to sit; so... yea.. we're standing--for almost 2,5 hours. With our much n' much- stuffs *!
>>another bad'; it was my bad day; how bad?? BAD << {ok then; flight-probz' was over- too..}

=======for once in my-life I never did such things' like tis' before. cause I thought I was strong enough to go-on my own. Well, all this time i always felt that some" friends of mine-are only stay close//or even kinda nice' to me for such reason. cheesy reason. I dunno when do I have started this but I only remember that since that' I've started to keep silent. But there is this' friend of mine; and I saw her-as my step sister (yup she's faraway..senior from me) I learned things frm her as well. But I was stopped--since yesterday. I thought she understands that 'Change, is really a nature'. But sorry to say; nope. I know, Idealism is good--but for some reason and even if we still live in this kinda' World it still needs a flexibility..! I knew exactly that she wants me to be like her, to be as smart intelligent passionate as her. but that doesn't mean my-whole mind have to change exactly-same like her; rite??! and it doesn't mean dat She's free to drive your mind whatever she want eh-??

>>>hhh.. kalo di-inget jadi malah bikin keselll lagi... X{ I just can't stand if she keeps treat-me as some 'cheeky' small kids who didn't know anything as much as her experience..! I was fed-up. *how can you stand-when that" someone you've ever looked-up to; keep saying you're still a kid-you don't know anything yet- and keep Mocking' you once,twice,triple time,and on and on and On?!!!!!!! <<<
---I keep silent. till I reached home. and Screwed. and this morning, as my head's getting hurt and my stomach as well; I'm DEADLY EXPLODED. scream. crying. I swear I never cried like this bfore. My eyes got Bloody hell Swollen. (at least mom n' yuii n' me-are laughing..) it was really hurt. when you know that you're a person who liked to keep things" alone behind your mind and private thing. You wanted to scream; but you know you can't. That's Hurt.for sure.

HORASSS!!! (haha ^=^) >>> OMG! I'm at--Medan now!

2007-10-20T15:12:00.000+07:00

>>> Uggh!!! I really really-Had"this thing*-in my head or brain or whateverr it is (ggrrr--I swear I couldn't even get that' kinda' feel-of- Fell Asleep!) ={
-----------I got confused too; I dunno' what to say.. It was just; like; "what is it called-when you had your happy kinda' feel; then it mixed with tiredness; relieved; (And you knew dat' you're still have things to fixed ASAP; or maybe you'd love to speak to someone or maybe Write-something Up or anything; but then there was sudden' change-of mood againnn- You were falling down. BaM!- Kinda' Flipping all your mood, and changed to be a Remix-Mood'.!) *well all fellings're screwed and mix* --I bloody dunno' what is it; ???

===by the way >>I am now in the middle of Hair-Do hihi.. <<. Here's one of the things (the one thing that I clearly still remember to write.) that-probably had a possibility to made me say "Hello-again" to my InsoMnia..he he he..
Yesterday I did the -Vocal-take- on homestudio // Katon's house. ^-^ Phheeewwww--- Much n' much of Grace'N' Kisses N' Love to God; cos' I did it pretty good. Yaaaayyyyy--- Yiippppiiiiie ^=^' That was the very first-time in my Life >> ever; I listened to my Own Voice. In the Music studio; and with such-Realistic-Props =p
------WOW. Maybe this gonna' sounds cheesy'or'nasty. But yess it is,WoW; My.Voice.Was.real-Sopranos,and Good.------- Do I looked like a 'Narsis- bangett sich!!-person??'. But I do swear; I never thought my voice was that-high. =/.!------
Well yea I know I can sing, I know my-voice range is Sopran-I. But I'm not that sure-never- that What my Mom-my brother-my Choir's friend-my' used to be Vocal teacher-and people @ Church was saying the talent" is True. Againn Thanks GOD.
I was so..ashamed ^~^! but mas Katon said thats Good! huaahhhh.... Lega. hahaha.
[ the song was good; I like it =) and Because I liked it so I enjoyed and feeling it when I'm singing..^^]

>>> Nah! and then here comes the Bad-Thing!! Uh-huh; I remember what all-the singer and Composer told me. hihi..nggak ada yang tau kannn kalo gue deket dengan yang namanya dunia Penyanyi & musik".. =p. Itu looh..yg ttg Para" penyanyi2 sekarang2 iniii pada naik-daun-kayak-Ulet karena suara' mereka yang 'Baguz & musiknya menghibur' Katanyaaa... * itu yang bikin para Musisi asli+ idealis tambah nggak bisa hidup.! he..*>>>
Mas Katon did the Result-to balanced our voice'. Amiinnnn ternyata My Voice' just had a very Tiny' little mistake! haahaaaaa... ~Pitched Control pas satu high-tune,dan cuma Satu' doank! wakh-!!! but Katon said it was a very good Feeling'. jadi sayang kalo harus di-ulang. Ooohh... ternyata gitu toh..alasan pertama-nya kenapa ada 'mixer'computer buat ngepasin biar komposisi nya perfect. Tapi pd akhirnya di salah gunakan oleh para Produser TOLOL & MATA DUITAN sampe jadi ke zaman sekarang iniiiii.... >>I swear to God I did 'cursed them' Ups maaf_<< Katon told us everything; the system and how to-do it. Thus' I knew that actually mas Katon was Bloody-Hate them too.but yeh this is Life; then. *ShUt*
I thank him as well for trusting-me. (cos He said dat' he don't want me to be One of The StupidClub =}! hihihiiii... poor all of them.

That was when My Minds started to produced-things again. hhhh.... and Thats why I don't want to be a Singer' for the Year bla bla blaaaa...wah talented girl! Oh-Go to Hell You Guys.
>>No one knows that I made a Promise and Note to-my self when I was a Kid. (well except for now, Eric and my Disaszzter Famz' who Read this hahahaaa).>>>

== I; will sing and Will-be a Singer because I LOVE to showing my mood my minds my feeling by the Tones of lyrics and Songs. Not-because-of-that fucking FAME.! I do swear I love singing at Church; cos' no ones listened by the look of my face.., but because of me-worship to God and they do as well; for sure.===
>>>> Now Thats Life! Then they will have the Right to give the-Compliment.. <<<<<

------WAAAHHHH SUMMPAAAHHH LEGAAA!!!! AKHIRRNNYYAAAA.... OUCH! MY GOD! I HAVE TO DO MY SHOW IN 45-MINUTES!! YESSS...!!! WISH US LUCK-------
^v^

humming ---La La Laaa..Song---

2007-10-19T07:27:00.000+07:00

Heggh..I'm already awake this morning;while actually I just fell-asleep at 4.12_ish' !!!! Errr... plus I woke up in surprise. yuph, because I really did' feeling my own eyes suddenly just--Automatically open up! (thats one of my-weirdo'ness that I have since kiddo')--I myself dunno' why either-- ^`.^

he..I didn't realize that I was wake-up but I still download'ing some source* on my Nii-chan" >>{AhA!!--NiiChan^-^! thats her name; my Laptop =). and I just found the'name for couple-seconds ha ha; dunno, Its just shown up-cos' I just having a thought bout' this Toshiba-Notebook hwehehehee...*gebleg.. =p..*} << -------------------- Okie!! Today I'm going to go to Bangka; Katon's house (plus his sudden' studio =D). Yuris told Yuii (^=^hihii..I always make-fun of their' name! Yurisss and Yuriii..) that today we're gonna take my voice for the Song. Yuris wrote the lyrics-and then we will try to fix-'em up with many sides". Pheeww--! =) We're gonna have Fun there I'm sure! because Katon has also told me that we sing a worship song; and we go for a duet as well; so there's no reason to put any pressure.
Well I guess I can say I'm Lucky again ^-^... Last time (on our first met) mas Katon showed me some of worship-musics that he made. He told us that actually for long tome ago-he's quite shy & afraid to sing one of the song.., cos' he thought his musics//and lyrics as well was a little bit too-draMatic & artsy'.. (which is Great in the Musician's world) yea I thought of that' too =}... But- as I always saying n' writing' bfore; mas Katon-too- that people here will absolutely not easy to accept that. Cos' it's not an 'easy-listening'! too heavy too enjoy----- uh huh.. they like a super duper very easy-listening' kinda' Musics kan. Errrggh..dumb* sorry_
and the thing' that make me feel lucky, or maybe I can be proud of myself a bit' hi hi. He Asked me some questions about the music.,and gave me a little bit of' trust to speak, created, and fixed them'. =) horeeeee.........

Nggak Tau-nya ternyata mereka juga salah satu *Musisi Edan*-toh..hi hi.. pantesss.. We didn't find any difficulties" of communication'' hohohoo...

Yeaph--! Now I'm ready to have my'Own fun time!! (_other word; Sing--red_) Fiuuuhhh >>> -----God Please Stay With Me And All Today---- XOXO
"stoopidooPappa' papappararaaaph na na naaa-Lalala's song ! (^V^) "

eh..,how old am i this year bytheway???errr..19? [Gossh-..HaHa! Otak-ku pasti lagi rada' terganggu dhe.....] =p

2007-10-19T00:09:00.000+07:00

Oh.My.God.
Holy.Mary. >>> I almost got Heart-Attack by that'. <<< dear God I hope it wasn't because of my-silinder-eyes xoxo.
---------------Oh.My.God--------------[I'm sorry this time I called You twice '.']
It's Eric. Eric?..ERIC?????!!!?? wha'... ha.. Ha.HaHaHaaaa ^=^!!!! Waaaawww--
>>> I think I have seen that'kind of PoSe before.. (~.^)hmm....Wait. Was that supposed to be...hm.. OH!!! DoMiniQue's!! whoaa... Great Job to make it Tricky' Huahahahaaa!
EriC!! That was Beautiful what I've seen--THE WATERFALL-- Huhuuu.. Plus add" that Gisca's Pose Wannabe; You really Are making me Envy.......T_T huaaaaaa...hikhikhik ='{
Commonnn Ric-- It is still at Third day!! And you've been successful to make me Jealous? hieeee...MeanYouuuu T~T *sniff*
-------------RISE AND SHINE MISSY' DOMII!!!---------------- ^=^ ta-daaa
Nuh! Snap that out- he =p; hahahaa... Today's my Lovely day--
Despite all photos and poses and views ^(also my PMS days which make my mood will turn-Upside down in a sec_)^ I found myself Smiling all time;---------OH-Wait-again-----

??What The--?????-------------------------------------------My.Lord.......------------------- AAArrrrgggghhhhh!!!

>>>YouDamnYouuuuuuu >>> It's Domi-dHi !!
Huahahahaaa.. Now my happy day's complete by then ^=^ Thank God_
Ooo La La.. You did it so Well Dhi-- that's my kinda Pose too haha-- Looks like me ;but only No-Boobs there =p thats why you looked way-too thin (hihihi) <<<<

OK! back to me now =) Even thou' there was no job today (cos' I still got 2days left); actually 'the things that made me feel happy-for being-Me" is Care.
>>Today must-be a total Caring day =) >>
I spend my day with Communicating-to-others this whole day. I even communicated with my TV-Cable which usually I rarely watch them.hehe.*crazy am I, eh??*
Share some Cares' isn't always like we have to meet or touch the person. its not just about physical-contact. Talk, send some messages, exchange words, write sympathy for other, share some laughs, send the regards--That's Care too ^-^
And Fortunately I have them all. All-in-One day.! hihii.. Thats more than Enough for me. Sooo...grateful cos' I have a change to feel them all at my age now =)

One Word' that I had for Today : ANEMIA"

2007-10-18T01:30:00.000+07:00

Yaaayy--!!! ^-^! Finally I can Post this picture-of-Clouday>>> I got it last nite from Eric *but as the Network goes Down_errr_and now they're back again haha..dududuummm.. Cloud...Cloudy..CLooouuuuddd'day...You've Represented as my day-down hereee ^-^ *
Yup. Thats rite. Anemia-thats exactly a very-vewwy-berry' right word for those "ssstupid-Genetically Disease" that I had-since the day I was born. Its just Me and my-Mom who had this; apparently because we're woman & our system-of-Blood / Hemoglobin-sys' are under normal. Nuh.! They always comes Radically' it means could be in anytime//anywhere//anything.. (and when it spends the time with me- absolutely I almost couldn't do anything right., and if it startin' to be worse; all I could do is remain silent, in a rush to get-Sleep, and become Super-Sensitive I could cry/mad/Yell.!!)
Thats why I didn't write my Daily journal today_ups-yesterday-_ I started to feel better around 10 o'clock at night tadi; after that I go straight to my Laptop to do the-Left'jobs.
haaaaa...... I hate that time =(

>>>[Eriiccccc...! Sooo sorry ya you didn't find anything on my daily-journal today ='(, now you know the reason kan;..]
pheww-- I wish I had the picture of me wearing a Maid-uniform; that would be fun to Post-!! So! Today I woke up around 7am and my very first thing' that I did was returned to my Lapz, go-to read Wikipedia (I read Eva Cassidy's Biography; some article about a disease called "Mellanoma"-its a cancer anyway-; and read the Communism' for knowing the details more-hmm...Politics act nich ye..=p-)
Well, then an hour later I got up from my bed; making-the-List for myself of course. I wrote 4 List of personal maid jobs today.
1. Clean-up the Makeup desk
2. Take Out-all..goodies from Luggage immediately
3. Make-up all my Bags (which are..'terribly spread-out' haha)
4. Shoes--Shoes--Shoes--Shoessss bfore they broke!!!

>>> Ehm.. Looks easy isn't it? ;) hahaaaa... Poor me. Poor--poor Me... Today I only finished the number one-list. arrrgghh. I just realize that I have TONS of makeup kit/goodies and more and more and mooorrreee.. Gross! I found lots of 'em are useless--God! ha ha ha... ridiculous- I can't believe I used to saved them (dress'labels, trash, OH i even found ma'own haircut!!!huahaha!) That' time-I was starting to feel a bit dizzy & yucky' feelin' in my stomach.
I just Can't believe that I've been working and cleaning that desk-only and I was spending FOUR Hours to finished it!!!!!! Now Thats! What I called Virusss of Anemia.........! ^o^
-------get rest-get rest-get rest----------

*so now I'm planning to work the other 3' tomorrow. or again in the day after tomorrow. or again n' againn on the Next day after tomorrow's-morrow" wihihihihii....* =p*
------------------------------------------goin' to sleep----------------------------------------

I Play"Maid..I Sing..I Searched all-lyrics..I go to SuperMarket...I Read...aaaa...bla..bla..blaaa....

2007-10-16T18:09:00.000+07:00

Lebaran days..I'm Free for the weekend-means until the next Friday-
...aaarrrrhh...Bosannn....bored. X(|
It's been 4 days since I had my free-time (or resting-time..,or holiday//whatever//). and now i'm starting to feel bored---a bit' sich =p he he.. Maybe because I still can create my own-BusyBee"-time for days. but still... [ooh..FasHioN Gods..where are you??Come-down and Bring your Spirits immediately--]
Well; Fortunately I still have another works to do (thank God-i Love Youuu) which make me still happy facing days ^-^. hmm.. Yesterday i went to practised singing at mas Tommy's house. We planned to learn more songs for Christmas; and just-in-case if we might be-being-asked' to sing sometimes...ciiieeeh...ha ha.
Yep! Owh--! there's still one more-yesterday we had new friends to Sing!! Yiippiie... Anton; he's such a CrazySilly man same as Tommy as well!! huahaha.. we're sooo Nuts last Night =p But we sang "From This Moment On" by Shania Twain >> wow I found it so...nicely-to-sing-to' =). I mean It!! we did the duets thing, and then did Solo'>> oh My God I still can't believe I did being a Backing-Vocal which sings 'pappararrapp' note!!! and Plus-I don't really know much about Reggae'musics so I just kept-Improvisation-ing-All...time! hwaaaa...shameonmeee...hihihi

But Mom said it wasn't bad at all- it even sounds Good and brand new'- he he he..
>>Okie enough Laughing Mimi! (^-^)>> Lemme' carry on; mmmm...BusyBee'! a ha! I almost forget; since my maid-mbak As-went home for Lebaran days, we're replacing her jobs recently-oh poor us-but now I knew exactly how tough' her jobs are =D
Mbak As will be gone for a week only; the problem is, even thou' we're just Three-but! These are three homey-people; whom always workin'out everything inside the house; It means our house is veewwwy dirty everyday for sure'! Waakkh--yah... thats why, me, mom, and kakak have to do the clean-up each separately-- cos' we had our own stuffs; well well well.. so far, my Room's looked a bit' bigger now (a bit' lhooo..). Today I planned to be more focus-on the corners., but me--yeah..me-- as usual,I realized that there were still Lots n' Lots of stuffs to do for tis day (including write my blog-and-go to Supermarket_red_); so..I saved my Room-work for tomorrow aja dech..=p

>>>I'm quite satisfied about me-myself-and my faMs' today! I mean; I know More' about maid-works", and I appreciate what mbak As has done for us here. She's a bit' afraid with Kakak,but I know she cares bout' him too. (Huuffh--be super patience yaa mbak; kakak will-move-soon kok ^-^) and then; slowly after my brother has moved, I will re-cleaning' all-stuffs so that the house will be nicer [and cleaner-cos no more kakak's tools he he].
hmm.. I remember my friend told me once- its ok mimi; Everything happened for a Reason =); and yes it's true. I have a week of rest & free time, so I could use it to clean-the-house-up and chats a lot to my family. Yes we were always close from then-but although we live in the same house;me & my brother grew up fast and we had our own point of thinking and work and life and stuffs! [and my-modelling world' they've booked me for like-a whole..Day; aaiight?!] thats make us almost couldn't do the Conversations well '-'
Makannya.., bersyukurrr juga sich dikasih hari Libur =)

05.00 o'clock in the Morning!!!!

2007-10-15T03:58:00.000+07:00

My Gosh- I really cant sleep now. hahahaa. Its early in the morning now!!!!!! aaaaawwww--- Dawn-already >>and I'm listening Bjork//pagan poetry <<>>hmm. Actually; i'm still alive cos' bebiii's gonna go to Bali. Sad? No. ^-^ ha ha. he's only one day's away.. I'm just couldn't get my-eyes closed., besides i had enough sleep last night. AND!>>>well..well...well... Probably because all-things that happened the whole..day. =)

>>u-huh... I guess they're affecting-my sleepy mode.hihi. my emotions have been goin around n' around today. I can tell- Happy, Relieved, Worried, Laughing all time', down, bit of angry-ness, then Sad, plus;Afraid.- hhh.... pretty mixed-up' eh? ^^
nah! Thats Maybe what made my-resting-day won't start yet till now..huahahahaaaa...
But, i know myself,and This will not stop me from Cleaning project"tomorrow!huahahaaa...

Hmm... Knowing' life is more than 'idealism, or moneytalks only', it makes my blood turns upside-down. I remember what my Mom said to me bfore; for certain people (who has Idealsm mostly) communication is tough. I dare say Yes. gwaaahhhh... Plus i think about' our-changes of life needs-nowadays. Tough >>Tougher >>>Toughest. Pheeww== Lucky I had momz with me to teach me things. huwahhhh...

>>Best quote this day--Life's change all the time., and the best thing is; everybody change, together same like earth'..We change, and the best thing you can do is be Gratefull with everything you've got. Eplore more-workhard, and PRay.!!! ^o^ Life is all about Choices. Make your Attitude. Take the Risk. Stay in your Line. Then you'll ready to Face the World...
_Picture:>> "Back through th' Kiddie-hood" >> Agisca & Oshi >>with Eric's on beHind ^-^

OOOwwwwHH!! Agisca and Oshi Together!!!!--- Finale i geot this pict.of us!!

2007-10-15T01:37:00.000+07:00

Yumm-YuMM--soo YuMMiiiiiieeee^-^ yippiiiieee... Finally; I can find this photo! Believe me, this is the only pict. i remember That! My brother was put his hand Around Meee!! Huahahahaaaa... soooo...Happy....
and..-and---Below us...TeRererereNNKKK!!! * MOMMY!!!! * whewww...ahaa.. she's really Beyoootiifuulll at her age that time ^-^
Bet there's lots n' lots of men wanted to be her BoyFriend! ha ha! Poor All of You..My Dad's The WiNNeR yaaaak..hihihiiii..

Wondering how am I Spending the 2nd Lebaran Holi-holidayzz today?? Hmm..I can Tell! ^-^

2007-10-15T00:04:00.000+07:00

Wooow---^-^ I've been spent 'the 2nd Lebaran day' with having myself going n' going n' going to Church at9.30 (we were late for the 1st-MISA today!! no-one's awake at 6 am-haha); then I scanned some new photos from A+ (owh-I love it! Love it! Love it!!! ^o^) scanned some articles & files; and oh! My Baby-s Pictures!!! wuuuaaaahahahahaaaa-- Well, you can see 'em here =)
"mumumumuuuu--Lil'babyMiMi-- I named it.,and I found that I really really have been Stick- to my Pony^ since me' was a kiddo' hihihi... It feels like, yesss this is my real style, I just Loooovvveeee to hide myself through my-Pony".. mmm... feel so good; they're camouflage-ing all-my mood ^.^
>>Back to my day =), after finishing all files- I went to my lovely laptop' & cropped some of them (uugghhh, kakak nich--scanning nya kurang sempurnaaaa--). Yah.. cropping biasa aja sih.. Not that serious kind of Crop//or even editing' like what Eric did--hehehh..I promised i'm gonna send my baby-pict' to Vin, and it was looongg time ago before his birthday on 8th October!!! wah--Sooowwriiiie Elviinnnn ={ Hope he's not that mad; 'think' i'm gonna send them as my belated Present; maybeee??? ^o^
Nuh" just before they've done, Bebii'ss coming with sudden-call (he was near at Mosque already!!) >> bit' rush-ed, I just grabbed my jeans and then prepared to go. We went to Plaza Ex, he was starving-while me-actually i had this lil' trouble with my stomach--ugh dunno what on earth is going on with it--! Then we watched this France movie played by Audrey Tautou (I saw her first movie in'Amelie Poulin' when I was still learnt French language at CCF-Salemba). Wuaah!! the movie *Priceless* was good!! almost similar like Pretty Woman; but this is from the men side. I liked the story & the plot =), simple but not boring-simply I couldn't take my eyes off from it- I even laughed all...the time! ha ha..
after watched the movie, we went home. well, as I ever said bfore; sometimes our mood can be Flip-just in a very few sec'---- grrr..bebiii bebiiii-with all his negatif thinking'. Well my mood's tone-down a bit., but they're Okie now =)..besides I have to get rid of that-ASAP- beeeccause me and mom will have Dinner with my Uncle. He's my far-uncle though' & and not celebrating Lebaran day. But dare he's SuperDuperGood human!! ^-^ he'll be going to Macau this night; Uppss!!! it's 12.52 midnight already-he should be Gone already now cos' the flight is at 01.00 am!! hwaaaa... so late.. hihiii. *Safe trip to Macau JoN!!* oh he's name is Jon bytheway =D..
>>back again after dinner. Mom and me went home, and I still had that' Goddamn ruin-stomachaches--and! Home at Last! I continued cropping my photos done and....Write-up this Journal! ^-^

I'm okay for now..having some conversations with mom for a while (yea cos' mommie has to sleep she can't stay awake till late-night; i know) well; my mood's getting relieveee now..I'm just happy for having myself Fun-today.
Then I just decided something-!>>> Tomorrow I'm gonna get myself down to Cleaning-up My...ROOM!! wuhahahaaaaa....=p Oh myGod--enough for my dirty crappy'room-- Oh la laaa...poor RooM"iiee... she has to put all my stuffs inside her =(.. Wait for Agisca to come and wash you-up tomorrow yaa!! hiihihiiii...

Got a bit' sickness and a day off>>>Today... ='{

2007-10-13T19:55:00.002+07:00

..
Hiks..=( i'm having a pretty bad-bad day today.. I guess, its because yesterday i got 'my hiperactive mood' and took some more photos at Eric's house. (rmember the one' that i posted-down here- bfore?? hihi) I woke-up veeewwwy Late today; skipping-Breakfast and Lunch time! almost afternoon, at 02.15 pm!!! Weeewww-- never been that-late before -xoxo-
>>well I did awake and having myself felt sooo...uuggh PEGEL!! haha. my bones are crawling; i guess. =p Mommy said that its probably beecausee of mee haven't got enough rest' yet (for my hiper-active act' she meant). hmm.

Ghaaaaahhh!!! I did-Insisted-myself to open my eyes bt' more>>> Just to add THIS!!!haha

2007-10-13T01:19:00.000+07:00

Uuuuuuuu^....i'm awake-just-after saw this picture of mee--at Ric's house.! hihihii...
I guess i really am has been in a-Groovy-Playa' mood today"" =)) my God. If you see the-other pics-- weewww that'will be me-in a' 7yearOld's costume-i guess'. haha..

Well; the point is; I'm happy with all-things that "been happened today ^-^. and yess, maybe we didn't watch the video with 'the whole--Dizazzter'FaMily--cos' Maryadi & Pur went to their sweethomey* for Lebaran; plus Adhie didn't get permission from his wife and his daughter to go; i understand his reason. he's a real good worker lho.! hihi * but i still got the other; yup. the-gisca'cute-picture>was the Exact' Proof.!!ha ha...
We still watched the movie , but still FuN aswell. huehehe. serruuuu... and Eric & me got lots cute' photos..!! _promised-i'll post-'em later =)

hoaahhmm... looks like my-sleeping Angelz has just ring-me. O-oowh; i..think..i'm..goin'to...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

Its a Fun-Funny holi"Holidaaayyy....!!!!

2007-10-12T23:48:00.001+07:00

Wahahaha'... what a dayyyy... ^-^ I'm just finishing all my House-works done. (well; as i can say; my-maid's Pulang Kampung for Lebaran day which's will be held>>> tomorrow!). I spent my almost-whole' day at Eric's house today. i've promised to be there at his house earlier kann-=) besides I didn't have things to do; *wooooppsss.. I just finished drinking my Horlicks' hmmm... and gawatz!! i'm getting relieved now, and i'm very very sooorrrriiiyyy Eric.. your bats friend's gettin' sleepy now =( * tadi aku sempet kasih comment di Blogs-nya Eric; here's what i wrote:

>>>Hi hi hi.. Sooo--funny!!!! Eriiicccc...!!! I really really Fallen-in Love with that'photos we've just made!!! hahahahaaa... nggak nyangka yah ada lagiii yang bisa di jadiin wOlpeppa" !!^-^ Oh btw i love the' second- blurry-picture ' ric; gimme gimme gimmee---!! =p yepyep today's really are a Great funny day! (hmmm....yah.. Maryadi..,adhi..,mas Pur-- tak ada Rotan akar-pun jadi. Tak ada 'kalian- Photos-fun baru--pun!juga bisa Jadiiii... huahuahuaaaa.... Thanks soo much for tis day yah Eric--^o^--<<<

2007-10-11T23:48:00.000+07:00

"Alerttttt!!!!! horaaayyyy the projects has just been-postponed!!!! tomorrow we all gonna watch our ^pulau peucang-drama^ video!!!!! "
*GOVERMENT' HAS LOST!! ^U^*

Gee.. there's VIP people lookin' for trouble''----

2007-10-11T22:39:00.000+07:00

Hmm... huwahhhh.. did u notice' that' kind of look?--well Eric said that 'my half-eyes' is look liked "sadako" on Ringu. It could kill people.killer he said *dasarrr..*
>>>>
But i think i'm getting agree now. BeeCooosss, i just got news dat' tomorrow there won't be any Dizaster-family' comes to watch the-video of PulauPeucang. XXX{ errrggghhhh..
Eric & Adhi just told me that there's a very Sudden-project of photoshoot to Manado from Goverment's people. Menteri Pariwisata;they said. And if that's really is-a'-Yess; then our long-pLan of watching the Video--will be pending. Until...err..dunno'. They're gonna work there from 15th october- n' its for Six Weeks. Six weeks???!!!?? now How the HELL am I Goinnng to do in here??? back at 22th; re-arrange the schedule, and Great! Thats my-turn to be busy...ha.
Am i mad? yess. a very BIG Yess. I'm Mad with that 'Stupido-Menteri"!
15?? aren't they supposed to Think' dat it is still a Holi-Holidayyy ? ? ? Commonn' don't be too-stupid doongg pak Menteriii. It's too-soon gitu! they're gonna hav to prepare everything only in One day.--with NO-assisstant/maid/workers/apaaalah cos it's still gonna be a holiday!! duh gimana sich... *same as usual. Goverment's people. they just don't give any-damn sympathy to us who work n' work for our famz and passion. Please Get-Lost ajaa deh loo semua--*

Tapi Eric nggak mau juga sih.. good cos he's got the Power to unaccepted their decision. =) (ya kan dia fotografer-nyaa..)
Well he said i have to wait; ya... okay. I can't do anything' more kann.. (i didn't do a thing juga dr awal lhee..)
Cuma awass aja yah kalo emang jadi mereka - Fotonya.. I'll let my-killer eyes 'speaks' to 'em. hmm..maybe some 'curse..or some spell-prayer' will work............*
Let's see...

I cannot believe Today I'm Married! with My-Bed!! ^o^

2007-10-11T16:58:00.000+07:00

>>on-the-line with Yuiiii's call ^-^>>

*psstt..I'm writing this-but-still in the mid' of conversation with YuuChan lho; hihihiii...she talks lots'n'lotsss of things! =D; & that makes me have an idea!*
she tells me-about people who had just called her this day. (our clients; i meant), she tells me bout' those "unnecessary" jobs, those Lame'clients'. well, it might be usual; But here it is; the funny thing is, She founded lotz of NickName-for them. the-Fake people maksudnyaaa=p huahaha...

VIP >> Very 'Immoral' Person
VNP>> Very Nice & Normal Person

^-^ ha haa.. Yuii!! silly-youuu!! But I agree-whehehe. that would be our 'secret-call' then for the next meeting. so that people don't get wrong-plus, they don't have any-ideas to gossips our conversations.hihii.. Gottchaa"! ^-'
*okie. she's done now.gotta close my mobile-*

Well, back to my very own paradise anymore.! Hmmmm.... I thank God cos' for this day; i got my resting-day; finally.. yep. Day's getting dark now; and mii, since morning, i just stay and live at my room, my bed, with Laptop above my stomach' Gah-weird eh'? but i liked it that way. =)
Its been a looonngg time i have no-time (or days) to do it. Plus, i really have to pay my Sins to all my friends who start-to-feel-bored *i guess waitin'up for my email. hehe. I promised to write'em my news up-here through Email, since I've been gone for the last couple of months ago. x{ wekh-sowriii sowriii...
they're finished now. Then, i go-through all my browsing stuffs; Starting from opened my Wikipedia, LimeWire (i need it-i went thru'all classical & musical piano tunes,hm.. i need some Harmony touch now..=D), then i go for Lyrics+photos of course...
Nah.. Now I'm writing-up my journal; and Contemplation--soon after this. *weww I had lots of things i wanna shOut-out*..

by the way, Oh My God >>> this Eva Cassidy's song is verrryyyy COOL.,peace be with me now-Ha Ha- I can tell i'm Melting with it ^-^.But i dunno' whats the tittle of it'!!?? whoah. gotta look-for it iMMediateLy.!.! <<<

*TALKING ABOUT SOME ARTSY-THINGS..which becoming-CoMMercialll now..

2007-10-10T20:35:00.000+07:00

Recently Play: Eva Cassidy -All her album*Jazz Vintage*-

Whooa.. I keep on listening to her songs everrryysingle time! ^-^ Eva cassidy.. she has a voice like an Angel*. Believe, her album was helping me trough-all work' on last nite' hehehe.
plus; she's got a damn-gorgeous-High Note voice. wah.. i'm surprised when i heard she sings 'fever'. KeewwwL!! =)
>>Yep. Talking about that'Eva Cassidy's kind of musics; yesterday mas Katon (Bagaskara) asked me bout'it. oh and This Eve' was from him denk-=p hihihi.. Yippiii..I got 20 songs of hers!!*lots of thank you..sss from mimi's MusicAngel'to you mas Katonnn!!hi hii..* I told him that i love to hear anykind of musics. Cos' I grew up with it.=), daddy used to play his fave group 'Bee-gees' or some jazz musics. But not just only that, he's got all-BoXesss of Cassettes-then he'd played them all-compared by his Mood;wahaha.
Thats why maybe why I love Vintage things.also in musics kann..?!^.^
>>>nah. We shared bout' it last nite. Forget about the bussiness-album make-thing. Cos I find him really is an idealistics-mucician. He shared how he's been dissappointed by' people who did not appreciate Work of art anymore. *u know, Great Musics, Great lyrics, Great voices, even for the original or'fusions for kinda' musics from our country; they can't live anymore.*
--And i am sooo-agreee with that.=) they don't appreciate Art anymore. padahal itu kan hasil Pemikiran plus Creativity mereka. Not just only Musics, but Dancer, pokoknya semua yang hubungannya sama "seni-pemikiran-essence" udah ga begitu di pentingin lagi. nyebelin emang. Most-are under the influences of "Industry-tren ikut2an".
well for me; they are just under the influences of "Stupidity". Ghggaahh. Too-many POP's things. campursari, bukannya makin Unique tapi malah tolol. yah.... but I guess some of them knows that actually; but againnn we face the-reality. Money-talks. Low economic thing. Then, after they've got the money, the'influence's increased again'n'againn so they become damn-forget about their soul or their passion. Money has turn as God. The God of life.
Unfortunately; they're also become stupid. lupa sama apa sbnrnya tujuan hidup. Duniawi bgt; tapi kreatifitas, panggilan jiwa plus target achievement-nya ga keambil. ya... jadinya begini ini deh... >indonesia<>

For me, money's important.but still it's not everything. I don't wanna dropped'my self-down' only-because tonz of Moneyzzz.
The things that-meant to me is to keep exploring and do what we love to do. Balance the two of 'em. Now Thats what I call "LIFE"!
^-^

Pusing Pusing....Pusingggg..='((.. my day was all too-Sudden!!!

2007-10-10T11:58:00.000+07:00

I got stuck. shudt*. pfff.. unable to laugh as big as any other friend of mine.ha. ha ha ha. (garink kan?! hoekkh) Yesterday, my day was sooo busy. but not in case of fashion show,or photoshoot. The night before there's this 'senior fashion editor' in DEWI magz called me. she's just returned from Milan. reporting for fashion-week. Hmm, and she told me dat her friend-NOW-is waiting too see my portfolios. There at Milan Paris; which! 'that-friend-of Sari* is now working at IMG agency Milan. (OhMyGod!!). Well, bee'cause--Sari was soooo..eager on promoting-me to them (she told'em that i'm so very very talented model), that's why they are waiting-up for my CV to be sent for Milan as soon as possible. Cause; in case of chasing-for-Milan Fashion Week on February'2008', if they liked my portfolio; maybe i wuLd have the chance' to do the "Go-see" thing//audition, castings,and stuffs. makannya I need to send it IMMEDIATELY. Geezz... Padahal my-new photos & portfolios baru jadi sedikittt bgt! I plan to work-them' out at the end of this month with Eric,or if he still at USA, berarti aku fotonya kerjain sama mas Robby Agus aja dulu. (we want to do the-avant-garde' photo session).
Nah! berarti-->The problem is: *I only have a very tiny leittle time to re-fresh all my photos, and the worst is there're only couples of photos-which are new- Then i still hav'to Re-do my CV and write all the experiences i had. Weitz.., and thats! are the reason why -iii did not write this down at journal-Gituuuuu... beeecaauusseeee>>> I just finished all the-portfolios stuffs' at 5 somethin' inthemorning.,and had my eyes closed after that.Ha.
Just like what mom's said. Oh my lovely-little daughter''(ceileee..): You're just the same like mine-when I was at your age. =) ! It was like You are heading up for the final testthe very next morning. it's okie darl' it's just U-S-U-A-L. ahahahaaaaa.... *i swear my-mood was goin' up so fast that time!!! ^-^*
wah.... yep. I really am a very-BatGirl. I know i will be alive in the middle of the night >>> If! I really have something to work for. If not-yaa of course i'm going to sleep lah!
Heggghh. Why in the Hell-this only-tiny lil'case of no sleep- is being a very big problem for the others siiiiccchhh????!!!
just like what Domi-Dhi said; ^PLis deehh--AH.^

moody..mody..moody..moody.............x(|

Got news..Got plans....wooo..Lotta' things driven'up in my-Head!!!

2007-10-09T02:27:00.000+07:00

Wow..superrr.. i just realize that today (yess its t'day-its already morning now!) I'm gonna have lotta' things to work-for the very next day.
yipppiii.. my mind's replacing my body which usually,i used *myPhysics* to go for Modellin'..
hmmm..oh! ByThaWay 'o' i'm listening John Mayer"Daughters" now, soo calming ^-^ and it boosts my minds up a bit'. (hellooo eric; if you're in the middle of Reading this; yiuuukk..I almost fell asleep td; but the song woke me up-plus I wanna pee') haha. I keep shuffle-ing my Itunes drtadi., gara2 networking nya O'On. *ups; sowriiee* but its true! I mean What in the HELL is Goin'on hereeee..???Hellows for Jakartaa..Whats happening there with ur Connectionnn i keep reload-reload-reload but still its 'Lemot'. huh. Not only my network; but my Voltage at house runs unstable; and the worst--my Provider Mobilephone. GOD-please-make-peace-that war-disaster*.
aah whatever--i guess i'm just gonna listen Jazz ajha deh.

>>Regarding my homeworks today; yup. Yuiii Chan called me & she explained about Katon B. who kept-calling me but i didn't hear a thing.arrrggh. Ternyata bikin albumnya jadi!! wahhh.. yummy..hihihiiii.; he wants to tell me about the Concept-which is kinda' Duets//Featuring. album. Its a Rohani(worship) album. =) So; Mom, Yui & me 're goin' to have a meeting with him at 7 PM in his Studio. Soalnya Desember udh harus diserahin ke records company -contoh lagunya & list artis2nya.-
>>But actually before Katon the Three' of us are planning to have our Private Meeting (well i guess its gonna bee'a'funnyjokes meetings haha). Its been 2 months since Yui work with us. lotz of struggle;but fine afterall...What i love about Yuii is; she's got that eager& curiousity to learn and she did it Fast! wew.. I can't believe she's getting stylish lately ^-^, and i dare say dat' She's Pretty! heheheheee.. *Yuii jangan Ge-eR yeee..,awas luuu*
nah; we're gonna talk bout' our next planning, whats best whats worst; things I had to workin'out more..and lotta' things lah pkoknya! each of us will be held 'an idea' =)
>>Then....talkin' bout the ideas; I-too had my own job. Sari-the stylish on DEWI magz- called me @ nite'. she's just coming from Milan. and she has a friend which now Working in IMG modelling agency. Mba Sari has been promoting me again n' again in front of 'em. So they are now waiting for my CD portfolios. Its a good change! Thanks to Sari cos' she's just promoting myName there. =O.. Deadline; Wednesday- i've to send the photos to gedung Femina. huwahh.. thats mean I will be busy preparing and also editing all-portfolios for sure. nggak tidur-ya nggak tidur deh..* but what i concern about is...my height..huhuuu..will mines got the high' enough to fulfill the new standard-for catwalk modelling there?? Its getting Rough-now.the standard. 175 cm. pheww.. i'm not sure if i reach that high'... haaaaaaa....

yah.. yang penting kan nyoba-betul bukan-??*bukaannn..* haha.. (domiii!!)
makannya i asked for Eric's help.again to burn all-my photos so that i can edit'em.. =)
Huahhmmmm... I think i'm gonna close my eyes for a sec-;.. I put my alarms on>>cause I still have to write the List for our meeting'commitee " nanti, hihihi...

God; I really ammm-a-BatGirL"!!

2007-10-08T02:10:00.000+07:00

OhMiGod! I cannot believe its 02.17 already!!! whaaa... and I still alive!?! hihihi.. Just finished chit-chattin' with my-LuophLy brotherrr!!! *Who-else if thats not-ERIC!!* ghahahaaa.. We're talked about everything; from serious-till' the very Unserious- topicz as well!^-^
Wait.;I'm not gonna wrote this lho sebelumnya.; Uugggh see, i'm error-ing' lagiii... ha ha.. I guess tis' time i'm Error becuse today was Lovely-day! (I can't Believe i was Singing out loud at church!! 8 songs!)!! Whatever. The Point Is: Lotta' miracles happened today. Started from my Voice that-i haven't used-for soo looong..ago,-and its coming back!! *its beeecooss I finally found 'the Composer//Organist/musicians' yang Suitable +talented+easy to workin'songsOut for* hmm..
>I felt Confidence of myOwn td.. (proof:i danced while i sang Quando Quando Quando!!)
>All my closest colleguess are comin there at church and watched and supported and SMiLe!
>Eric--suddenly appearred and; shooted-me with his CameraVideo. Shuudt*! While I sang the part "Aku Malu..aku maluu.." things!! Whaaaakakakakakaaa...ERIC!!!-Youuu'Naughtttty-Youuuu!! didnt tell me that you wuld come and see me; it was a"Prepared Plan" surprise between Eric and Momz. Awas ya kalian.! hihiiii
>Mas Katon Bagaskara juga said Out Loud- kalau dia mau bikin album Rohani; and he wants me to do Duets with him..; Duets??? wooow mauuuu!!! MyGod terharuuu.. =p
>I did it too--Berhasil menarik para Romo buat joged when i sang the final song; KOPI DANGDUT'
Wuahhh pokoknya I feel alive today =)); one reason that will always be the first to me-is "The time when I saw the audiences faces Smile/laugh/enjoy/sing"!!hihihiii..

I always see Singing is one of art work as well.,and for me its an other way-to express myMood.--usually I used to Humming by myself at room, or bathroom he he-- Ouuww still need lots of fixing-things; cos i never trained my voice even thou' i've known dat' mine's SopraN-1" gituuu.. Thank God for helped me.. ^-^
Yah, tapi ada juga yang rada" menurunkan my-point-ofGoodMood. Guess--
yup! as usual..; The Crowd.
Giiilllaaaaa yaaaa Rame buangett sih hari iniii???!!! I went to two Mall for watching movie and buy some books//magz. Huuuhhh.. They left-me got my Headache again. x(|
males banget sich-- everyone's out today; cos its Sunday and after Fasting plus its the last week of Puasa". Drop-Dead-crowded-people there.

Humm.. well; after all- me and mas Tommy (the Composer) are planning to go for mooorrree practise on Lebaran Day--cos its cool; nobody's interupting and me? No Jobz for Sure ^o^!hoho.. We planned bout' preparing for Christmas;singing couples of songs and More Concern to sing Ave Maria. mmm...yummy.. can't wait to do. Well...well.. all that happens today makes me fell more gratefull-being human.Mimii maksudnya.; hehee..I DO-being myself today. Totally enjoying myself.
Then it makes me Remember once my Mom said; 'when you got the Talents in you; whoaa its gonna be complicated. but you have to learn to manage-'em;cos they're goin tobe ur way-of-moodExpression-and accompany you, or even could Lead you to find your passion or/profession'
Hmm.... It is true..--I guess.. ^-^

Geezz..What a 'day..' x((

2007-10-06T02:48:00.000+07:00

hmm..Yep. my-mood today was--Unstable. ugggh. 3 jobs this day; >Photo cover DEWI >Show @ gallery Kemang Hadiprana. *actually it wasn't show like that; but i was "represented as Nyai dasima" walking into the gallery with her insecure feelings expression.., walkin'n walkin'n walkin' until she sit down on chair waiting for the painter-asked in pretend' whether "her Picture" is already done or what. Then there's this waiter let me had some 'sneak-a-peek' to the Big canvas; which was apparently-is-the Paint of Nyai Dasima a.k.a myself.,then my expression was changed Happy beecooos of that; turn facing the audiences, then i had to took Mrs.Fauzi Bowo's (wife of-our recent governor)hand,to open the painting together* =)
hihihii.. pretty funny.. The makeup was so vewy vewy successful-turned me into Nyai Dasima's look. ^-^ Wew =o !! I'm helping tante Josephine Budhisurya-sister of Agnes Budhisurya,whose the designer that i'm always catwalk-ing as well. The Family (budhisurya) have known me for long time since I started modelling. thats why tante wants me to played the Role--she said my face is really looked same like Nyai. he he..Luckily..I've got this Mix-face since I was born =p >> China+bit'of'Japan+ and JaWa the most!! hakhakhak.. ya iyalaahhh... Jadi maksudnya when they do-the-makeup-on-me, it is works! it changes my look-of-face. Looks like Verrryyy...Indonesia ^-^ huahahahaa..
Well; back to Nyai Dasima look. The hairdresser put and covered my hair with all-Jasmine flower. Believe me. I was sooooo--Freshly Smelly! hahaaa..but unfortunately I was never could stand along time with anykind of strong perfume.Anemia I've become. Bleehhh.. x((
after the shw; I just realize that I reeeaaallly am tired. I feel bloated-cause' of the jasmines; which is very heavy and smelly plus ontopof my head.huhuuu.. hiks..

Ditambah; masih hrs ke Lamoda. do you kno? --I feel some of the modelling friends are act weird this recent days. Not to me.to everybody;include me.Its just-.. they are too curious bout other-lifes bussiness.
well, we live in a 'fake 'n' fame people and atmosphere'.. They're just wanted to know anything. Life's all bout' intrigue"_ cruel, one kill'other one-by gossiping; grouping; and faking. gosshh! its just make me feel-more *Yuck* for them. So for my last rehearsal suddenly only One-Time runthru' hehehe... we want to go hoooommmmeeee... I just hope tommorrow there will be no 'Bete-Bete' things to face;..
Huaahhhmmmm..wew; 4.14 in the morning -dawn actually- hoahhhhmmm I think i'm gonna sleep now; take some rest---(i'm more concern about "singing day-at churh) this sunday..

whoaa..Eric duh i'm so very berry sowriie cos tis recent days I Could't even 'pop' my head at YM.. =(( i still had my sick-but i'll try go to there..

aawww!! I saw this from web-- one of our Work so sweeettt...

2007-10-04T03:54:00.000+07:00

Artist's Comments:Portrait of Dominique Agisca Diyose.
Another snap of Dominique again..!! Took this during our trip at Tanjung Lesung - Ujung Kulon last week.
Enjoy it! Cheers!---
*Dedicated this picture to my one and only sparkling little angel, Dominique!!.-.-. (I guess this is the only cure to my Gisca-flu eh? hehehe. "Ganbatte for us!! For our BestofBATS!!")
.Spark, My Angel

'looking' back thru' days...

2007-10-03T14:10:00.000+07:00

Hmm., each time I see-this picture of me'kesakitan' nahan perih-- Ouch! see?? *thanks to Yuiii-chan" who had taken this pic.of meee..the-oh-so-poor-Mimiii* awasss yaah; i didin't notice when she did that. bwueee.. =x
Geezz.. My face! hahaha... It's been a week since the'Incident'...hmm.. parah ya.. well, all i can say n' say'n'says are just Thanks God-you still love me and my family.
Not much know' dat--actually we were this*close to death*_sorry;_ hihi.
of course we are! dengan si'Ombak yang tingginya ternyata 3 Meter diatas kita!! plus I was threw from the boat; I fell down-exactly at my Tailbone. X( Shock? yes, afraid of boneCrackin'?? Of course. I was so petrified that time. Mom was fall down aswell;but luckily she's Okie.. Thank God againnn.. The Wave-made the 'KacaPelindungSetir' Broke.!! and that was the time when I had my tears-down aswell. Truly hurt i couldnt stand the pain-hikhiikk...
But this is life then-=) once we Happy that'time-its as simple as flipped ur hand; & turn to be Very Sad. ehmmm..(sok wise niiieeyyy Domiii ^-^ hahaha)

2007-10-02T11:54:00.000+07:00

hohoho..Did you kno' where this picture has been taken at?? ini- inich yaaa.. di atas POHON KIARA namanya!! hahaha... Promise i'll show you the bigger size of the tree later okie? hihihiii.. It was actually bukan natang pohon; tapi itu Roots-nya!! Akarnya loch--hwaaa... I can say this is one-of-the greatest creature from God. ^-^
Akar2nya tinggi buangettth..plus, its Strong! real-strong.hebat yaaa...

well, i climbed that'roots' easily! hahaha.. Oom Hani (eric's uncle) said dat me; I-must be veewwy naughty when i was little kiddo' eheheheee.. =p Yup! damn-right om.! Mimi's soooo-naughty at that time; manjat pohon sana sini dan nggak mau turun sebelum Fall-down or " I met thru'eyes with Snake/worm n familiiii!! hiiiiiyyyy.... brrrr... pasti langsung konsentrasi pecah, unbalanced, and then i fell down to Ground till' i cried out loud. *x'((* hihihiii.. Funny to remember that; didn't expect dat it was verrrry Usefull for photofashion! hahahaa..
Nb: ini-nich! this picture-and my expression was still Cool enough, beecooosss it was before we got the 'accident' and me; still only had a scratches on my knee; Makannya masih asik asik ajhaaa,..hihihiiii..^-^

*Called' It as 'Mine`JournaL'*