----What..a...."wavy (up n down-*ekkk*) Life......^-^----

...Fiiuuhh... Yeah; 'what a' real....Life it is!!! ^.^ ha ha. For how long it's been since then* (the day I left my daily-journalzzz"..Aha! it was 30 minutes before the Fashion show start!-I was in hurry that' time-)... Yuph! Been 3 days;then..=)

>>> Phew; it's been entirely "whole..tiring' days! hik.. They got me in some busy-busy-days..., Workin' out with my minds-up; and the greatest of 'em all....-My Mobile-ing time...!! AAAAA......
It is true what the-Oldies'' people said about Living the life-up. hi hi.. ups* I mean; 'The more we grew-up, The more problems we had' ^^ yeap. True. Weww... Let's see some of them' on my-version' ha. >>>

These are just some of them' loch yaa! 'I'm not gonna write 'em all,tough. he he..*MaLuuu*.
Starting from my-Car! huhuuu T_T...so sad.. My car-it's been 5 years since he" accompanied us from back then till' the working progress. Hmm... and..yes he's now gettin' old (bwahahaa..), car-service' said to us that; It is an automatic-set up' for all.. European cars. Especially for ^matic' drive^,Peugeot. Hik.. unfortunately he couldn't made everything work-anymore;..so... yeah..It has to be replaced' (Noooo....=('')
Quiet-difficult for me tough; cos' it's been with us since my very first 'Modeling-period'. But what more could we do?? So! It's been tiring-days without my-car, while the Jobs' are awaited still. Huaaaa.... DiLLeMa'.... hik hik hik... hi hi.. Thank God it's pretty cool' now.. Still No-New car but; yeah; helps are around us.. (that's why I keep on saying Thank God he he..)
Ah! and then; there's more. -One only^-^-
It's some' process of me--preparing myself to be a real"independent human now. Mom's having more...social activities and manage-act' now; Plus! She's getting Older! huahahaaa... So these are the days where mom and my brother' and me' for sure- get our self on Learning process. Upgrade-all babies' mood- it's what mom said. ^-^ and yes--I am learning. hi hi..

Uph! That's all-for tonight's News; =D I gotta get my-sleep'; tomorrow's at 06.00 am!!! wah- Terrific. rehearse from that' very morning??! huaaahhhmmm.... *feel sleepy for sure..*
Okie.. Batz-Girl's sending off now...!!! see ya! ^.^

"Declared-on the Gossip; and entering a...'Cheesy' theatrical show... T_T hufff...

Eww..! I'm about to starting the show! what?? Cheesy show it is. *sorry..* well..
It's actually one of the show with a twist-of a theatrical show today. (pssst; i'm at Four Season hotel now!)
---Kinda' Launch-show. Ironically; we all..(models) have to wait for 12 hours work for the show! God. and basically we've done nothing!!! errggh.. I hate when I have to face-one-time like' this. pheww... luckily there 're lots of models here. So i could share some thoughts and laugh' with them. ha ha. We're just gonna laugh out loud about' it. Common..., we have to do some 'silly drama' dance!!

So Very..Very... Loooonnnnngg.... My Fruendtz..!!!! T_T

"Uh-Huh".. Yeap. This...was... while I was doing a fashion show for Anne Avantie' at Semarang! ^yesterday kakak' Arik sent one of this photos thru' email..^^' hihii... Thanks a lot kak..!!
(well, despite the truth-that most of my Bridal//Kebaya show; are always being Couple with him! ha ha... *stage-hubby'!!! =p*)

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Oke.. Okieee!!! done for that. Owh my... God. It's been too-long' since I was writing this Daily News-here. Pheewww...." I guess I should say that since then; my-very Important Job' has becoming so...damn-busy! ha.. Well... I am now-getting confused, tough. ^-^'.. Dunno' how to explain all., but, anyways..; and After all--> since Bali' and stuffs catch-up, I've been learn so...much things. "well, too-much I guess.he he.. It's complicated. It's tough. It's Pain & hurt much-as well. But it's also Lovely...=)

Hmm... How am I goin to-start ya?!?.. eh hehehe..
But One-Thing that made my self proud', about my mommy.., my self^^, Yui-Chan as my manager as well- was " The connection; Relationship-between us all. and believe me; after those 3 weeks (I guess-), I feel like I'm getting more mature; and slowly got myself in a Cool-attitude /plus!/point of view to Think; and made a Decision."
>>> besides; these busy-bee' days were suddenly took me & put me on a different responsibility-tough. I am Preparing all my schedule-and stuffs by Myself!! he he he... Yiipppiii---I'm happy cos' although sometimes I made some mistakes; which mostly because of my-Emo' =p; but everything goes well again.. and fixed-up! ^o^
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> I Learned bout' how Experiences-are the best Power" if you want to looked-Professional.
> How to Manage things' by myself- but still, being compromised with others.
> Learned to Focused-on my Priority' during work-time'. Don't get involved" too-much., cos' everybody got their own 'duty'.
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See? That's exactly why now I kinda' feel some changes in me' ^^
well..I'm at Semarang (show Ave Bridal) and I have to go back to Jakarta in 5 hours-to-go... hi hi... wish Mimi luck today!!

:work..work.. Hwaaa... Time- for another Busy-Bee" days..!!! =D:
Oh-Ya!! Mii's got Sick loch... heuuuu.. hik. but I hope it won't get worse.... *I do- shooo-ing'* all time =(
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THT problem.. Been a long time too; since a long-days ago the 'disease' came and greet me--^-^

WoW! -KeewwwL'...I Just Wake Up without ALARM! Automatically-awake - ^-^'

*phew..! >> I really like this cover album-sheet' =). Looked vewy- Cool, aight?!* <<
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>>>Eh- I just received the Latest- news from my Mom from Bali. She said it's Beautiful there!!! wuaaahh... ^The Church -was she meant-^ --mm..and its near to the Beach! =)) .. so she'll gonna update me more news from Bali; well; she has to put-off the phone cause she needs to get-shower! ha ha ha..MOM!! >>>

And... yesss. (regarding to my-title ^^) I just woke up with-NO-alarm! hwoooh... *padahal' I planned to get-up at 9 am or some'..; but I forgot to set my-alarm before*.. hihi.. lets say it's my Lucky day; "means I'm not gonna be late for my Fitting-schedule at 11 am, tough-" ^-^'
------> Okie! First thing I did rite-after wake up was; 'Sms-ing' mbak Ass---he he.. I asked her to help-bring me 1 bottle (yep-one-b-o-t-t-l-e) of Mineral water'! and of course : Milk. but this time, my 'glass of milk isn't that usual-Big size of glass' anymore..=( hik.. what can I do..? I'm still suffering from my-bad bad disease will be- sich..* (still i'm not gonna write that down ^^'). Hm.. I've drank my-1-glass of water now. It's Time to get my Shower too! well at least I still can do things up-by myself aight'! ha ha...

Heavy day (+night!) last and Today's-Night--- =((

====Phfffuuuhhh..!! oouuu... =( what could I say more ya...?? it's been such a long-heavy day" since yesterday. *ouch-but NO-Only Me--Eric's too! wach he's been suffering on 'fever'! hoaa... he told me so-*
} well mine 's just a bit complicated actually... It' had me worried" and then (yep!) got me my-Anemia. huuhh... hik hik... been such-a headache since the very' morning I woke-up. T_T. Oh---->> Moms go to Bali this' afternoon; (she's there now =D). and.....it means I'm working-out the rest- myself' hehehe... but it's Zero, tough.^^' Me and Yui-chan will catchup" after all.. =p ---But again; I still have to fix things up, and preparing for a couple-songs to-sing there at bali (oh noooo...?!?). >> It is from Civita, the reason we go there is to 'spead the neeewwwss' to youth-people there (focused on Catholics & Christians first). There I'm going to meet all 'Pope' too ^=^.. hmm.. but after all; mommy's gonna *update me first to discuss what to' bring and stuffs as well... Me & Yui will go on Saturday Night, at 18.50 pm. Ha!

===| Oh!! and also; after I go back to Jakarta; I'm gonna go to kak' Ila's Wedding @ Kinara-Rest' on Kemang. (I've promise her I'm gonna be there at her Wed' Anniversary-rite after I reached Jakarta,hihihi..)
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>Oh My God!! I really have to sleep!!! catching-up" tomorrow!!! Hosh...<

Uh...shud't* (??...what can I say? hufff'... Eric's Funny-story.., massage.., couples of 'Worrying//bad'a'bit'-news..; what else???)-

• >>>"Sarah Mclachlan'>>>'all Songs"
• >>>"Eva Cassidy'>>> Somewhere Over The Rainbow"
• >>>"Nouvelle Vague'>>> Dancing With Myself "
• Currently: "Blue -sarah mclachlan- (A Tribute to Joni Mitchell)"

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hmm.. Eva Cassidy.. I always love "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" -whoever the singer' is; I will always paid my attention to it. The song is so...inspiring. Very touchy.., and ever since I heard Eva sang this 'song', mmm.... as if we could feel there's a Hope in its' lyrics. Rhyme.*.. >>>well at least she's accompanying me (I replaying the song' again and againnn) while I had my rest-day..today. Ha! Yepp--Rest; Ahahaa.. actually since last night (Ups-yesterday nite'-already); I had this 'Unwell' kind of feeling on my body. It feels not so delicious' *hwiieee..*
! In short; I was 'Gone right after I reached on my bed last nite' ^^. I just fell asleep (surprisingly- i still had my tiny lil' energy to typed my messages to my friends & had one' short phonecall'!! ~/hm...lets see...They were..^Eric, Sunny, Vin..,& Bebbii^! )
===I remember nothing after that'..^^. Then I woke up at 8.45 in the morning, which was a bit' odd for me cos' usually when I had my sleeping-time earlier; I'd always wake up early too-the next morning. !uh-huh. Exactly that's mean I feel unwell for the day! =p===
I spent my day having my-conversation with Yuiii^^ whoaa I lend her my Dorama-Japan"s dvds; I knew she'd like to watch pop-romantic stories" hi hi hi...^-^! -we had our Re-schedule date as well; & yeah as usual, there' re new-jobs.., postponed 'job, reschedule earlier..and stuffs..bla..blaa..blaaa..* We waited for momz to came home n' then after she's joining us, we chatted more (well of course more concerned' in jobs). ---I guess we're finished at about' 3 pm -upwards- then I sent my self-off,soon after Yui was ready to go home^^. And I had my eyes laid-on-my book. he... *soon I realized that I haven't had my Lunch!! oh my... naughty-me..=p
>But I finally had my 'Kaldu Iga Sapi' kok..^^ Ouuwwh so-yummy!!< =========================================================== >>> Now-Playing:"River" by -Sarah Mclachlan; Joni Mithell & James Taylor>>>

And....... at 9 pm I just had my- massage- time! =) I don't really like massage too much unless I really have to.. still it related to my job, tough.. ^.^.
I was chatting-up" with my batz'brother before it. He sent me the New-"KiKKuuuu-sound" which already had an upgrade =D! it became short bit' hey' it really gets more..Cute!! ^^^^ aaaaawwwwweee!! huahahaaa... Love it! Oh! Eric told me 'one story bout' something-related to my 'kikkuu' voice- at his school. when he & his friends were doing a rehearsal for 'Republik Bagong'. Top-secret aaiight' Ric??!! huahahaaa..
it was sooo....Funny! I couldn't help myself not to laugh-but- o ow..hi hi hi... (looks like I had a' demand; isn't it Ric?! hee..)
>>well, no-longer than that I was in my massaging-time. and I have 'this tiny bad-news. (I choose to keep it as my mystery..*) well maybe it's not that' bad; but, 'kinda' worrying-me. *take-a deep breath*..

Next I received a message frm Eric; and he told me He was on massage-also!! ha ha.. YouuuSillyyyouuu!!^=^. we didn't do our IM-ing anymore-cos' his CODIPRON' med- has had him successfully-fallen Asleep!! Yiipppiiiiieee!!! FiNaLeee'.... something got my Luphly brooo' down & sleep earlier!!! hi hi hi.. I'm so vewy vewy Happy loh..I meant it! ^-^!!

=====hwelll... Finally; I re-connect-ed my network, re-read my sources...and, fixing some of details I gotta know... and they' do leave me in such a thinker' mood againnn!! aarrrggghhh.!
but I gotta rest-now.; promised' tomorrow I'll get my solutions update^. Okie-dokie..- Mimi's sending off now- see...me! (!?Me??..ha ha..)=====

---Matta-nee^-^!

Wew--^ Tons of Sources's on mind-driver has just CoMeeeee-----^!!!

• >>>" Pink Martini's Album >> all!"
• >>>" Ella Fitzgerald's songs"
• >>>" Pilot's!! ELO-1970s- >> Oh oh It's Magic-"

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^-^ Fully---Minds' drive... (and I'm carrying them -on Till' this morning! -wekh-)

==Hwellll^^' I guess my tittle has tell everything.. he.. Yup..! I'm heading-up with so..much things inside my head since yesterday--! aha ha.. Good Mind's processing..^.^==

• >> playing >>>" KT Tunstall's new album-all-"
• >>>" Bobby McFerrin -Bang!-Zoom-"

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Uh-huh.. I'm still listening to-them' rite now., I like KT; tough--she's cool, plus; she made a Note-on her own character'-- and..... Bobby McFerrin! hi hi.. Finally I found him on my download-search list yesterday ^^, cause each time I get myself to browse, I gotta know' which- genres are-they-on' =) [well, he's an acapella-jazz musicians]. He used mouth or acoustic-guitar or anykinda''things to used as a player. ha ha.. which is good on his result! ^-^

And.... There's still one other tune which 'Vewiie..vewwwy interestink'!!' Nobody could reach the'song' unless they wonna' pay me first! huahahaaaa... *EviL-!*

• >>>" Lil' Bat' sisss..hummin!* -Kikkkuuuu-chan OST-"

oh Noooooo...... It's Mine! huhuhihihahaa.. Eric did that' to his Lil' sista'! errr.. But I was satisfied enough^^' cos Mommie at First/ didn't even realized that it really is My-Voice out-there..!!! ha ha ha... =)) I keep-on yelling the *kikkuuu- kikkkkkuuuu...hihiii.. kikkuu-- 'KiKKuuuu!!'
[lah... emang dasar..cah' gemblung..-^^]
------HaH.. at last..,I keep on searching and reading 'Music's History' on my WiKiiii-net.! Plus; I read on my Vogue-Aussie bout' some feature articles which said the Great-Great-Bizarre- top of my mind's topic as well; *Controversial of the real' Haute`Couture // Glamour- back then & now since the 'Father of Haute`Couture dress; Christian Dior'* >>and>> *The A List- How are these 'Riches'sss' celebrity [read: Kiddo'] handle their life with the 'understanding' to value on Money. Evolution of the last Aristocrats became the Aristokids; [read: we love Paris Hilton's -rules..!]

ha.. gotcha'.. The article was saying all the very honest-thing* about that' United state's Celebrities there... ^-^ . Oooh laa laaaa.. It was so Good to read it! =p

OhMiGod >> Look at this; Another Disaster Comes-Up. Agaiiinnn???!!

~~what the-Hell had happened to this world; actually.!?! huaahh- each day; the disaster keep on coming through; and even get worseee!!!!~~

---see these all gone-back to us; after all. We started it all; rite??---

clipped from en.wikipedia.org Hurricane Noel was the deadliest Atlantic hurricane of the 2007 Atlantic hurricane season. The fourteenth named storm and fifth hurricane of the season, Noel developed on October 27 from the interaction between a tropical wave and an upper-level low in the north-central Caribbean Sea. It strengthened to winds of 60 mph (95 km/h) before making landfall on western Haiti and the north coast of eastern Cuba. It turned northward, and on November 1 it attained hurricane status. The hurricane accelerated northeastward after crossing the Bahamas, and on November 2 it became an extratropical cyclone. The storm has caused at least 129 deaths along its path, primarily in Hispaniola, due to flooding and mudslides.

My -Job's Virusss were Come-outta' Day--- T_T--- huuu..eerrrr..

Hufff--Regarding on my Last-day's Journal; the part when I said 'I did my job-well-, and part' on saying-Happy day"on work" ^-^--
they--too--are one part"of my reason why I didn't write mine-journale Yesterday!* =) ha !
===well; it seems like everyone around me -yesterday- have had a BeYooutiFuL" day and even Night..! ^^ kemarin yang pas acara Konsernya Beyonce' ituuu lhooo.. Wew; I read my bat'zBro" Daily-News" last nite; and I can surely tell-myself that He Sounds Vewie-vewwiee' Happy...!! ^.^ (yaaaeeeiiyy---hepi hepppiiii for you too Kikku-chan; seru plus kewLennn fotonya!!). Uh-huh. That was them. But not for me, tough'. ^Weeeellllll..., Just like I was saying before; Life's not as-easy or simple or settle-as we could Imagine. =) ha haa. Apparently yesterday I had the 'Second-day' Photoshoot-day with DEWI Magazine*. I mean I did the session for Dewi Magz twice; both of them are for Fashion-Pages (article); but one for The-Wedding' session, with mbak Sari as stylist; & the Other one's for Couture' session with Elvara as the other stylist. It is usual for fashion&lifestyle magazines to have 'more than one' stylist..(Ya iyaaaLaaah Mimiii--kan halaman fashion gak cuma satoe doank"!! errr..) ^^!===

~~~Okie. 'pissed-off' things coming; anything could happen; and... my turn was it'. >>> started from the very' morning lho*...^^ hihihi. ehm.., This 'stylist' is famously known to all models as a person' who like to pretend herself-Exclusive fash-editor. I don't want to mention her background or//any kinda' sources; & besides I don't wanna know either sich..=) *except her name cos' I've written it =p*. Yep. The days before, she booked me for photo shoot in 'sudden". Luckily; I still have time. Nah; I've to standby at 08.30 am. Then we waited for her to come. We're expecting for Make-up Team-Hair stylist, but none of them were there. *rencana fotonya kita ber-lima*. wow..Great..., I thought it was my-mistake' for being too-diligence'. Padahal jelas^ banget dia telp sampai 2 kali konfirmasi. God!! rrrrggh..; ^0^ >>> Ini dia nich yang sometimes make me feel *sick of my own country. This is all just a common' mentally-disease of lots of us.<<< -> Make up artists' team arrived at 10.10-ish'- which was almost 2 hours Late.
-> at least there're makeup'art. Then the stylist arrived for about 30 minutes later. (bringing the concept of our Make-up)
-> Then she just told us about the Location; which! was really surprised-us.and. it is far.
-> She started to feel worry, cos time has shown 12.20 already. *and....! for the Memo's Sake; her reason was: DON'T BE LATE FINISHING THE SESS-, CAUSE' SHE HAS TO GO TO BEYONCE'S CONCERT AT 7 PM!!! --well..at least we'll finish earlier^^, thx Beyonce`!he^^--
-> Tempatnya di Lebak Bulus; Jauhnyaaa... Traffic pula; and the Place was Damn-Hot! Hhuffff... sabarrrr....sabarrr....
-> The worst of all is: "Unprofessional and very ineffective". We (models) still have to wait for the crew' to setting-up the props'. Plus! Againnn..we have to wait for a ^Gun-Smoke^ machine. Ha Ha Ha... What a perfect Day--=p--

*Fashion'Black'Notes. Tell me; how the hell-are we going to manage' our Expression? `Besides; among all models, Mine was the winner for the day. Fully glitter, fake-Long&Creepy-nail, details w/ swarovski stick-on my eyebrow bone until my eyelid. oh my.. the glitters keep-on fall into my eyes =(`
The only thing-I remember did was, stay silence. haahh.. My nails were keeping me off-my-mobile. No longer than dat", a heavy-Rains came-up. ^yakh! bagusss..semakin lembab peLiket-lah kau' Nak..^
*whew.. Thank God it didn't affecting my expression at all. I dunno why but I can only save my Energy for the photo-session that day. Otherwise I'm sure I was fulfill-with my tears by then..*
***I still had one meeting after the photo-sess'; and after the First session' of meeting, I was very sure that I'm not going to pass' the Next-Topics". And It was Happened ! ha ha ha... ^-^..!!! ***

KiiiKKuuuuu--!! Hieeey.. I did my job-well..I did my notes+scratchy'write-well... I did my own*newspages*-well....and.. I did my Mood--well...today!!!

^-^!! yup yup yup yup yup!!!! hihihiiii.. I called' my day today as "well"; mm.. why not Good day'? /or Happiii'-day??---> eheee... Simply it's because I haven't passed' this Whole-day for 24 hours Laaah... =p ha ha... It's still 08.35 pm ; and I still have many things to work-for (including get-myself Online to chat' with Lauraaa) hihii.. she's one of my mate' model ^^

O..la laa... Momz woke me up this morning (I thought I was so late or what' but then.....)-just to telling' me that I appeared on DEWI Magazine* today! huhahaaa.. funny. I didn't realized that it was being Published-since today ^^
whoooaa Me and Karenina were on the Pose! hi hii..

(eeeh..it's not that' DEWI cover loh ya., its mine-file'!)



>>> Truly the Cover was GOOD! i'm not trying to be a 'narcist' lhooo.. But it was really cool; I dare say. It was bright white--clean, with our Medium-pose" back then I remembered. =p <<< ~Tricky" ^^, if people see the ' Angelic-faces' Line-up there; or people would mostly say -that's Beautiful! //owh, or even Pretty... ; Thanks Guys! But If I Tell Ya'll-- about what was Exactly happened there-- "0"-- aaaaaaaaggghh... Lots of energy+ hard-work there'! huahahaaa... ~~???~~
Ridiculous! uh-huh.. Yeaph-- hihihiii I keep on laughing' niiich..=D.. Well actually that was,
==>> We were doin' the Very Weirdo' Pose ever!!! >> Karenina and Me; we've to stick' together like a Lover, Nina has to laid her head to my back; while Me have to tried to put mine"- above her head;gitu.. And the silly' thing is => Cos' I'm a bit taller than Nina; so I have to Lower my-knee as short as I could reached!!! ^=^! OhMiGod-- Me and Nina was just keepin' the giggles' out together-- hihihiii... LuTuuuu...
>the gross' and Yucky' thing is that, Our position, as if we're doing a steady-get-set" to *poop*! EEEEWWWW!! hahahahaaa<

^ And... today I had a Photosession againnn in Femina-Building studio; DEWI magz- in "Fashion-Pages" with Sari. (different stylish today) We did a 'Wedding-photoshoot' for special wedding edition. Hmm.. Yummy. and I did it with Laura and Sigi! wuaah.. seruu. Sigi has done first; and the rest-was just Me and Lau'Lauuu to go =). We're on the same age; and..not much differences we could almost found, that's why in Modeling; she's one of my mates for sure..together with Renata' too ^^, Ouuuuuwwh! We're also make plan to meet up on Saturday =). [well..that's the only day we have' so far] he he...

Okie then!! Gonna run for the next thing-up-now! catch this' later...

PHoto'Flash--Beauty Page" aaannd...I'mmm all...bee'Coming--a Shanghai Baby!!! =D

Yep..Yeph..!! I really am...aaa Shanghai-Noon" baby girl!! huahahaa... -weird; eh..??!-
(How coMe? How coMe??!) >>> Well; Bee'Cauuussseee... I had a photoshoot for Rias Magazine' this- morning.^-^! It was for a Beauty-Pages. <<< =((..huu.. hiks... Pity'.., cos' I forgot to bring my Camera-there..hik.. Too-bad No-Proof for it...... T_T..

Yuppphh!!! Just had my shower- done now!. and..Owh!!--Almost forgot. Last nite; i had my 'Lambung-system' screwed anymore.hhh.. It was all in Sudden' and just like usual; I just stopped-all my things (suddenly as well), then I forced my eyes to remain-closed..I stopped & sleep like a 'Statue-Pose' hegh.. --*It's always been like that- there's nothing I can do If the Ache' start to surprise-me..,sooo..the best I culd' do is just find a place//or room to sleep; while I left-all things-remain still. huff..;Pretty scary eh..??..

Huaaaffff!!!!... well th'Point is A-m-i-e-n Cos' I woke up freshly-on my bed! 'although my laptop-my books-my music-even my snacks" are still Laying-everywhereee... hi hi hi... =p. Then I had my shower and ready to go to Sugi Salon!
~~But the Bizzare'missing thing' is; I didn't kno that this Photo Session was already booked-n' re-booked n' re-booked again and again and againnn.. Ouwh...=(.. so sowriie mas Sony-- I really couldn't find a day before..heuuu.. So I just knew that this was a DeadLine-Act" photo sess!!!! huahahaha...~~

It's Browsing and Source-innn' and Exchanging and Reading and ReSource n' again n' again' againnn..=)

A-Ha!-- wooh.. today my sense-of Sick'iess weather works well.. =). After suffered from my- cold-sweat plus 'Sore-fully bloath' stomach ache- Last night; I woke up with things in my head. plus-One of those things that keeps *tinkle-ing* in my head is 'some musical-Piano tune by classic pianists.^-^. hihi.. but it's good.. Would be Lovely-to listen for_
>>So! hari ini bener benerrrrr all about Searchinnn searchinnng for Classical-things*<< (at least they'd help me ignoring' my dizzy' headict" today ~) Eric called me;I'm sure he was inthemiddle of Lunchie' school time ^.^. He gave me Homework- d'oh.. You give me a hard headict--haha. Its hard for me to choose some of the photos; while although ~if it refers to me, Surely I'm gonna put all my Photos (only) there at Gallery!! huahahhaaa...~ Nope. Just kidding denk-Ric..=p; I'll let you kno' soon as possible" hihi.

Hosh.! Okie! ^=^ going to runnin' mine-business agaiinnn now..; catch-up *Minezz'Journalllaagaiinn* A.S.A.P
Matta-Nee!! ^-^

Disbelief : from what I've Seen Today ^o^

Huhuuu...dududuu.. Mimi's Homeee'Lready now =)!

>> My God-- oh-I have to tuning' mySong which related to this'! hihiii.. <<

"Something's Missing--John Mayer" ^=^

----Ohohohoo॥ Yepp। First time when I arrived at CIVITA -camp-; I thought it (the view) was like okay, what would it be Like?? >>> and yess; Me and Momz drived thru'.. all those 'Earthy"becekk" Roads. It was lots of turns. Well; we went there startin' from 08.45 am-- through...some kinda' traffic. pff.. biasa.. Jakarta. Civita's location is in Cipayung; Which is " Far-Far'awaaayyy.. from my Auntie's house. T_T. huaaa...----


Well! We arrived to a Gate there's some "CIVITA" name-on it. and... After a few minutes momz chat' with mas Eddy. Then he asked us to see all-view. OhMyGod; I didn't even know// I'm sure The Others in Jakarta are haven't been here. Beeyootiifuull... Gila!! Luas keseluruhannya 3-hektar!! hahahaa.. Before; this camp was quite active--but only for 'Retret".Whooaa.. No worries, this was a real nature & safety place, there's this Big Trees; Almost like *Kebun Raya Bogor*>>MINI.. hihihihii
(I had some 'tiny bit' of 'em..*; and waaahh Eric! We've got something to explore more down-there ^-^)..
>>> umm.. after we've finished Misa' at one of their Chapel =); it was super duper simple I can tell.. but really is private and more solid; especially the target is for us-The Youth camp.
So! Me and Mom had some chattin' with some new friends.. First- we're all still sounded fresh, I shared my-part; Mom shared hers; and slowly finally the others get something like an Idea maybeee =p.

Nach..,after a while with all the shared-things; argue'; laughed a bit (lha wong orangnya td cm dikitt bgt jd cuma dikittt). And I really need to go...home. ^-^ Cause that would be my-own time to free..as a bird..*d'oh..; Gisca kenapaa siiy..*
Pas udh hampir slesai; tp masih ngobrol2 juga; Then..I started to felt like a bit' flying-- hmm....then I realized that I wasn't flying; but Me'who's got Sleepy-slank ! hwuahahahahhh.. Ternyata all I can do was just responded; " hmm.. Oh..Uh-huh.. ya-yaa. benerr bgt..Good then! " *Pheeww--then mami asked for permitted' cos we reallly have to go.. for HoMe -! hihi*

===Wah; ttg dewan committe; gitu. Indeed Pak Eddy will call Yuii and mom n' me immediately. Cos we actually have to meet-up and talk about the More" higher-than-the-higher" >> I meant More' Internal. More classified.., and More systematics + focus; Cos' These; should have more.. potential.===
-Couldn't agree more; Because= Cardinal and Gus Dur will supporting us komputer..and of course they're already Signed-for license; hati2..

Long Time NO-Seeeee..... 4 days Missing-MiMiii---- ^v^

^-^ Uoooowwhh!!! It's been a looong Time since my Last- *annoying* journal from Medan to Jakarta with Dilemma' ha ha ha.. _Love the-called =p_
>>> Well; looks like I don't do any 'sleep today.., wakh-- and it's 05. 23 AM already. Ha- and.. I have to be ready to go for Misa at Church, but not here--not at Cathedral either. I will go to CIVITA YOUTH CAMP- he.. It's a camp for the youth generations; Catholic Youth generation.(MudiKa). Unfortunately This "Mudika-Camp" didn't works well.. Because; all kindaa' changes from many-sides. The Mission and Visions itself became Rare- so This Year of 2007--It was being Postponed temporary. >>>> Nah! About 4 days ago; Pak Eddy, the Coordinator call us; and explained about the-Program.. Firstly they wanted to asked help from mas Katon. But mas Katon can't make it; mmm..So the manager gave an advice to call me; and after they searched all; they wanted me to be part-of the Program. =p <<<< I love to go help them =). Not because for Fame but its a great opportunity for all Youth Generation especially starting from all teenagers 13 years old-upwards.. Plus- it's going to have a License from Keuskupan Agung Jakarta and NU-Abdurrachman Wahid; ex-president. Wuahh.. They've sent the Fax and explaination.. and My spirit' just felt like tinkle-ing around wanting to say yes yess yesss..! ha ha... ==Uh-Oh! ^0^ almost forgot IT'S HARI SUMPAH PEMUDA DAY!!!! hahaha..===
>>>> Naa.. We're praying first; then I'm going to have a Team-Camp & Commiteee Meeting for all things; advices; and stuffs.., It a great changes for my self. I Thank GOD for that... I hope the Meeting won't be too damn-long or lelet".Thathaaa....
>>> Things Happendddddssss for a Reason Aiigght??! =D... I hope I could do something for 'them' especially for MuDiKa............. <<<<

Add some"Youth-spirit^to the''NatioN' !!

!!! >> Just Read This"on my YAHOO-NEWS Alert" Listrik...Listriiikkk... pffff..!!

clipped from www.bloomberg.com Oct. 27 (Bloomberg) -- PT Perusahaan Listrik Negara, Indonesia's state utility, sent proposals to 30 banks seeking 5.7 trillion rupiah ($625 million) to fund its power plant projects. The funding, which may include bank loans or bond sales, will be used for the company's project constructions next year, said Alhilal Hamdi, Listrik Negara's president commissioner. Listrik Negara plans to add 10,000 megawatts of coal-fired capacity by 2009 to cut dependence on oil. In June the utility sold $1 billion and 3 trillion rupiah of bonds, after raising $1 billion in October selling bonds overseas. The company owns and operates about 85 percent of the electricity-generating capacity in Indonesia and the country's entire power distribution network, according to Standard & Poor's. Listrik reported a 1.9 trillion rupiah loss in 2006. Indonesia's Listrik Negara Seeks $625 Million Funding for 2008

Kinda" sLow-mo' jobzz today..but indeed its a BusyBee-can be" ^-^!!!

Whatta'day... I was just finishing my-prep'(to rest and sleep tapi-nya..) hoahmmm.... I'm getting sleepy now.. hahah. Just checked Ric's journal..same publish' >>this photo was taken at an Exhibition 22 trade bla..blaa.. gitu dhe... mm..LOveLy! well; ric, do I look like really a Geisha? awas kamu yaa...kalo bo'onggg hihihiii =p
-------yuph; regarding from Eric's journal about yesterday..hhh..Meanwhile-- when Ric said dat' he really was Tepar*>> but me->> I didn't.=0 Oh yess it was. I didn't sleep till morning arised" at 4 AM-something.. Well; I 'm sure it was beecose after the Very Sudden'photoProject from yesterday. hihiii.. MyinnSoMniac says Hi to my OverTired mind" =)) <<<

Nuh-- Now today. Gwahh... This morning I was awake with one/or two sms- fresh on my Mobile. ( I was still asleep that time-) and one of it; is from Eric.which he told me that he's in a' Health Center-on-school, with Oxygen Tube there!!!! X.X I almost--"You almost got me in a' Terrible-mood'for day Ric!! I'm worriedsss tauuu.
>>One; I went Phone-ing Ericcccc till he notice. I mad but mostly I was afraid and Worried with my vewwii Notti'(naughty)BatzBrother Eric. He called me soon after no-answer's tone.; uh huh; all I did was just *marah-marahin diaaaa* Lagian sich..terlalu diforsir kan; belom ngedit.; belom kita fotSkiii" lagi. My luphly' broo.. kamu itu makannya...have to get some sleep Some rest Some food dooooonnngggg.... Well at least you make your own ^gone//asleep//hibernate^ time lah. [ I just blurted-out telling him to eat some soup;not only from PAPI's cooked; but you have to eat the Original Kaldu daging' as well..]

>>hmm... after dat' ,then I just opened some data & news & re-settin' my gadget-scheduler' for a sec- Mandiii...=p; and as usual; the Team>Yuii,Me,&Mom < drove straighttt to Plaza Indonesia for fitting. One meeting-got canceled. daniel**culd't make it ontime he's still at another event. =|.. whatever.
We're just had Lunch at PepperLunch restaurant (i remember Mommy said someday she's goin to eat there..) well, I still haven't had my Hungry'moods; so at last I just ate BreadTalk. >>> bebbii needed some helps; ribet ribett sdikitt disana ngurusin yg namanya cari data' di network. Bhhhh... he's been acting a bit' spoiled today..(^-^ while it should be meee actually-cos i'm the one who got myPeriod huahaa..) >>>
=====We shared some chat there; me--Bebbi and Me--Eric; plus I asked this foto and opened some source again. Apparently--, time changed' veewwwy Quick I didn't realize it was 17.25 already!! woahhh--- I have to do 'Re-take' for Katon, song from yesterday=0

>>>>>So! We went to his studio again at Bangka kemang. Hihihiiii--- mas Katon was Late!! but I went to practised and try to singin'n singi and singing.
Hummmppphh!!!! all done by now!! ^=^ Thank God. We met some *trouble caused by the mess-up Voltage but we still had another ideaaa... and so-be-it! Fortunately my- sore" throat and THT didn't affect-ing my Voice that much.. malah get better- because Yuris (Katon's manager) was Teasing-me around and didn't turn the AC on.
Weheheeehhh---- hah.. i'm goin to sleep now.
> oh! i promised-Elvin to show him our photo' yesterday. =D -still had one dat' ready-
> Tomorrow I have to check all news about the mess-up weather in Indonesia; Job-Related sich... they said they wanna do in "IsLands" anymore. brrrr..there were a sudden bit' of shiver when I heard bout 'island'theme. =p...

>Ric.. get some rest anymore yah.. ternyata It is time for 'Pick'a-Disease'-Time!!! ^o^ another friends of me, are havin' some fever as well.. uughh.. kasian.. I hope yours won't get worse like 'em; so please please please do some rest and Eat right; Okie dokie???! =) see yaaa...!

===I'm DeadLy - Exploded===...hmm...

I'm exploded this morning. i did-really-over"Outta Load'of my mind. I'mOverrrLooaaadddd. =((

why?? >> it was may because of too-tired of yesterdayzz..at Medan. We're having this "screwed-EO" Gosh..nope.Gross.! There were several people who just wanna be look-a like' a Hard worker or the Professional organize.'

Belum lagi added- with 'the Hotel incident'; which telling us dat' the payment is on Personal- Account'. Ha.! what ' the Hell was that???!

After some" argues' and stuffs; we're up to bed. But! againnn I said, it was truly' wrong from the start.---> Room?? oh.My.GOD... They didn't even have *keset-buat air di kamar mandi!!!!* and did not even have a Remote TV.! Geeezz.... (and plus bonus point; Plug-in for charger n' stuffs only works on the Bathroom.)

-----------Okie.. enough of that. as long as they did all-administrations' well it still be ok. Cos' "the Chaotic" was not interrupt-ing our show yesterday. =) I'm just tryin' to be professional for my job.------------ Goin' home- time. we're standby and waited for the aircraft to fly. At waiting gate. Unfortunately; nature decided to take a bit' role".. Rain --fell down & we've to wait. No- space for us to sit; so... yea.. we're standing--for almost 2,5 hours. With our much n' much- stuffs *!
>>another bad'; it was my bad day; how bad?? BAD << {ok then; flight-probz' was over- too..}

=======for once in my-life I never did such things' like tis' before. cause I thought I was strong enough to go-on my own. Well, all this time i always felt that some" friends of mine-are only stay close//or even kinda nice' to me for such reason. cheesy reason. I dunno when do I have started this but I only remember that since that' I've started to keep silent. But there is this' friend of mine; and I saw her-as my step sister (yup she's faraway..senior from me) I learned things frm her as well. But I was stopped--since yesterday. I thought she understands that 'Change, is really a nature'. But sorry to say; nope. I know, Idealism is good--but for some reason and even if we still live in this kinda' World it still needs a flexibility..! I knew exactly that she wants me to be like her, to be as smart intelligent passionate as her. but that doesn't mean my-whole mind have to change exactly-same like her; rite??! and it doesn't mean dat She's free to drive your mind whatever she want eh-??

>>>hhh.. kalo di-inget jadi malah bikin keselll lagi... X{ I just can't stand if she keeps treat-me as some 'cheeky' small kids who didn't know anything as much as her experience..! I was fed-up. *how can you stand-when that" someone you've ever looked-up to; keep saying you're still a kid-you don't know anything yet- and keep Mocking' you once,twice,triple time,and on and on and On?!!!!!!! <<<
---I keep silent. till I reached home. and Screwed. and this morning, as my head's getting hurt and my stomach as well; I'm DEADLY EXPLODED. scream. crying. I swear I never cried like this bfore. My eyes got Bloody hell Swollen. (at least mom n' yuii n' me-are laughing..) it was really hurt. when you know that you're a person who liked to keep things" alone behind your mind and private thing. You wanted to scream; but you know you can't. That's Hurt.for sure.

HORASSS!!! (haha ^=^) >>> OMG! I'm at--Medan now!

>>> Uggh!!! I really really-Had"this thing*-in my head or brain or whateverr it is (ggrrr--I swear I couldn't even get that' kinda' feel-of- Fell Asleep!) ={
-----------I got confused too; I dunno' what to say.. It was just; like; "what is it called-when you had your happy kinda' feel; then it mixed with tiredness; relieved; (And you knew dat' you're still have things to fixed ASAP; or maybe you'd love to speak to someone or maybe Write-something Up or anything; but then there was sudden' change-of mood againnn- You were falling down. BaM!- Kinda' Flipping all your mood, and changed to be a Remix-Mood'.!) *well all fellings're screwed and mix* --I bloody dunno' what is it; ???

===by the way >>I am now in the middle of Hair-Do hihi.. <<. Here's one of the things (the one thing that I clearly still remember to write.) that-probably had a possibility to made me say "Hello-again" to my InsoMnia..he he he..
Yesterday I did the -Vocal-take- on homestudio // Katon's house. ^-^ Phheeewwww--- Much n' much of Grace'N' Kisses N' Love to God; cos' I did it pretty good. Yaaaayyyyy--- Yiippppiiiiie ^=^' That was the very first-time in my Life >> ever; I listened to my Own Voice. In the Music studio; and with such-Realistic-Props =p
------WOW. Maybe this gonna' sounds cheesy'or'nasty. But yess it is,WoW; My.Voice.Was.real-Sopranos,and Good.------- Do I looked like a 'Narsis- bangett sich!!-person??'. But I do swear; I never thought my voice was that-high. =/.!------
Well yea I know I can sing, I know my-voice range is Sopran-I. But I'm not that sure-never- that What my Mom-my brother-my Choir's friend-my' used to be Vocal teacher-and people @ Church was saying the talent" is True. Againn Thanks GOD.
I was so..ashamed ^~^! but mas Katon said thats Good! huaahhhh.... Lega. hahaha.
[ the song was good; I like it =) and Because I liked it so I enjoyed and feeling it when I'm singing..^^]

>>> Nah! and then here comes the Bad-Thing!! Uh-huh; I remember what all-the singer and Composer told me. hihi..nggak ada yang tau kannn kalo gue deket dengan yang namanya dunia Penyanyi & musik".. =p. Itu looh..yg ttg Para" penyanyi2 sekarang2 iniii pada naik-daun-kayak-Ulet karena suara' mereka yang 'Baguz & musiknya menghibur' Katanyaaa... * itu yang bikin para Musisi asli+ idealis tambah nggak bisa hidup.! he..*>>>
Mas Katon did the Result-to balanced our voice'. Amiinnnn ternyata My Voice' just had a very Tiny' little mistake! haahaaaaa... ~Pitched Control pas satu high-tune,dan cuma Satu' doank! wakh-!!! but Katon said it was a very good Feeling'. jadi sayang kalo harus di-ulang. Ooohh... ternyata gitu toh..alasan pertama-nya kenapa ada 'mixer'computer buat ngepasin biar komposisi nya perfect. Tapi pd akhirnya di salah gunakan oleh para Produser TOLOL & MATA DUITAN sampe jadi ke zaman sekarang iniiiii.... >>I swear to God I did 'cursed them' Ups maaf_<< Katon told us everything; the system and how to-do it. Thus' I knew that actually mas Katon was Bloody-Hate them too.but yeh this is Life; then. *ShUt*
I thank him as well for trusting-me. (cos He said dat' he don't want me to be One of The StupidClub =}! hihihiiii... poor all of them.

That was when My Minds started to produced-things again. hhhh.... and Thats why I don't want to be a Singer' for the Year bla bla blaaaa...wah talented girl! Oh-Go to Hell You Guys.
>>No one knows that I made a Promise and Note to-my self when I was a Kid. (well except for now, Eric and my Disaszzter Famz' who Read this hahahaaa).>>>

== I; will sing and Will-be a Singer because I LOVE to showing my mood my minds my feeling by the Tones of lyrics and Songs. Not-because-of-that fucking FAME.! I do swear I love singing at Church; cos' no ones listened by the look of my face.., but because of me-worship to God and they do as well; for sure.===
>>>> Now Thats Life! Then they will have the Right to give the-Compliment.. <<<<<

------WAAAHHHH SUMMPAAAHHH LEGAAA!!!! AKHIRRNNYYAAAA.... OUCH! MY GOD! I HAVE TO DO MY SHOW IN 45-MINUTES!! YESSS...!!! WISH US LUCK-------
^v^

*humming* ---La La Laaa..Song---

Heggh..I'm already awake this morning;while actually I just fell-asleep at 4.12_ish' !!!! Errr... plus I woke up in surprise. yuph, because I really did' feeling my own eyes suddenly just--Automatically open up! (thats one of my-weirdo'ness that I have since kiddo')--I myself dunno' why either-- ^`.^

he..I didn't realize that I was wake-up but I still download'ing some source* on my Nii-chan" >>{AhA!!--NiiChan^-^! thats her name; my Laptop =). and I just found the'name for couple-seconds ha ha; dunno, Its just shown up-cos' I just having a thought bout' this Toshiba-Notebook hwehehehee...*gebleg.. =p..*} << -------------------- Okie!! Today I'm going to go to Bangka; Katon's house (plus his sudden' studio =D). Yuris told Yuii (^=^hihii..I always make-fun of their' name! Yurisss and Yuriii..) that today we're gonna take my voice for the Song. Yuris wrote the lyrics-and then we will try to fix-'em up with many sides". Pheeww--! =) We're gonna have Fun there I'm sure! because Katon has also told me that we sing a worship song; and we go for a duet as well; so there's no reason to put any pressure.
Well I guess I can say I'm Lucky again ^-^... Last time (on our first met) mas Katon showed me some of worship-musics that he made. He told us that actually for long tome ago-he's quite shy & afraid to sing one of the song.., cos' he thought his musics//and lyrics as well was a little bit too-draMatic & artsy'.. (which is Great in the Musician's world) yea I thought of that' too =}... But- as I always saying n' writing' bfore; mas Katon-too- that people here will absolutely not easy to accept that. Cos' it's not an 'easy-listening'! too heavy too enjoy----- uh huh.. they like a super duper very easy-listening' kinda' Musics kan. Errrggh..dumb* sorry_
and the thing' that make me feel lucky, or maybe I can be proud of myself a bit' hi hi. He Asked me some questions about the music.,and gave me a little bit of' trust to speak, created, and fixed them'. =) horeeeee.........

Nggak Tau-nya ternyata mereka juga salah satu *Musisi Edan*-toh..hi hi.. pantesss.. We didn't find any difficulties" of communication'' hohohoo...

Yeaph--! Now I'm ready to have my'Own fun time!! (_other word; Sing--red_) Fiuuuhhh >>> -----God Please Stay With Me And All Today---- XOXO
"stoopidooPappa' papappararaaaph na na naaa-Lalala's song ! (^V^) "