KiiiKKuuuuu--!! Hieeey.. I did my job-well..I did my notes+scratchy'write-well... I did my own*newspages*-well....and.. I did my Mood--well...today!!!

^-^!! yup yup yup yup yup!!!! hihihiiii.. I called' my day today as "well"; mm.. why not Good day'? /or Happiii'-day??---> eheee... Simply it's because I haven't passed' this Whole-day for 24 hours Laaah... =p ha ha... It's still 08.35 pm ; and I still have many things to work-for (including get-myself Online to chat' with Lauraaa) hihii.. she's one of my mate' model ^^

O..la laa... Momz woke me up this morning (I thought I was so late or what' but then.....)-just to telling' me that I appeared on DEWI Magazine* today! huhahaaa.. funny. I didn't realized that it was being Published-since today ^^
whoooaa Me and Karenina were on the Pose! hi hii..

(eeeh..it's not that' DEWI cover loh ya., its mine-file'!)



>>> Truly the Cover was GOOD! i'm not trying to be a 'narcist' lhooo.. But it was really cool; I dare say. It was bright white--clean, with our Medium-pose" back then I remembered. =p <<< ~Tricky" ^^, if people see the ' Angelic-faces' Line-up there; or people would mostly say -that's Beautiful! //owh, or even Pretty... ; Thanks Guys! But If I Tell Ya'll-- about what was Exactly happened there-- "0"-- aaaaaaaaggghh... Lots of energy+ hard-work there'! huahahaaa... ~~???~~
Ridiculous! uh-huh.. Yeaph-- hihihiii I keep on laughing' niiich..=D.. Well actually that was,
==>> We were doin' the Very Weirdo' Pose ever!!! >> Karenina and Me; we've to stick' together like a Lover, Nina has to laid her head to my back; while Me have to tried to put mine"- above her head;gitu.. And the silly' thing is => Cos' I'm a bit taller than Nina; so I have to Lower my-knee as short as I could reached!!! ^=^! OhMiGod-- Me and Nina was just keepin' the giggles' out together-- hihihiii... LuTuuuu...
>the gross' and Yucky' thing is that, Our position, as if we're doing a steady-get-set" to *poop*! EEEEWWWW!! hahahahaaa<

^ And... today I had a Photosession againnn in Femina-Building studio; DEWI magz- in "Fashion-Pages" with Sari. (different stylish today) We did a 'Wedding-photoshoot' for special wedding edition. Hmm.. Yummy. and I did it with Laura and Sigi! wuaah.. seruu. Sigi has done first; and the rest-was just Me and Lau'Lauuu to go =). We're on the same age; and..not much differences we could almost found, that's why in Modeling; she's one of my mates for sure..together with Renata' too ^^, Ouuuuuwwh! We're also make plan to meet up on Saturday =). [well..that's the only day we have' so far] he he...

Okie then!! Gonna run for the next thing-up-now! catch this' later...

PHoto'Flash--Beauty Page" aaannd...I'mmm all...bee'Coming--a Shanghai Baby!!! =D

Yep..Yeph..!! I really am...aaa Shanghai-Noon" baby girl!! huahahaa... -weird; eh..??!-
(How coMe? How coMe??!) >>> Well; Bee'Cauuussseee... I had a photoshoot for Rias Magazine' this- morning.^-^! It was for a Beauty-Pages. <<< =((..huu.. hiks... Pity'.., cos' I forgot to bring my Camera-there..hik.. Too-bad No-Proof for it...... T_T..

Yuppphh!!! Just had my shower- done now!. and..Owh!!--Almost forgot. Last nite; i had my 'Lambung-system' screwed anymore.hhh.. It was all in Sudden' and just like usual; I just stopped-all my things (suddenly as well), then I forced my eyes to remain-closed..I stopped & sleep like a 'Statue-Pose' hegh.. --*It's always been like that- there's nothing I can do If the Ache' start to surprise-me..,sooo..the best I culd' do is just find a place//or room to sleep; while I left-all things-remain still. huff..;Pretty scary eh..??..

Huaaaffff!!!!... well th'Point is A-m-i-e-n Cos' I woke up freshly-on my bed! 'although my laptop-my books-my music-even my snacks" are still Laying-everywhereee... hi hi hi... =p. Then I had my shower and ready to go to Sugi Salon!
~~But the Bizzare'missing thing' is; I didn't kno that this Photo Session was already booked-n' re-booked n' re-booked again and again and againnn.. Ouwh...=(.. so sowriie mas Sony-- I really couldn't find a day before..heuuu.. So I just knew that this was a DeadLine-Act" photo sess!!!! huahahaha...~~

It's Browsing and Source-innn' and Exchanging and Reading and ReSource n' again n' again' againnn..=)

A-Ha!-- wooh.. today my sense-of Sick'iess weather works well.. =). After suffered from my- cold-sweat plus 'Sore-fully bloath' stomach ache- Last night; I woke up with things in my head. plus-One of those things that keeps *tinkle-ing* in my head is 'some musical-Piano tune by classic pianists.^-^. hihi.. but it's good.. Would be Lovely-to listen for_
>>So! hari ini bener benerrrrr all about Searchinnn searchinnng for Classical-things*<< (at least they'd help me ignoring' my dizzy' headict" today ~) Eric called me;I'm sure he was inthemiddle of Lunchie' school time ^.^. He gave me Homework- d'oh.. You give me a hard headict--haha. Its hard for me to choose some of the photos; while although ~if it refers to me, Surely I'm gonna put all my Photos (only) there at Gallery!! huahahhaaa...~ Nope. Just kidding denk-Ric..=p; I'll let you kno' soon as possible" hihi.

Hosh.! Okie! ^=^ going to runnin' mine-business agaiinnn now..; catch-up *Minezz'Journalllaagaiinn* A.S.A.P
Matta-Nee!! ^-^

Disbelief : from what I've Seen Today ^o^

Huhuuu...dududuu.. Mimi's Homeee'Lready now =)!

>> My God-- oh-I have to tuning' mySong which related to this'! hihiii.. <<

"Something's Missing--John Mayer" ^=^

----Ohohohoo॥ Yepp। First time when I arrived at CIVITA -camp-; I thought it (the view) was like okay, what would it be Like?? >>> and yess; Me and Momz drived thru'.. all those 'Earthy"becekk" Roads. It was lots of turns. Well; we went there startin' from 08.45 am-- through...some kinda' traffic. pff.. biasa.. Jakarta. Civita's location is in Cipayung; Which is " Far-Far'awaaayyy.. from my Auntie's house. T_T. huaaa...----


Well! We arrived to a Gate there's some "CIVITA" name-on it. and... After a few minutes momz chat' with mas Eddy. Then he asked us to see all-view. OhMyGod; I didn't even know// I'm sure The Others in Jakarta are haven't been here. Beeyootiifuull... Gila!! Luas keseluruhannya 3-hektar!! hahahaa.. Before; this camp was quite active--but only for 'Retret".Whooaa.. No worries, this was a real nature & safety place, there's this Big Trees; Almost like *Kebun Raya Bogor*>>MINI.. hihihihii
(I had some 'tiny bit' of 'em..*; and waaahh Eric! We've got something to explore more down-there ^-^)..
>>> umm.. after we've finished Misa' at one of their Chapel =); it was super duper simple I can tell.. but really is private and more solid; especially the target is for us-The Youth camp.
So! Me and Mom had some chattin' with some new friends.. First- we're all still sounded fresh, I shared my-part; Mom shared hers; and slowly finally the others get something like an Idea maybeee =p.

Nach..,after a while with all the shared-things; argue'; laughed a bit (lha wong orangnya td cm dikitt bgt jd cuma dikittt). And I really need to go...home. ^-^ Cause that would be my-own time to free..as a bird..*d'oh..; Gisca kenapaa siiy..*
Pas udh hampir slesai; tp masih ngobrol2 juga; Then..I started to felt like a bit' flying-- hmm....then I realized that I wasn't flying; but Me'who's got Sleepy-slank ! hwuahahahahhh.. Ternyata all I can do was just responded; " hmm.. Oh..Uh-huh.. ya-yaa. benerr bgt..Good then! " *Pheeww--then mami asked for permitted' cos we reallly have to go.. for HoMe -! hihi*

===Wah; ttg dewan committe; gitu. Indeed Pak Eddy will call Yuii and mom n' me immediately. Cos we actually have to meet-up and talk about the More" higher-than-the-higher" >> I meant More' Internal. More classified.., and More systematics + focus; Cos' These; should have more.. potential.===
-Couldn't agree more; Because= Cardinal and Gus Dur will supporting us komputer..and of course they're already Signed-for license; hati2..

Long Time NO-Seeeee..... 4 days Missing-MiMiii---- ^v^

^-^ Uoooowwhh!!! It's been a looong Time since my Last- *annoying* journal from Medan to Jakarta with Dilemma' ha ha ha.. _Love the-called =p_
>>> Well; looks like I don't do any 'sleep today.., wakh-- and it's 05. 23 AM already. Ha- and.. I have to be ready to go for Misa at Church, but not here--not at Cathedral either. I will go to CIVITA YOUTH CAMP- he.. It's a camp for the youth generations; Catholic Youth generation.(MudiKa). Unfortunately This "Mudika-Camp" didn't works well.. Because; all kindaa' changes from many-sides. The Mission and Visions itself became Rare- so This Year of 2007--It was being Postponed temporary. >>>> Nah! About 4 days ago; Pak Eddy, the Coordinator call us; and explained about the-Program.. Firstly they wanted to asked help from mas Katon. But mas Katon can't make it; mmm..So the manager gave an advice to call me; and after they searched all; they wanted me to be part-of the Program. =p <<<< I love to go help them =). Not because for Fame but its a great opportunity for all Youth Generation especially starting from all teenagers 13 years old-upwards.. Plus- it's going to have a License from Keuskupan Agung Jakarta and NU-Abdurrachman Wahid; ex-president. Wuahh.. They've sent the Fax and explaination.. and My spirit' just felt like tinkle-ing around wanting to say yes yess yesss..! ha ha... ==Uh-Oh! ^0^ almost forgot IT'S HARI SUMPAH PEMUDA DAY!!!! hahaha..===
>>>> Naa.. We're praying first; then I'm going to have a Team-Camp & Commiteee Meeting for all things; advices; and stuffs.., It a great changes for my self. I Thank GOD for that... I hope the Meeting won't be too damn-long or lelet".Thathaaa....
>>> Things Happendddddssss for a Reason Aiigght??! =D... I hope I could do something for 'them' especially for MuDiKa............. <<<<

Add some"Youth-spirit^to the''NatioN' !!

!!! >> Just Read This"on my YAHOO-NEWS Alert" Listrik...Listriiikkk... pffff..!!

clipped from www.bloomberg.com Oct. 27 (Bloomberg) -- PT Perusahaan Listrik Negara, Indonesia's state utility, sent proposals to 30 banks seeking 5.7 trillion rupiah ($625 million) to fund its power plant projects. The funding, which may include bank loans or bond sales, will be used for the company's project constructions next year, said Alhilal Hamdi, Listrik Negara's president commissioner. Listrik Negara plans to add 10,000 megawatts of coal-fired capacity by 2009 to cut dependence on oil. In June the utility sold $1 billion and 3 trillion rupiah of bonds, after raising $1 billion in October selling bonds overseas. The company owns and operates about 85 percent of the electricity-generating capacity in Indonesia and the country's entire power distribution network, according to Standard & Poor's. Listrik reported a 1.9 trillion rupiah loss in 2006. Indonesia's Listrik Negara Seeks $625 Million Funding for 2008

Kinda" sLow-mo' jobzz today..but indeed its a BusyBee-can be" ^-^!!!

Whatta'day... I was just finishing my-prep'(to rest and sleep tapi-nya..) hoahmmm.... I'm getting sleepy now.. hahah. Just checked Ric's journal..same publish' >>this photo was taken at an Exhibition 22 trade bla..blaa.. gitu dhe... mm..LOveLy! well; ric, do I look like really a Geisha? awas kamu yaa...kalo bo'onggg hihihiii =p
-------yuph; regarding from Eric's journal about yesterday..hhh..Meanwhile-- when Ric said dat' he really was Tepar*>> but me->> I didn't.=0 Oh yess it was. I didn't sleep till morning arised" at 4 AM-something.. Well; I 'm sure it was beecose after the Very Sudden'photoProject from yesterday. hihiii.. MyinnSoMniac says Hi to my OverTired mind" =)) <<<

Nuh-- Now today. Gwahh... This morning I was awake with one/or two sms- fresh on my Mobile. ( I was still asleep that time-) and one of it; is from Eric.which he told me that he's in a' Health Center-on-school, with Oxygen Tube there!!!! X.X I almost--"You almost got me in a' Terrible-mood'for day Ric!! I'm worriedsss tauuu.
>>One; I went Phone-ing Ericcccc till he notice. I mad but mostly I was afraid and Worried with my vewwii Notti'(naughty)BatzBrother Eric. He called me soon after no-answer's tone.; uh huh; all I did was just *marah-marahin diaaaa* Lagian sich..terlalu diforsir kan; belom ngedit.; belom kita fotSkiii" lagi. My luphly' broo.. kamu itu makannya...have to get some sleep Some rest Some food dooooonnngggg.... Well at least you make your own ^gone//asleep//hibernate^ time lah. [ I just blurted-out telling him to eat some soup;not only from PAPI's cooked; but you have to eat the Original Kaldu daging' as well..]

>>hmm... after dat' ,then I just opened some data & news & re-settin' my gadget-scheduler' for a sec- Mandiii...=p; and as usual; the Team>Yuii,Me,&Mom < drove straighttt to Plaza Indonesia for fitting. One meeting-got canceled. daniel**culd't make it ontime he's still at another event. =|.. whatever.
We're just had Lunch at PepperLunch restaurant (i remember Mommy said someday she's goin to eat there..) well, I still haven't had my Hungry'moods; so at last I just ate BreadTalk. >>> bebbii needed some helps; ribet ribett sdikitt disana ngurusin yg namanya cari data' di network. Bhhhh... he's been acting a bit' spoiled today..(^-^ while it should be meee actually-cos i'm the one who got myPeriod huahaa..) >>>
=====We shared some chat there; me--Bebbi and Me--Eric; plus I asked this foto and opened some source again. Apparently--, time changed' veewwwy Quick I didn't realize it was 17.25 already!! woahhh--- I have to do 'Re-take' for Katon, song from yesterday=0

>>>>>So! We went to his studio again at Bangka kemang. Hihihiiii--- mas Katon was Late!! but I went to practised and try to singin'n singi and singing.
Hummmppphh!!!! all done by now!! ^=^ Thank God. We met some *trouble caused by the mess-up Voltage but we still had another ideaaa... and so-be-it! Fortunately my- sore" throat and THT didn't affect-ing my Voice that much.. malah get better- because Yuris (Katon's manager) was Teasing-me around and didn't turn the AC on.
Weheheeehhh---- hah.. i'm goin to sleep now.
> oh! i promised-Elvin to show him our photo' yesterday. =D -still had one dat' ready-
> Tomorrow I have to check all news about the mess-up weather in Indonesia; Job-Related sich... they said they wanna do in "IsLands" anymore. brrrr..there were a sudden bit' of shiver when I heard bout 'island'theme. =p...

>Ric.. get some rest anymore yah.. ternyata It is time for 'Pick'a-Disease'-Time!!! ^o^ another friends of me, are havin' some fever as well.. uughh.. kasian.. I hope yours won't get worse like 'em; so please please please do some rest and Eat right; Okie dokie???! =) see yaaa...!

===I'm DeadLy - Exploded===...hmm...

I'm exploded this morning. i did-really-over"Outta Load'of my mind. I'mOverrrLooaaadddd. =((

why?? >> it was may because of too-tired of yesterdayzz..at Medan. We're having this "screwed-EO" Gosh..nope.Gross.! There were several people who just wanna be look-a like' a Hard worker or the Professional organize.'

Belum lagi added- with 'the Hotel incident'; which telling us dat' the payment is on Personal- Account'. Ha.! what ' the Hell was that???!

After some" argues' and stuffs; we're up to bed. But! againnn I said, it was truly' wrong from the start.---> Room?? oh.My.GOD... They didn't even have *keset-buat air di kamar mandi!!!!* and did not even have a Remote TV.! Geeezz.... (and plus bonus point; Plug-in for charger n' stuffs only works on the Bathroom.)

-----------Okie.. enough of that. as long as they did all-administrations' well it still be ok. Cos' "the Chaotic" was not interrupt-ing our show yesterday. =) I'm just tryin' to be professional for my job.------------ Goin' home- time. we're standby and waited for the aircraft to fly. At waiting gate. Unfortunately; nature decided to take a bit' role".. Rain --fell down & we've to wait. No- space for us to sit; so... yea.. we're standing--for almost 2,5 hours. With our much n' much- stuffs *!
>>another bad'; it was my bad day; how bad?? BAD << {ok then; flight-probz' was over- too..}

=======for once in my-life I never did such things' like tis' before. cause I thought I was strong enough to go-on my own. Well, all this time i always felt that some" friends of mine-are only stay close//or even kinda nice' to me for such reason. cheesy reason. I dunno when do I have started this but I only remember that since that' I've started to keep silent. But there is this' friend of mine; and I saw her-as my step sister (yup she's faraway..senior from me) I learned things frm her as well. But I was stopped--since yesterday. I thought she understands that 'Change, is really a nature'. But sorry to say; nope. I know, Idealism is good--but for some reason and even if we still live in this kinda' World it still needs a flexibility..! I knew exactly that she wants me to be like her, to be as smart intelligent passionate as her. but that doesn't mean my-whole mind have to change exactly-same like her; rite??! and it doesn't mean dat She's free to drive your mind whatever she want eh-??

>>>hhh.. kalo di-inget jadi malah bikin keselll lagi... X{ I just can't stand if she keeps treat-me as some 'cheeky' small kids who didn't know anything as much as her experience..! I was fed-up. *how can you stand-when that" someone you've ever looked-up to; keep saying you're still a kid-you don't know anything yet- and keep Mocking' you once,twice,triple time,and on and on and On?!!!!!!! <<<
---I keep silent. till I reached home. and Screwed. and this morning, as my head's getting hurt and my stomach as well; I'm DEADLY EXPLODED. scream. crying. I swear I never cried like this bfore. My eyes got Bloody hell Swollen. (at least mom n' yuii n' me-are laughing..) it was really hurt. when you know that you're a person who liked to keep things" alone behind your mind and private thing. You wanted to scream; but you know you can't. That's Hurt.for sure.

HORASSS!!! (haha ^=^) >>> OMG! I'm at--Medan now!

>>> Uggh!!! I really really-Had"this thing*-in my head or brain or whateverr it is (ggrrr--I swear I couldn't even get that' kinda' feel-of- Fell Asleep!) ={
-----------I got confused too; I dunno' what to say.. It was just; like; "what is it called-when you had your happy kinda' feel; then it mixed with tiredness; relieved; (And you knew dat' you're still have things to fixed ASAP; or maybe you'd love to speak to someone or maybe Write-something Up or anything; but then there was sudden' change-of mood againnn- You were falling down. BaM!- Kinda' Flipping all your mood, and changed to be a Remix-Mood'.!) *well all fellings're screwed and mix* --I bloody dunno' what is it; ???

===by the way >>I am now in the middle of Hair-Do hihi.. <<. Here's one of the things (the one thing that I clearly still remember to write.) that-probably had a possibility to made me say "Hello-again" to my InsoMnia..he he he..
Yesterday I did the -Vocal-take- on homestudio // Katon's house. ^-^ Phheeewwww--- Much n' much of Grace'N' Kisses N' Love to God; cos' I did it pretty good. Yaaaayyyyy--- Yiippppiiiiie ^=^' That was the very first-time in my Life >> ever; I listened to my Own Voice. In the Music studio; and with such-Realistic-Props =p
------WOW. Maybe this gonna' sounds cheesy'or'nasty. But yess it is,WoW; My.Voice.Was.real-Sopranos,and Good.------- Do I looked like a 'Narsis- bangett sich!!-person??'. But I do swear; I never thought my voice was that-high. =/.!------
Well yea I know I can sing, I know my-voice range is Sopran-I. But I'm not that sure-never- that What my Mom-my brother-my Choir's friend-my' used to be Vocal teacher-and people @ Church was saying the talent" is True. Againn Thanks GOD.
I was so..ashamed ^~^! but mas Katon said thats Good! huaahhhh.... Lega. hahaha.
[ the song was good; I like it =) and Because I liked it so I enjoyed and feeling it when I'm singing..^^]

>>> Nah! and then here comes the Bad-Thing!! Uh-huh; I remember what all-the singer and Composer told me. hihi..nggak ada yang tau kannn kalo gue deket dengan yang namanya dunia Penyanyi & musik".. =p. Itu looh..yg ttg Para" penyanyi2 sekarang2 iniii pada naik-daun-kayak-Ulet karena suara' mereka yang 'Baguz & musiknya menghibur' Katanyaaa... * itu yang bikin para Musisi asli+ idealis tambah nggak bisa hidup.! he..*>>>
Mas Katon did the Result-to balanced our voice'. Amiinnnn ternyata My Voice' just had a very Tiny' little mistake! haahaaaaa... ~Pitched Control pas satu high-tune,dan cuma Satu' doank! wakh-!!! but Katon said it was a very good Feeling'. jadi sayang kalo harus di-ulang. Ooohh... ternyata gitu toh..alasan pertama-nya kenapa ada 'mixer'computer buat ngepasin biar komposisi nya perfect. Tapi pd akhirnya di salah gunakan oleh para Produser TOLOL & MATA DUITAN sampe jadi ke zaman sekarang iniiiii.... >>I swear to God I did 'cursed them' Ups maaf_<< Katon told us everything; the system and how to-do it. Thus' I knew that actually mas Katon was Bloody-Hate them too.but yeh this is Life; then. *ShUt*
I thank him as well for trusting-me. (cos He said dat' he don't want me to be One of The StupidClub =}! hihihiiii... poor all of them.

That was when My Minds started to produced-things again. hhhh.... and Thats why I don't want to be a Singer' for the Year bla bla blaaaa...wah talented girl! Oh-Go to Hell You Guys.
>>No one knows that I made a Promise and Note to-my self when I was a Kid. (well except for now, Eric and my Disaszzter Famz' who Read this hahahaaa).>>>

== I; will sing and Will-be a Singer because I LOVE to showing my mood my minds my feeling by the Tones of lyrics and Songs. Not-because-of-that fucking FAME.! I do swear I love singing at Church; cos' no ones listened by the look of my face.., but because of me-worship to God and they do as well; for sure.===
>>>> Now Thats Life! Then they will have the Right to give the-Compliment.. <<<<<

------WAAAHHHH SUMMPAAAHHH LEGAAA!!!! AKHIRRNNYYAAAA.... OUCH! MY GOD! I HAVE TO DO MY SHOW IN 45-MINUTES!! YESSS...!!! WISH US LUCK-------
^v^

*humming* ---La La Laaa..Song---

Heggh..I'm already awake this morning;while actually I just fell-asleep at 4.12_ish' !!!! Errr... plus I woke up in surprise. yuph, because I really did' feeling my own eyes suddenly just--Automatically open up! (thats one of my-weirdo'ness that I have since kiddo')--I myself dunno' why either-- ^`.^

he..I didn't realize that I was wake-up but I still download'ing some source* on my Nii-chan" >>{AhA!!--NiiChan^-^! thats her name; my Laptop =). and I just found the'name for couple-seconds ha ha; dunno, Its just shown up-cos' I just having a thought bout' this Toshiba-Notebook hwehehehee...*gebleg.. =p..*} << -------------------- Okie!! Today I'm going to go to Bangka; Katon's house (plus his sudden' studio =D). Yuris told Yuii (^=^hihii..I always make-fun of their' name! Yurisss and Yuriii..) that today we're gonna take my voice for the Song. Yuris wrote the lyrics-and then we will try to fix-'em up with many sides". Pheeww--! =) We're gonna have Fun there I'm sure! because Katon has also told me that we sing a worship song; and we go for a duet as well; so there's no reason to put any pressure.
Well I guess I can say I'm Lucky again ^-^... Last time (on our first met) mas Katon showed me some of worship-musics that he made. He told us that actually for long tome ago-he's quite shy & afraid to sing one of the song.., cos' he thought his musics//and lyrics as well was a little bit too-draMatic & artsy'.. (which is Great in the Musician's world) yea I thought of that' too =}... But- as I always saying n' writing' bfore; mas Katon-too- that people here will absolutely not easy to accept that. Cos' it's not an 'easy-listening'! too heavy too enjoy----- uh huh.. they like a super duper very easy-listening' kinda' Musics kan. Errrggh..dumb* sorry_
and the thing' that make me feel lucky, or maybe I can be proud of myself a bit' hi hi. He Asked me some questions about the music.,and gave me a little bit of' trust to speak, created, and fixed them'. =) horeeeee.........

Nggak Tau-nya ternyata mereka juga salah satu *Musisi Edan*-toh..hi hi.. pantesss.. We didn't find any difficulties" of communication'' hohohoo...

Yeaph--! Now I'm ready to have my'Own fun time!! (_other word; Sing--red_) Fiuuuhhh >>> -----God Please Stay With Me And All Today---- XOXO
"stoopidooPappa' papappararaaaph na na naaa-Lalala's song ! (^V^) "

eh..,how old am i this year bytheway???errr..19? [Gossh-..HaHa! Otak-ku pasti lagi rada' terganggu dhe.....] =p

Oh.My.God.
Holy.Mary. >>> I almost got Heart-Attack by that'. <<< dear God I hope it wasn't because of my-silinder-eyes xoxo.
---------------Oh.My.God--------------[I'm sorry this time I called You twice '.']
It's Eric. Eric?..ERIC?????!!!?? wha'... ha.. Ha.HaHaHaaaa ^=^!!!! Waaaawww--
>>> I think I have seen that'kind of PoSe before.. (~.^)hmm....Wait. Was that supposed to be...hm.. OH!!! DoMiniQue's!! whoaa... Great Job to make it Tricky' Huahahahaaa!
EriC!! That was Beautiful what I've seen--THE WATERFALL-- Huhuuu.. Plus add" that Gisca's Pose Wannabe; You really Are making me Envy.......T_T huaaaaaa...hikhikhik ='{
Commonnn Ric-- It is still at Third day!! And you've been successful to make me Jealous? hieeee...MeanYouuuu T~T *sniff*
-------------RISE AND SHINE MISSY' DOMII!!!---------------- ^=^ ta-daaa
Nuh! Snap that out- he =p; hahahaa... Today's my Lovely day--
Despite all photos and poses and views ^(also my PMS days which make my mood will turn-Upside down in a sec_)^ I found myself Smiling all time;---------OH-Wait-again-----

??What The--?????-------------------------------------------My.Lord.......------------------- AAArrrrgggghhhhh!!!

>>>YouDamnYouuuuuuu >>> It's Domi-dHi !!
Huahahahaaa.. Now my happy day's complete by then ^=^ Thank God_
Ooo La La.. You did it so Well Dhi-- that's my kinda Pose too haha-- Looks like me ;but only No-Boobs there =p thats why you looked way-too thin (hihihi) <<<<

OK! back to me now =) Even thou' there was no job today (cos' I still got 2days left); actually 'the things that made me feel happy-for being-Me" is Care.
>>Today must-be a total Caring day =) >>
I spend my day with Communicating-to-others this whole day. I even communicated with my TV-Cable which usually I rarely watch them.hehe.*crazy am I, eh??*
Share some Cares' isn't always like we have to meet or touch the person. its not just about physical-contact. Talk, send some messages, exchange words, write sympathy for other, share some laughs, send the regards--That's Care too ^-^
And Fortunately I have them all. All-in-One day.! hihii.. Thats more than Enough for me. Sooo...grateful cos' I have a change to feel them all at my age now =)

One Word' that I had for Today : ANEMIA"

Yaaayy--!!! ^-^! Finally I can Post this picture-of-Clouday>>> I got it last nite from Eric *but as the Network goes Down_errr_and now they're back again haha..dududuummm.. Cloud...Cloudy..CLooouuuuddd'day...You've Represented as my day-down hereee ^-^ *
Yup. Thats rite. Anemia-thats exactly a very-vewwy-berry' right word for those "ssstupid-Genetically Disease" that I had-since the day I was born. Its just Me and my-Mom who had this; apparently because we're woman & our system-of-Blood / Hemoglobin-sys' are under normal. Nuh.! They always comes Radically' it means could be in anytime//anywhere//anything.. (and when it spends the time with me- absolutely I almost couldn't do anything right., and if it startin' to be worse; all I could do is remain silent, in a rush to get-Sleep, and become Super-Sensitive I could cry/mad/Yell.!!)
Thats why I didn't write my Daily journal today_ups-yesterday-_ I started to feel better around 10 o'clock at night tadi; after that I go straight to my Laptop to do the-Left'jobs.
haaaaa...... I hate that time =(

>>>[Eriiccccc...! Sooo sorry ya you didn't find anything on my daily-journal today ='(, now you know the reason kan;..]
pheww-- I wish I had the picture of me wearing a Maid-uniform; that would be fun to Post-!! So! Today I woke up around 7am and my very first thing' that I did was returned to my Lapz, go-to read Wikipedia (I read Eva Cassidy's Biography; some article about a disease called "Mellanoma"-its a cancer anyway-; and read the Communism' for knowing the details more-hmm...Politics act nich ye..=p-)
Well, then an hour later I got up from my bed; making-the-List for myself of course. I wrote 4 List of personal maid jobs today.
1. Clean-up the Makeup desk
2. Take Out-all..goodies from Luggage immediately
3. Make-up all my Bags (which are..'terribly spread-out' haha)
4. Shoes--Shoes--Shoes--Shoessss bfore they broke!!!

>>> Ehm.. Looks easy isn't it? ;) hahaaaa... Poor me. Poor--poor Me... Today I only finished the number one-list. arrrgghh. I just realize that I have TONS of makeup kit/goodies and more and more and mooorrreee.. Gross! I found lots of 'em are useless--God! ha ha ha... ridiculous- I can't believe I used to saved them (dress'labels, trash, OH i even found ma'own haircut!!!huahaha!) That' time-I was starting to feel a bit dizzy & yucky' feelin' in my stomach.
I just Can't believe that I've been working and cleaning that desk-only and I was spending FOUR Hours to finished it!!!!!! Now Thats! What I called Virusss of Anemia.........! ^o^
-------get rest-get rest-get rest----------

*so now I'm planning to work the other 3' tomorrow. or again in the day after tomorrow. or again n' againn on the Next day after tomorrow's-morrow" wihihihihii....* =p*
------------------------------------------goin' to sleep----------------------------------------

I Play"Maid..I Sing..I Searched all-lyrics..I go to SuperMarket...I Read...aaaa...bla..bla..blaaa....

Lebaran days..I'm Free for the weekend-means until the next Friday-
...aaarrrrhh...Bosannn....bored. X(|
It's been 4 days since I had my free-time (or resting-time..,or holiday//whatever//). and now i'm starting to feel bored---a bit' sich =p he he.. Maybe because I still can create my own-BusyBee"-time for days. but still... [ooh..FasHioN Gods..where are you??Come-down and Bring your Spirits immediately--]
Well; Fortunately I still have another works to do (thank God-i Love Youuu) which make me still happy facing days ^-^. hmm.. Yesterday i went to practised singing at mas Tommy's house. We planned to learn more songs for Christmas; and just-in-case if we might be-being-asked' to sing sometimes...ciiieeeh...ha ha.
Yep! Owh--! there's still one more-yesterday we had new friends to Sing!! Yiippiie... Anton; he's such a CrazySilly man same as Tommy as well!! huahaha.. we're sooo Nuts last Night =p But we sang "From This Moment On" by Shania Twain >> wow I found it so...nicely-to-sing-to' =). I mean It!! we did the duets thing, and then did Solo'>> oh My God I still can't believe I did being a Backing-Vocal which sings 'pappararrapp' note!!! and Plus-I don't really know much about Reggae'musics so I just kept-Improvisation-ing-All...time! hwaaaa...shameonmeee...hihihi

But Mom said it wasn't bad at all- it even sounds Good and brand new'- he he he..
>>Okie enough Laughing Mimi! (^-^)>> Lemme' carry on; mmmm...BusyBee'! a ha! I almost forget; since my maid-mbak As-went home for Lebaran days, we're replacing her jobs recently-oh poor us-but now I knew exactly how tough' her jobs are =D
Mbak As will be gone for a week only; the problem is, even thou' we're just Three-but! These are three homey-people; whom always workin'out everything inside the house; It means our house is veewwwy dirty everyday for sure'! Waakkh--yah... thats why, me, mom, and kakak have to do the clean-up each separately-- cos' we had our own stuffs; well well well.. so far, my Room's looked a bit' bigger now (a bit' lhooo..). Today I planned to be more focus-on the corners., but me--yeah..me-- as usual,I realized that there were still Lots n' Lots of stuffs to do for tis day (including write my blog-and-go to Supermarket_red_); so..I saved my Room-work for tomorrow aja dech..=p

>>>I'm quite satisfied about me-myself-and my faMs' today! I mean; I know More' about maid-works", and I appreciate what mbak As has done for us here. She's a bit' afraid with Kakak,but I know she cares bout' him too. (Huuffh--be super patience yaa mbak; kakak will-move-soon kok ^-^) and then; slowly after my brother has moved, I will re-cleaning' all-stuffs so that the house will be nicer [and cleaner-cos no more kakak's tools he he].
hmm.. I remember my friend told me once- its ok mimi; Everything happened for a Reason =); and yes it's true. I have a week of rest & free time, so I could use it to clean-the-house-up and chats a lot to my family. Yes we were always close from then-but although we live in the same house;me & my brother grew up fast and we had our own point of thinking and work and life and stuffs! [and my-modelling world' they've booked me for like-a whole..Day; aaiight?!] thats make us almost couldn't do the Conversations well '-'
Makannya.., bersyukurrr juga sich dikasih hari Libur =)

05.00 o'clock in the Morning!!!!

My Gosh- I really cant sleep now. hahahaa. Its early in the morning now!!!!!! aaaaawwww--- Dawn-already >>and I'm listening Bjork//pagan poetry <<>>hmm. Actually; i'm still alive cos' bebiii's gonna go to Bali. Sad? No. ^-^ ha ha. he's only one day's away.. I'm just couldn't get my-eyes closed., besides i had enough sleep last night. AND!>>>well..well...well... Probably because all-things that happened the whole..day. =)

>>u-huh... I guess they're affecting-my sleepy mode.hihi. my emotions have been goin around n' around today. I can tell- Happy, Relieved, Worried, Laughing all time', down, bit of angry-ness, then Sad, plus;Afraid.- hhh.... pretty mixed-up' eh? ^^
nah! Thats Maybe what made my-resting-day won't start yet till now..huahahahaaaa...
But, i know myself,and This will not stop me from Cleaning project"tomorrow!huahahaaa...

Hmm... Knowing' life is more than 'idealism, or moneytalks only', it makes my blood turns upside-down. I remember what my Mom said to me bfore; for certain people (who has Idealsm mostly) communication is tough. I dare say Yes. gwaaahhhh... Plus i think about' our-changes of life needs-nowadays. Tough >>Tougher >>>Toughest. Pheeww== Lucky I had momz with me to teach me things. huwahhhh...

>>Best quote this day--Life's change all the time., and the best thing is; everybody change, together same like earth'..We change, and the best thing you can do is be Gratefull with everything you've got. Eplore more-workhard, and PRay.!!! ^o^ Life is all about Choices. Make your Attitude. Take the Risk. Stay in your Line. Then you'll ready to Face the World...
_Picture:>> "Back through th' Kiddie-hood" >> Agisca & Oshi >>with Eric's on beHind ^-^

OOOwwwwHH!! Agisca and Oshi Together!!!!--- Finale i geot this pict.of us!!

Yumm-YuMM--soo YuMMiiiiiieeee^-^ yippiiiieee... Finally; I can find this photo! Believe me, this is the only pict. i remember That! My brother was put his hand Around Meee!! Huahahahaaaa... soooo...Happy....
and..-and---Below us...TeRererereNNKKK!!! * MOMMY!!!! * whewww...ahaa.. she's really Beyoootiifuulll at her age that time ^-^
Bet there's lots n' lots of men wanted to be her BoyFriend! ha ha! Poor All of You..My Dad's The WiNNeR yaaaak..hihihiiii..

Wondering how am I Spending the 2nd Lebaran Holi-holidayzz today?? Hmm..I can Tell! ^-^

Wooow---^-^ I've been spent 'the 2nd Lebaran day' with having myself going n' going n' going to Church at9.30 (we were late for the 1st-MISA today!! no-one's awake at 6 am-haha); then I scanned some new photos from A+ (owh-I love it! Love it! Love it!!! ^o^) scanned some articles & files; and oh! My Baby-s Pictures!!! wuuuaaaahahahahaaaa-- Well, you can see 'em here =)
"mumumumuuuu--Lil'babyMiMi-- I named it.,and I found that I really really have been Stick- to my Pony^ since me' was a kiddo' hihihi... It feels like, yesss this is my real style, I just Loooovvveeee to hide myself through my-Pony".. mmm... feel so good; they're camouflage-ing all-my mood ^.^
>>Back to my day =), after finishing all files- I went to my lovely laptop' & cropped some of them (uugghhh, kakak nich--scanning nya kurang sempurnaaaa--). Yah.. cropping biasa aja sih.. Not that serious kind of Crop//or even editing' like what Eric did--hehehh..I promised i'm gonna send my baby-pict' to Vin, and it was looongg time ago before his birthday on 8th October!!! wah--Sooowwriiiie Elviinnnn ={ Hope he's not that mad; 'think' i'm gonna send them as my belated Present; maybeee??? ^o^
Nuh" just before they've done, Bebii'ss coming with sudden-call (he was near at Mosque already!!) >> bit' rush-ed, I just grabbed my jeans and then prepared to go. We went to Plaza Ex, he was starving-while me-actually i had this lil' trouble with my stomach--ugh dunno what on earth is going on with it--! Then we watched this France movie played by Audrey Tautou (I saw her first movie in'Amelie Poulin' when I was still learnt French language at CCF-Salemba). Wuaah!! the movie *Priceless* was good!! almost similar like Pretty Woman; but this is from the men side. I liked the story & the plot =), simple but not boring-simply I couldn't take my eyes off from it- I even laughed all...the time! ha ha..
after watched the movie, we went home. well, as I ever said bfore; sometimes our mood can be Flip-just in a very few sec'---- grrr..bebiii bebiiii-with all his negatif thinking'. Well my mood's tone-down a bit., but they're Okie now =)..besides I have to get rid of that-ASAP- beeeccause me and mom will have Dinner with my Uncle. He's my far-uncle though' & and not celebrating Lebaran day. But dare he's SuperDuperGood human!! ^-^ he'll be going to Macau this night; Uppss!!! it's 12.52 midnight already-he should be Gone already now cos' the flight is at 01.00 am!! hwaaaa... so late.. hihiii. *Safe trip to Macau JoN!!* oh he's name is Jon bytheway =D..
>>back again after dinner. Mom and me went home, and I still had that' Goddamn ruin-stomachaches--and! Home at Last! I continued cropping my photos done and....Write-up this Journal! ^-^

I'm okay for now..having some conversations with mom for a while (yea cos' mommie has to sleep she can't stay awake till late-night; i know) well; my mood's getting relieveee now..I'm just happy for having myself Fun-today.
Then I just decided something-!>>> Tomorrow I'm gonna get myself down to Cleaning-up My...ROOM!! wuhahahaaaaa....=p Oh myGod--enough for my dirty crappy'room-- Oh la laaa...poor RooM"iiee... she has to put all my stuffs inside her =(.. Wait for Agisca to come and wash you-up tomorrow yaa!! hiihihiiii...

Got a bit' sickness and a day off>>>Today... ='{

..
Hiks..=( i'm having a pretty bad-bad day today.. I guess, its because yesterday i got 'my hiperactive mood' and took some more photos at Eric's house. (rmember the one' that i posted-down here- bfore?? hihi) I woke-up veeewwwy Late today; skipping-Breakfast and Lunch time! almost afternoon, at 02.15 pm!!! Weeewww-- never been that-late before -xoxo-
>>well I did awake and having myself felt sooo...uuggh PEGEL!! haha. my bones are crawling; i guess. =p Mommy said that its probably beecausee of mee haven't got enough rest' yet (for my hiper-active act' she meant). hmm.

Ghaaaaahhh!!! I did-Insisted-myself to open my eyes bt' more>>> Just to add THIS!!!haha

Uuuuuuuu^....i'm awake-just-after saw this picture of mee--at Ric's house.! hihihii...
I guess i really am has been in a-Groovy-Playa' mood today"" =)) my God. If you see the-other pics-- weewww that'will be me-in a' 7yearOld's costume-i guess'. haha..

Well; the point is; I'm happy with all-things that "been happened today ^-^. and yess, maybe we didn't watch the video with 'the whole--Dizazzter'FaMily--cos' Maryadi & Pur went to their sweethomey* for Lebaran; plus Adhie didn't get permission from his wife and his daughter to go; i understand his reason. he's a real good worker lho.! hihi * but i still got the other; yup. the-gisca'cute-picture>was the Exact' Proof.!!ha ha...
We still watched the movie , but still FuN aswell. huehehe. serruuuu... and Eric & me got lots cute' photos..!! _promised-i'll post-'em later =)

hoaahhmm... looks like my-sleeping Angelz has just ring-me. O-oowh; i..think..i'm..goin'to...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

Its a Fun-Funny holi"Holidaaayyy....!!!!

Wahahaha'... what a dayyyy... ^-^ I'm just finishing all my House-works done. (well; as i can say; my-maid's Pulang Kampung for Lebaran day which's will be held>>> tomorrow!). I spent my almost-whole' day at Eric's house today. i've promised to be there at his house earlier kann-=) besides I didn't have things to do; *wooooppsss.. I just finished drinking my Horlicks' hmmm... and gawatz!! i'm getting relieved now, and i'm very very sooorrrriiiyyy Eric.. your bats friend's gettin' sleepy now =( * tadi aku sempet kasih comment di Blogs-nya Eric; here's what i wrote:

>>>Hi hi hi.. Sooo--funny!!!! Eriiicccc...!!! I really really Fallen-in Love with that'photos we've just made!!! hahahahaaa... nggak nyangka yah ada lagiii yang bisa di jadiin wOlpeppa" !!^-^ Oh btw i love the' second- blurry-picture ' ric; gimme gimme gimmee---!! =p yepyep today's really are a Great funny day! (hmmm....yah.. Maryadi..,adhi..,mas Pur-- tak ada Rotan akar-pun jadi. Tak ada 'kalian- Photos-fun baru--pun!juga bisa Jadiiii... huahuahuaaaa.... Thanks soo much for tis day yah Eric--^o^--<<<

"Alerttttt!!!!! horaaayyyy the projects has just been-postponed!!!! tomorrow we all gonna watch our ^pulau peucang-drama^ video!!!!! "
*GOVERMENT' HAS LOST!! ^U^*

Gee.. there's VIP people lookin' for trouble''----

Hmm... huwahhhh.. did u notice' that' kind of look?--well Eric said that 'my half-eyes' is look liked "sadako" on Ringu. It could kill people.killer he said *dasarrr..*
>>>>
But i think i'm getting agree now. BeeCooosss, i just got news dat' tomorrow there won't be any Dizaster-family' comes to watch the-video of PulauPeucang. XXX{ errrggghhhh..
Eric & Adhi just told me that there's a very Sudden-project of photoshoot to Manado from Goverment's people. Menteri Pariwisata;they said. And if that's really is-a'-Yess; then our long-pLan of watching the Video--will be pending. Until...err..dunno'. They're gonna work there from 15th october- n' its for Six Weeks. Six weeks???!!!?? now How the HELL am I Goinnng to do in here??? back at 22th; re-arrange the schedule, and Great! Thats my-turn to be busy...ha.
Am i mad? yess. a very BIG Yess. I'm Mad with that 'Stupido-Menteri"!
15?? aren't they supposed to Think' dat it is still a Holi-Holidayyy ? ? ? Commonn' don't be too-stupid doongg pak Menteriii. It's too-soon gitu! they're gonna hav to prepare everything only in One day.--with NO-assisstant/maid/workers/apaaalah cos it's still gonna be a holiday!! duh gimana sich... *same as usual. Goverment's people. they just don't give any-damn sympathy to us who work n' work for our famz and passion. Please Get-Lost ajaa deh loo semua--*

Tapi Eric nggak mau juga sih.. good cos he's got the Power to unaccepted their decision. =) (ya kan dia fotografer-nyaa..)
Well he said i have to wait; ya... okay. I can't do anything' more kann.. (i didn't do a thing juga dr awal lhee..)
Cuma awass aja yah kalo emang jadi mereka - Fotonya.. I'll let my-killer eyes 'speaks' to 'em. hmm..maybe some 'curse..or some spell-prayer' will work............*
Let's see...

I cannot believe Today I'm Married! with My-Bed!! ^o^

>>on-the-line with Yuiiii's call ^-^>>

*psstt..I'm writing this-but-still in the mid' of conversation with YuuChan lho; hihihiii...she talks lots'n'lotsss of things! =D; & that makes me have an idea!*
she tells me-about people who had just called her this day. (our clients; i meant), she tells me bout' those "unnecessary" jobs, those Lame'clients'. well, it might be usual; But here it is; the funny thing is, She founded lotz of NickName-for them. the-Fake people maksudnyaaa=p huahaha...

1. VIP >> Very 'Immoral' Person
2. VNP>> Very Nice & Normal Person

^-^ ha haa.. Yuii!! silly-youuu!! But I agree-whehehe. that would be our 'secret-call' then for the next meeting. so that people don't get wrong-plus, they don't have any-ideas to gossips our conversations.hihii.. Gottchaa"! ^-'
*okie. she's done now.gotta close my mobile-*

Well, back to my very own paradise anymore.! Hmmmm.... I thank God cos' for this day; i got my resting-day; finally.. yep. Day's getting dark now; and mii, since morning, i just stay and live at my room, my bed, with Laptop above my stomach' Gah-weird eh'? but i liked it that way. =)
Its been a looonngg time i have no-time (or days) to do it. Plus, i really have to pay my Sins to all my friends who start-to-feel-bored *i guess waitin'up for my email. hehe. I promised to write'em my news up-here through Email, since I've been gone for the last couple of months ago. x{ wekh-sowriii sowriii...
they're finished now. Then, i go-through all my browsing stuffs; Starting from opened my Wikipedia, LimeWire (i need it-i went thru'all classical & musical piano tunes,hm.. i need some Harmony touch now..=D), then i go for Lyrics+photos of course...
Nah.. Now I'm writing-up my journal; and Contemplation--soon after this. *weww I had lots of things i wanna shOut-out*..

by the way, Oh My God >>> this Eva Cassidy's song is verrryyyy COOL.,peace be with me now-Ha Ha- I can tell i'm Melting with it ^-^.But i dunno' whats the tittle of it'!!?? whoah. gotta look-for it iMMediateLy.!.! <<<

*TALKING ABOUT SOME ARTSY-THINGS..which becoming-CoMMercialll now..

Recently Play: Eva Cassidy -All her album*Jazz Vintage*-

Whooa.. I keep on listening to her songs everrryysingle time! ^-^ Eva cassidy.. she has a voice like an Angel*. Believe, her album was helping me trough-all work' on last nite' hehehe.
plus; she's got a damn-gorgeous-High Note voice. wah.. i'm surprised when i heard she sings 'fever'. KeewwwL!! =)
>>Yep. Talking about that'Eva Cassidy's kind of musics; yesterday mas Katon (Bagaskara) asked me bout'it. oh and This Eve' was from him denk-=p hihihi.. Yippiii..I got 20 songs of hers!!*lots of thank you..sss from mimi's MusicAngel'to you mas Katonnn!!hi hii..* I told him that i love to hear anykind of musics. Cos' I grew up with it.=), daddy used to play his fave group 'Bee-gees' or some jazz musics. But not just only that, he's got all-BoXesss of Cassettes-then he'd played them all-compared by his Mood;wahaha.
Thats why maybe why I love Vintage things.also in musics kann..?!^.^
>>>nah. We shared bout' it last nite. Forget about the bussiness-album make-thing. Cos I find him really is an idealistics-mucician. He shared how he's been dissappointed by' people who did not appreciate Work of art anymore. *u know, Great Musics, Great lyrics, Great voices, even for the original or'fusions for kinda' musics from our country; they can't live anymore.*
--And i am sooo-agreee with that.=) they don't appreciate Art anymore. padahal itu kan hasil Pemikiran plus Creativity mereka. Not just only Musics, but Dancer, pokoknya semua yang hubungannya sama "seni-pemikiran-essence" udah ga begitu di pentingin lagi. nyebelin emang. Most-are under the influences of "Industry-tren ikut2an".
well for me; they are just under the influences of "Stupidity". Ghggaahh. Too-many POP's things. campursari, bukannya makin Unique tapi malah tolol. yah.... but I guess some of them knows that actually; but againnn we face the-reality. Money-talks. Low economic thing. Then, after they've got the money, the'influence's increased again'n'againn so they become damn-forget about their soul or their passion. Money has turn as God. The God of life.
Unfortunately; they're also become stupid. lupa sama apa sbnrnya tujuan hidup. Duniawi bgt; tapi kreatifitas, panggilan jiwa plus target achievement-nya ga keambil. ya... jadinya begini ini deh... >indonesia<>

For me, money's important.but still it's not everything. I don't wanna dropped'my self-down' only-because tonz of Moneyzzz.
The things that-meant to me is to keep exploring and do what we love to do. Balance the two of 'em. Now Thats what I call "LIFE"!
^-^

Pusing Pusing....Pusingggg..='((.. my day was all too-Sudden!!!

I got stuck. shudt*. pfff.. unable to laugh as big as any other friend of mine.ha. ha ha ha. (garink kan?! hoekkh) Yesterday, my day was sooo busy. but not in case of fashion show,or photoshoot. The night before there's this 'senior fashion editor' in DEWI magz called me. she's just returned from Milan. reporting for fashion-week. Hmm, and she told me dat her friend-NOW-is waiting too see my portfolios. There at Milan Paris; which! 'that-friend-of Sari* is now working at IMG agency Milan. (OhMyGod!!). Well, bee'cause--Sari was soooo..eager on promoting-me to them (she told'em that i'm so very very talented model), that's why they are waiting-up for my CV to be sent for Milan as soon as possible. Cause; in case of chasing-for-Milan Fashion Week on February'2008', if they liked my portfolio; maybe i wuLd have the chance' to do the "Go-see" thing//audition, castings,and stuffs. makannya I need to send it IMMEDIATELY. Geezz... Padahal my-new photos & portfolios baru jadi sedikittt bgt! I plan to work-them' out at the end of this month with Eric,or if he still at USA, berarti aku fotonya kerjain sama mas Robby Agus aja dulu. (we want to do the-avant-garde' photo session).
Nah! berarti-->The problem is: *I only have a very tiny leittle time to re-fresh all my photos, and the worst is there're only couples of photos-which are new- Then i still hav'to Re-do my CV and write all the experiences i had. Weitz.., and thats! are the reason why -iii did not write this down at journal-Gituuuuu... beeecaauusseeee>>> I just finished all the-portfolios stuffs' at 5 somethin' inthemorning.,and had my eyes closed after that.Ha.
Just like what mom's said. Oh my lovely-little daughter''(ceileee..): You're just the same like mine-when I was at your age. =) ! It was like You are heading up for the final testthe very next morning. it's okie darl' it's just U-S-U-A-L. ahahahaaaaa.... *i swear my-mood was goin' up so fast that time!!! ^-^*
wah.... yep. I really am a very-BatGirl. I know i will be alive in the middle of the night >>> If! I really have something to work for. If not-yaa of course i'm going to sleep lah!
Heggghh. Why in the Hell-this only-tiny lil'case of no sleep- is being a very big problem for the others siiiiccchhh????!!!
just like what Domi-Dhi said; ^PLis deehh--AH.^

moody..mody..moody..moody.............x(|

Got news..Got plans....wooo..Lotta' things driven'up in my-Head!!!

Wow..superrr.. i just realize that today (yess its t'day-its already morning now!) I'm gonna have lotta' things to work-for the very next day.
yipppiii.. my mind's replacing my body which usually,i used *myPhysics* to go for Modellin'..
hmmm..oh! ByThaWay 'o' i'm listening John Mayer"Daughters" now, soo calming ^-^ and it boosts my minds up a bit'. (hellooo eric; if you're in the middle of Reading this; yiuuukk..I almost fell asleep td; but the song woke me up-plus I wanna pee') haha. I keep shuffle-ing my Itunes drtadi., gara2 networking nya O'On. *ups; sowriiee* but its true! I mean What in the HELL is Goin'on hereeee..???Hellows for Jakartaa..Whats happening there with ur Connectionnn i keep reload-reload-reload but still its 'Lemot'. huh. Not only my network; but my Voltage at house runs unstable; and the worst--my Provider Mobilephone. GOD-please-make-peace-that war-disaster*.
aah whatever--i guess i'm just gonna listen Jazz ajha deh.

>>Regarding my homeworks today; yup. Yuiii Chan called me & she explained about Katon B. who kept-calling me but i didn't hear a thing.arrrggh. Ternyata bikin albumnya jadi!! wahhh.. yummy..hihihiiii.; he wants to tell me about the Concept-which is kinda' Duets//Featuring. album. Its a Rohani(worship) album. =) So; Mom, Yui & me 're goin' to have a meeting with him at 7 PM in his Studio. Soalnya Desember udh harus diserahin ke records company -contoh lagunya & list artis2nya.-
>>But actually before Katon the Three' of us are planning to have our Private Meeting (well i guess its gonna bee'a'funnyjokes meetings haha). Its been 2 months since Yui work with us. lotz of struggle;but fine afterall...What i love about Yuii is; she's got that eager& curiousity to learn and she did it Fast! wew.. I can't believe she's getting stylish lately ^-^, and i dare say dat' She's Pretty! heheheheee.. *Yuii jangan Ge-eR yeee..,awas luuu*
nah; we're gonna talk bout' our next planning, whats best whats worst; things I had to workin'out more..and lotta' things lah pkoknya! each of us will be held 'an idea' =)
>>Then....talkin' bout the ideas; I-too had my own job. Sari-the stylish on DEWI magz- called me @ nite'. she's just coming from Milan. and she has a friend which now Working in IMG modelling agency. Mba Sari has been promoting me again n' again in front of 'em. So they are now waiting for my CD portfolios. Its a good change! Thanks to Sari cos' she's just promoting myName there. =O.. Deadline; Wednesday- i've to send the photos to gedung Femina. huwahh.. thats mean I will be busy preparing and also editing all-portfolios for sure. nggak tidur-ya nggak tidur deh..* but what i concern about is...my height..huhuuu..will mines got the high' enough to fulfill the new standard-for catwalk modelling there?? Its getting Rough-now.the standard. 175 cm. pheww.. i'm not sure if i reach that high'... haaaaaaa....

yah.. yang penting kan nyoba-betul bukan-??*bukaannn..* haha.. (domiii!!)
makannya i asked for Eric's help.again to burn all-my photos so that i can edit'em.. =)
Huahhmmmm... I think i'm gonna close my eyes for a sec-;.. I put my alarms on>>cause I still have to write the List for our meeting'commitee " nanti, hihihi...

God; I really ammm-a-BatGirL"!!

OhMiGod! I cannot believe its 02.17 already!!! whaaa... and I still alive!?! hihihi.. Just finished chit-chattin' with my-LuophLy brotherrr!!! *Who-else if thats not-ERIC!!* ghahahaaa.. We're talked about everything; from serious-till' the very Unserious- topicz as well!^-^
Wait.;I'm not gonna wrote this lho sebelumnya.; Uugggh see, i'm error-ing' lagiii... ha ha.. I guess tis' time i'm Error becuse today was Lovely-day! (I can't Believe i was Singing out loud at church!! 8 songs!)!! Whatever. The Point Is: Lotta' miracles happened today. Started from my Voice that-i haven't used-for soo looong..ago,-and its coming back!! *its beeecooss I finally found 'the Composer//Organist/musicians' yang Suitable +talented+easy to workin'songsOut for* hmm..
>I felt Confidence of myOwn td.. (proof:i danced while i sang Quando Quando Quando!!)
>All my closest colleguess are comin there at church and watched and supported and SMiLe!
>Eric--suddenly appearred and; shooted-me with his CameraVideo. Shuudt*! While I sang the part "Aku Malu..aku maluu.." things!! Whaaaakakakakakaaa...ERIC!!!-Youuu'Naughtttty-Youuuu!! didnt tell me that you wuld come and see me; it was a"Prepared Plan" surprise between Eric and Momz. Awas ya kalian.! hihiiii
>Mas Katon Bagaskara juga said Out Loud- kalau dia mau bikin album Rohani; and he wants me to do Duets with him..; Duets??? wooow mauuuu!!! MyGod terharuuu.. =p
>I did it too--Berhasil menarik para Romo buat joged when i sang the final song; KOPI DANGDUT'
Wuahhh pokoknya I feel alive today =)); one reason that will always be the first to me-is "The time when I saw the audiences faces Smile/laugh/enjoy/sing"!!hihihiii..

I always see Singing is one of art work as well.,and for me its an other way-to express myMood.--usually I used to Humming by myself at room, or bathroom he he-- Ouuww still need lots of fixing-things; cos i never trained my voice even thou' i've known dat' mine's SopraN-1" gituuu.. Thank God for helped me.. ^-^
Yah, tapi ada juga yang rada" menurunkan my-point-ofGoodMood. Guess--
yup! as usual..; The Crowd.
Giiilllaaaaa yaaaa Rame buangett sih hari iniii???!!! I went to two Mall for watching movie and buy some books//magz. Huuuhhh.. They left-me got my Headache again. x(|
males banget sich-- everyone's out today; cos its Sunday and after Fasting plus its the last week of Puasa". Drop-Dead-crowded-people there.

Humm.. well; after all- me and mas Tommy (the Composer) are planning to go for mooorrree practise on Lebaran Day--cos its cool; nobody's interupting and me? No Jobz for Sure ^o^!hoho.. We planned bout' preparing for Christmas;singing couples of songs and More Concern to sing Ave Maria. mmm...yummy.. can't wait to do. Well...well.. all that happens today makes me fell more gratefull-being human.Mimii maksudnya.; hehee..I DO-being myself today. Totally enjoying myself.
Then it makes me Remember once my Mom said; 'when you got the Talents in you; whoaa its gonna be complicated. but you have to learn to manage-'em;cos they're goin tobe ur way-of-moodExpression-and accompany you, or even could Lead you to find your passion or/profession'
Hmm.... It is true..--I guess.. ^-^

Geezz..What a 'day..' x((

hmm..Yep. my-mood today was--Unstable. ugggh. 3 jobs this day; >Photo cover DEWI >Show @ gallery Kemang Hadiprana. *actually it wasn't show like that; but i was "represented as Nyai dasima" walking into the gallery with her insecure feelings expression.., walkin'n walkin'n walkin' until she sit down on chair waiting for the painter-asked in pretend' whether "her Picture" is already done or what. Then there's this waiter let me had some 'sneak-a-peek' to the Big canvas; which was apparently-is-the Paint of Nyai Dasima a.k.a myself.,then my expression was changed Happy beecooos of that; turn facing the audiences, then i had to took Mrs.Fauzi Bowo's (wife of-our recent governor)hand,to open the painting together* =)
hihihii.. pretty funny.. The makeup was so vewy vewy successful-turned me into Nyai Dasima's look. ^-^ Wew =o !! I'm helping tante Josephine Budhisurya-sister of Agnes Budhisurya,whose the designer that i'm always catwalk-ing as well. The Family (budhisurya) have known me for long time since I started modelling. thats why tante wants me to played the Role--she said my face is really looked same like Nyai. he he..Luckily..I've got this Mix-face since I was born =p >> China+bit'of'Japan+ and JaWa the most!! hakhakhak.. ya iyalaahhh... Jadi maksudnya when they do-the-makeup-on-me, it is works! it changes my look-of-face. Looks like Verrryyy...Indonesia ^-^ huahahahaa..
Well; back to Nyai Dasima look. The hairdresser put and covered my hair with all-Jasmine flower. Believe me. I was sooooo--Freshly Smelly! hahaaa..but unfortunately I was never could stand along time with anykind of strong perfume.Anemia I've become. Bleehhh.. x((
after the shw; I just realize that I reeeaaallly am tired. I feel bloated-cause' of the jasmines; which is very heavy and smelly plus ontopof my head.huhuuu.. hiks..

Ditambah; masih hrs ke Lamoda. do you kno? --I feel some of the modelling friends are act weird this recent days. Not to me.to everybody;include me.Its just-.. they are too curious bout other-lifes bussiness.
well, we live in a 'fake 'n' fame people and atmosphere'.. They're just wanted to know anything. Life's all bout' intrigue"_ cruel, one kill'other one-by gossiping; grouping; and faking. gosshh! its just make me feel-more *Yuck* for them. So for my last rehearsal suddenly only One-Time runthru' hehehe... we want to go hoooommmmeeee... I just hope tommorrow there will be no 'Bete-Bete' things to face;..
Huaahhhmmmm..wew; 4.14 in the morning -dawn actually- hoahhhhmmm I think i'm gonna sleep now; take some rest---(i'm more concern about "singing day-at churh) this sunday..

whoaa..Eric duh i'm so very berry sowriie cos tis recent days I Could't even 'pop' my head at YM.. =(( i still had my sick-but i'll try go to there..

aawww!! I saw this from web-- *one of our Work* so sweeettt...

Artist's Comments:Portrait of Dominique Agisca Diyose.
Another snap of Dominique again..!! Took this during our trip at Tanjung Lesung - Ujung Kulon last week.
Enjoy it! Cheers!---
*Dedicated this picture to my one and only sparkling little angel, Dominique!!.-.-. (I guess this is the only cure to my Gisca-flu eh? hehehe. "Ganbatte for us!! For our BestofBATS!!")
.Spark, My Angel

'looking' back thru' days...

Hmm., each time I see-this picture of me'kesakitan' nahan perih-- Ouch! see?? *thanks to Yuiii-chan" who had taken this pic.of meee..the-oh-so-poor-Mimiii* awasss yaah; i didin't notice when she did that. bwueee.. =x
Geezz.. My face! hahaha... It's been a week since the'Incident'...hmm.. parah ya.. well, all i can say n' say'n'says are just Thanks God-you still love me and my family.
Not much know' dat--actually we were this*close to death*_sorry;_ hihi.
of course we are! dengan si'Ombak yang tingginya ternyata 3 Meter diatas kita!! plus I was threw from the boat; I fell down-exactly at my Tailbone. X( Shock? yes, afraid of boneCrackin'?? Of course. I was so petrified that time. Mom was fall down aswell;but luckily she's Okie.. Thank God againnn.. The Wave-made the 'KacaPelindungSetir' Broke.!! and that was the time when I had my tears-down aswell. Truly hurt i couldnt stand the pain-hikhiikk...
But this is life then-=) once we Happy that'time-its as simple as flipped ur hand; & turn to be Very Sad. ehmmm..(sok wise niiieeyyy Domiii ^-^ hahaha)

hohoho..Did you kno' where this picture has been taken at?? ini- inich yaaa.. di atas POHON KIARA namanya!! hahaha... Promise i'll show you the bigger size of the tree later okie? hihihiii.. It was actually bukan natang pohon; tapi itu Roots-nya!! Akarnya loch--hwaaa... I can say this is one-of-the greatest creature from God. ^-^
Akar2nya tinggi buangettth..plus, its Strong! real-strong.hebat yaaa...

well, i climbed that'roots' easily! hahaha.. Oom Hani (eric's uncle) said dat me; I-must be veewwy naughty when i was little kiddo' eheheheee.. =p Yup! damn-right om.! Mimi's soooo-naughty at that time; manjat pohon sana sini dan nggak mau turun sebelum Fall-down or " I met thru'eyes with Snake/worm n familiiii!! hiiiiiyyyy.... brrrr... pasti langsung konsentrasi pecah, unbalanced, and then i fell down to Ground till' i cried out loud. *x'((* hihihiii.. Funny to remember that; didn't expect dat it was verrrry Usefull for photofashion! hahahaa..
Nb: ini-nich! this picture-and my expression was still Cool enough, beecooosss it was before we got the 'accident' and me; still only had a scratches on my knee; Makannya masih asik asik ajhaaa,..hihihiiii..^-^